AN: Quick warning, if cussing offends you skip the first four or so lines, they aren't vital to the story. Also, there is one f-bomb stuck in the story.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or anything include by that domain. I also do not own the song Special Needs by Placebo.

Jasper knocked loudly on Edward's door, 'Get the hell up Edward, I don't have all fucking day.'

'If you can't bother waiting just leave' came the muffled response.

'Bitch. You have fifteen minutes, after that I'm leaving and I don't give a shit if you're ready or not.' Jasper sighed loudly and walked away from the door. He sank down at the kitchen table and flipped open the newspaper and skimmed the headlines.

12 Dead in Head-to-head Train Collision

Man Kills Wife and Three Kids

6 More Washington Soldier Dead: Is this war worth it?

Jasper closed the paper and leaned back in his chair, wasn't there anything good left in the world? 'The world is one fucked up place' he muttered to himself. At the creaking behind him he turned to see his younger brother. 'Mornin'. Make me coffee too?' Edward asked with sleep still in his voice.

'Yeah kiddo, how much do you want?'

'Just fill my cup.'

Jasper filled up the cup and sat down. The two brothers stared at each other awkwardly, the silence oppressing. 'Sorry Eddie, didn't mean to get so mad this morning. It's just, I…I had a bad night'

'You had the nightmare too huh? It's cool, I had to get up sometime right?'

'Yeah, guess so. Do you want a ride today or do you have it covered?'

'I wouldn't mind I guess.'

Jasper quickly stood up, 'So let's go, just let me leave a note letting Emmett know that we've both left for the day.'

The two went out to the car, a beat-up 1992 Chevy pick-up. They drove to the sounds of Placebo,

Just 19 and sucker's dream
I guess I thought you had the flavor
Just 19 and dream's obscene
With six months off for bad behavior

Edward all of a sudden darted forward and smashed his large, scarred hands into the power button. Jasper looked over with a raised eyebrow. 'Sorry Jazz, I just can't handle it this morning.'

'It's okay baby brother, I know.'

When they got to the small hardware store Edward worked at Jasper sat and watched as his younger brother entered the store, leaning heavily on the cane he was much too young to be using. As he saw his brother have the door held open for him by a man four times his age Jasper pulled a hand across his face. His baby brother had been through so much, with Bella, with everything. In that moment sitting in the driving rain Jasper sent up a prayer for the first time in a long time, 'Please God, make it better. I can't see him going through this, I'm not strong enough. Please Father, I need it to be okay.'

AN: Hope you enjoyed this chapter, this are gonna be lookin' up soon, I promise y'all. Please review, it's the only way I can improve! ^^