4; First
After all the drama that had happened, we had a fresh new start.
The first thing I did with myself was take October out on a well deserved date. It was our first one so I was pretty damn nervous.
Also, she had been living with Vincent now, so I don't even know if he would let me anywhere near her after what happened.
I'll say it, I was a nervous wreck. I can't always be cool and collected like I usually am. I loved this girl, and I didn't want to screw up with her like I always did with every other girl that I've…"dated".
So first thing is first; I have to man up and fight to not screw up and actually keep October with me for however long it may be.
Hopefully, she'll understand though if I do screw up a little.