A/N. Bella/ Edward interaction without Bella being a bitch. Finally! Anyways, in the next chapter we discover what Ryan is and the sequel is set up. Please enjoy, and if the urge compels you, leave a review. They really do make my day. This chapter's song is one of my all time favorites. I love the Goo Goo Dolls

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, nor will I ever own it.

Iris- Goo Goo Dolls

And I´d give up forever to touch you
´Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You´re the closest to heaven that I´ll ever be
And I don´t wanna go home right now

And all I can taste in this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it´s over
I just don´t wanna miss you tonight

And I don´t want the world to see me
´Cause I don´t think that they´d understand
When everything´s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can´t fight the tears that ain´t coming
Or the moments of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you´re alive.

I'm Down for Some Sparkly Cuddle Time- Chapter Four

Edward's Point of View

I wanted to get to know Bella again; she had changed in the five years we had been apart. She seemed less willing to let me in. I could understand that, I did leave her once. For all she knew I could do it again, ripping her heart out even further. I made my way to her room and asked, "Bella, love. Can we talk without the screaming?"

Every ounce of me begged for her to say yes. A small smile spread across her face, and she spoke. "Edward, I don't see why not. I would like to talk to you in a civilized manner. We do have a son and we should at least be friends for his sake."

I wanted to be more then friends but I didn't think that now was the time to tell her that. I had just welcomed her back into my life; I had no intention of ruining it. "So, do you want to go to my meadow? It's private and no one can over hear us." That was stupid. I said that wrong.

"Will this be like last time? Are you going to make me call Charlie and tell him I'm out with you?" She said smiling. She was at least making an effort to forgive me. I just wish I didn't need forgiveness in the first place.

"This time I wasn't planning on turning you into a meal, but we should let Carlisle know just in case. That way when Alice sees me biting you, we can have back up in five minutes." Being with her and joking around was just like breathing.

She got up and made her way towards me. She stumbled and hit her head on her end table. Typical Bella. "Fuck." She said loudly. Her cursing always caught me of guard.

I winced. I need to get used to the twenty-first century. "So when do you want to leave. We can go now."

"I need to eat and get Ryan fed. Then we can leave."

"Esme is making dinner for you two; it should be done any minute. I hope you like bison burgers, and home fries." She was smiling, and it finally reached her eyes.

"I should like bison; after all I'm the one that picked it out. I'll be down there in a minute. I'm going to grab a jacket and put on some shoes that are more suited for the Alaskan terrain. Something tells me that flip-flops aren't going to cut it."

"Taking my dismissal, I went down to my piano. I listened for my cue that they were done eating, and then I flitted up the stairs to grab a blanket. I came into the kitchen and was shocked at how beautiful Bella looked.

She was wearing jeans, boots, and a motorcycle jacket that hugged her every curve. "Edward, put your tongue in. You're scaring our son."

"Sorry." I said sheepishly. This immediately got my mind racing on how she would look under the clothes. I wanted to feel her in a way that friends didn't do. I wanted to be joined with her again. I wanted to feel whole.

"Are you ready to go, or are you going to stand there staring at me all day?" It sucked to be stuck as a seventeen year old male for the rest of my life.

"Get on love." I told her, and we were out the door, on our way to my special spot.

My meadow was shaped like an oval, with wild berries and forget-me-nots growing in it. It was beautiful, much like my meadow in Forks. It was just far enough away from everything to finally be alone in my head. As always though sharing it with Bella was never a problem.

I set her down on the blanket I had laid out. She sat down Indian style, and motioned for me to sit in front of her.

"For us to get reacquainted I think we should play or version of twenty questions. You remember the rules, right?" She asked me.

"Of course, you ask a question then I answer with the whole truth, and then ask a question." I replied.

"I can start, I guess. So did you ever come looking for me?" Of course she would ask a hard question first.

"I did once about two years after I left. I couldn't take living without you anymore. When I knocked on your door Jacob answered and slammed the door in my face calling me a filthy bloodsucker. Why was Jacob at your house and you weren't? What happened?"

"Charlie remarried Sue Clearwater, who I don't have a problem with per say. However, she has a daughter who hates me. Leah made my life a living hell and I couldn't deal with her. I also refused to raise my son in a hostel environment. Jacob and Leah are a thing, although I think you already knew that. What did you do after you left?"

"I travelled for awhile, trying to forget. Before I knew it I was back with my family. They seemed to understand how upset I was and took me on special vacations. Nothing helped though. What did you do?"

"Well, the main thing I did was raise Ryan. It is hard to do anything else with baby. After he turned three I tried to find you guys."

"I'm sorry I left in the first place Bella. So on a lighter note, what kind of cars do you like?"

"Living in Colorado I earned a new respect for big trucks. I want a blue and chrome Avalanche. I also like speed and would kill for a Mercedes AMG. They are amazing. I want the Mercedes in silver. What was your first reaction to Ryan? By that I mean what went through your head?"

I smiled and answered, "Holy crap! I can reproduce? It was rather comical. I was happy and scared at the same time."

Bella smiled at me and then leaned over to give me a kiss. A small peck on the lips that made me feel special in that moment of time. The world stopped besides her and me, alone in an Alaskan meadow.

"What was that for Bella?" I asked curious to why she kissed me.

"I needed to feel you again. I missed you so much, and I couldn't go any longer without affection."

My heart felt like it was soaring, I felt human for the first time since I left her. "Edward, have you asked Carlisle about Ryan? I need to know more about him."

"He messaged his colleague over seas as soon as you got here, we should he back from him in a few days."

"Good, Edward I know I'm going out of turn but I have another question."

"Anything Love."

"Can you give me a real kiss?"

I lay on top of her, and started kissing her. She pressed her tongue against my cold lips, warming them, asking for entrance into my mouth. I parted them slowly and massaged my tongue to hers for the first time in forever. I wondered why before our last night together, I never kissed her like this. It felt so right. After a few minutes of our tongues doing their own beautiful dance, her hand started to slide up my shirt. I pulled away to protests from my body, and groans from her.

"Bella, I don't want to go too far. We just found one another; this isn't a good idea right now.'

"You are right Edward. I just got a little carried away."

"Bella will you be my girlfriend?"

"Of course Edward."

We laid in my meadow for about an hour and then ran home. Bella fell asleep next to me for the first time in what seemed like a lifetime.

A/N I am not happy with this chapter at all. O well the next one should be up some time with in the next few days.