a/n. okay so i thought this song kind of went with the story/poems. it's better if you listen to it while reading this. it's one of my new favorite songs! (:
"Tourniquet" by Evanescence
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
(So much more)
I lay dying and I'm pouring
Crimson regret
And betrayal
I'm dying, praying
Bleeding, I'm screaming
"Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?"
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Or will you forget me?
I'm dying, praying
Bleeding and screaming
"Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?"
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Return to me salvation
I long to die
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ?
(Christ)
Tourniquet, my suicide
a/n. sorry it's taking me so long to update. it's just that i have to be in one of my moods to write one of these poems. and i haven't been able to lately. so i will try my absolute hardest to write this week. i already have a couple lines done. i just have to post it. (: always, erika.