AN
Ok I feel bad I ment to update this story every week and its been like a month.
But I'm updating now that means something right?
BPOV
I walked up to the house hearing my grand parent talking and sitting on the rocking chair's I was surprised.
"Oh my god, you guys are still awake. You do relies its past nine right?" I asked them.
"You relies you missed dinner" She scolded.
I gave a small smile.
"Hey what happened to my dress?" She asked me giving my a frown.
"Oh. I went swimming. California doesn't use that ocean as a toilet do they?" I asked while pointing in the direction of the sea.
"Is my hair starting to turn green"? I asked.
"Bella, I really don't mind you wearing my dress. I do min you going swimming in it, and would you take it off please" She said.
"Bella your mother called, you where suppose to let her know you got down here all right" My grandfather told me.
"Well, did you tell her I was still alive?"
"Well why don't you tell her, there's a phone on the piano" Grandma told me.
I sighed.
"You taking that" She asked my granddad they where playing cards.
"yes yea your in deep trouble now" He told her.
"Its me" I said into the phone while playing with the old key's of the piano the had browned from old age.
"What do you want"? I asked.
"I see you survived the bus trip after all" My mom said.
"I would have rathered faired across the river Stix.
"Your gran's told me about your little to die list, you really shouldn't scare her like that. She doesn't know you well enough to understand" She said.
I played with the phone cord.
"How's my old room, Does she still have her sea shells every where?" You could hear the smile in the voice.
"Its a shell hole mom" I said with a big frown on my face.
"Why are you doing this to me" I said close to tears now.
"You know why, we've deceased this. I am trying to save my marriage." She said.
"You would have better luck trying to save the polar ice caps mom" I said the tears about to come.
"Why is it that your marriage only works when I'm not there"? I asked the tears falling now.
"Sweetie" She said.
I played with the cord again.
"Bella I know this is tough but try to make the best of it." She told me
I played with the key's again.
"take as much time as you need ok Renee. Sort things out shuffle then together, Do whatever the hell you need to do to try and save THIS marriage. I'm here and I'm fine. Don't even worry about me FINE" I yelled. and hinge up.
I didn't hear my grandmother come in until I looked up and she was looking at me with a expression of worry.
I looked back with what I'm sure was a sad expression feeling more vulnerable then ever.
If dad where alive, he'd let me drive that car, we would do stuff. like paint.
Maybe I'd be friends with the kid down the street. Mom and him would argue about petunias instead of money.
If dad where alive, he'd teach my how to play the guitar.
If dad where alive.
If dad where alive.
I thought while bruiting my teeth rather rough, it was starting to hurt.
I got out one of my pill's and a glass of water. took a sip of water and was about to take the pill but I decided not to and slammed the glass down and tosses the pill in the toilet.
I stormed off to bed.