I am sooooooooo sorry! Will you all forgive me for not writing sooner? It's been, like, about a year! *sobs* Don't hate me! And I'm sorry that this poem is all I have to give to you now. This poem may uncover some truth of Ryuichi's past. I had no intention of writing this poem for the story at first. But I feel guilty. Truth is, I'm just a lazy teen who can't depend on her grammar if her life depended on it. Sorry I'm so useless. *rolls around on ground* ha-ha~ And please don't throw flames at me even though they make me warm. =P

Warning: This chapter contains life or death situations.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation. But if I did, I would make Shuichi cuter in the manga.

Waiting To Inhale


It hurt.

His lungs burned a little.

He couldn't breathe.

The feeling of sinking, sinking into darkness.

Sinking.

Sinking.

He feels his body began to float up lightly.

He's floating lightly now.

There's little light in there.

Mommy looks at him in a way.

Why does she look like that?

He doesn't know.

She opens her mouth.

Only bubbles come out.

She looks like she's playing with her belt.

He doesn't play because his was never on.

His vision goes funny.

Mommy looks blurry.

He smiles.

He exhales his breathe too.

Bubbles come out.

Now his eyes close for a moment.

He was scared at first, but now he's not.

He feels his body relax.

He's no longer frightened.

He feels himself float even more.

Floating.

Floating.

He stops floating.

His eyes open.

It's the cars' roof.

He pushes himself back down.

He opens his mouth to giggle.

Water comes in.

He's choking.

He forces his mouth close.

His eyes close again.

So tired…

Darkness engulfs him.

Goodbye light.

Goodbye earth.

Bye mommy and Kuma.

Now he's unconscious.


I'm sorry if it sounds depressing. This poem made me very sad as I wrote it. But now that I told myself to write it for this story, I have a lot more idea's and more to the story. Sorry, not the RyuXTatsuha you were anticipating. Sorry~ Anyway's I will try to finish my other stories. I know I really have no right to say this, but the new stories on fan fiction, by reading their name's and description, has made me a bit depressed. Why can't Shuichi and Yuki be happy for once? Lol~