I'm bored as usual and there is nothing better to do then write, so that's what I'm going to do. I really enjoy typing this story so I hope you are happy I'm doing this story, please read and review.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight.

As soon as I got to the mall, I went into the stores. Being surrounded by thousands of outfits and shoes, it made me feel tingly inside. I quietly laughed at myself for even feeling this way, but shopping was something I enjoyed and fashion was apart of me.

Is shopping a sport?

I think I would win any contest out there if there was one for shopping or something with fashion, that is how obsessed I am with shopping.

Before I left Hot Topic, an outfit so gorgeous and lovely called for my attention.

A pair of black skinny jeans, a red shirt, and red wedges.

This is the perfect outfit and I know James would be proud of the outfit I picked out for the party, I'm so excited. I can't wait to wear it!

Quickly, I bought the outfit and an accessary for it before leaving and walking out of the store. I reached into my pocket for my keys when I slammed into someone, I fell back onto the floor and my Hot Topic bag flew out of my hands and slid across the floor.

"I'm sorry!" a voice cried.

I shook my head and looked up to see the most gorgeous man I'd ever seen in my life, his honey blood hair seemed a bit ruffled from the fall and his blue eyes were wide with worry. He stood up and held out his hand for me to take, "Please forgive me! I wasn't watching where I was going and you were right there a-and-" I quickly cut him off, "It's fine! Really, I'm good." I said, brushing it off.

He let out a breath of relief, "Oh thank god." he said.

For some reason I started to laugh and he watched me in confusion as my two arms wrapped around my waist tightly, he was so adorable. The look on his face just made me want to laugh, I didn't think he'd be so worried about me.

As soon as I calmed down, I blushed.

"Sorry about that, it was just funny the way you reacted to me forgiving you. I've never seen a guy react that way before, sorry." I explained, looking down at my feet.

A breath taking grin spread across his face, "No worries." he said.

He looked around and found my bag underneath a bench, he walked over and picked it up before handing it back to me.

"You kinda surprised me there, what's your name?" he asked, brushing his hair to the side as it fell in his face.

I nervously bit my lip, "Alice Brandon...you?" I asked.

His cheeks became a light pink, "Jasper Hale." he said hesitantly.

Jasper...cute name.

Just as I was about to say something, a loud scream filled the serene silence and Jasper quickly turned to see a girl running to him. She was absolutely gorgeous and almost exactly like Jasper except she was a girl and he was a guy.

Long curly blond hair, model like figure with all the right curves, pale skin, and icy blue eyes that seemed to freeze me in place.

She threw her arms around his neck and I realized that the scream wasn't a horrified scream, but an excited scream. In her hands was a Gucci shopping bag and I gasped, "Oh my god! You got the new Gucci bag!" I screamed.

Her eyes looked over towards me and automatically lit up in excitement, "Yeah! Did you get it yet?" she asked, walking over.

I sadly shook my head, "No. Not yet, but I was going to buy it right after I found an outfit for this party I'm going to." I explained.

She held out her hand for me to shake, "I'm Rosalie Hale and you?" she asked happily and joyfully. I took it and shook it gently, "Alice Brandon." I said in the same tone as her. Before I had to leave, I looked up to see Jasper staring at me intensely and I couldn't help but blush again.

God, I feel like I'm slowly becoming Bella.

Rosalie gave me her cell phone number and said that she would be moving to her new place soon, Jasper also gave me his and that was kinda awkward but I didn't really let it bother me all that much.

The second I was out of their sight, I slumped against the outside wall and slid down to sit. He was so handsome and he had a good sense of style, too. He was the perfect gentleman and so adorable when he became flustered, just...perfect.

A sigh left me, but James would never let me break up with him unless he found another girl to abuse and use.

Slowly, I got up and shuffled over to my car.

The Gucci bag could wait for now, my heart and mind were what mattered at the moment. I slowly drove out of the mall's parking lot and glanced back at it once more only to see Jasper and Rosalie standing out front talking. I can't wait to see them again, maybe I'll find some way to get James to break up with me.

I arrived at the house and saw Bella's old red truck in the driveway, she seriously needs to buy a new car and Edward's always offering to buy her. She just doesn't want him spending all that money on her so she rejects his offers, she was so selfless.

The car turned off when I took out the keys and I let my head rest on the steering wheel as I took a few deep breaths, sometimes life was just so difficult and no one really could understand what I was thinking.

Only mom could.

I quickly jumped out the car before I could get deep into the memories of my mom, I hated thinking about her because everytime I did I cried and I hate crying. My keys slid into the key hole and I opened the front door, closing it behind and almost letting a loud scream when I saw Edward and Bella making out in the kitchen.

They shot apart the moment they heard the door and they both looked at me, blushing like mad. I laughed, "Horny teenagers." I snickered. Edward glared at me while Bella tried to fix her shirt, it was almost showing her chest and I don't think I want to see that especially with Edward around to see.

"Don't let me interrupt you, I'll be upstairs." I said, running up the stairs as quick as I could.

My door flew open when I pressed against it, my bag flying onto my bed, and my shoes in my closet all nice and organized. I sat on my bed and fell back, breathing in and out calmly.

I miss her a lot, every night she was in my dreams and nightmares. My nightmares were horrible and for the first few months after her death they were all I saw when I closed my eyes, various ways that she could possibly die racing through my head and sometimes I was the one who found her dead in her bedroom.

Trying to distract myself, I thought of Jasper and Rosalie.

They both seemed so nice and like they were good people, but Jasper was just...I don't know. A feeling I wasn't familiar with settled in my stomach uneasily, it was a good feeling but not really welcomed at all.

In my head I knew that something good was going to happen, but also something terrible was about to take place. My mom said I get that from her, the knowing that something good or bad was going to happen. Like the day before she passed away I was feeling sick to my stomach and I couldn't get this bad feeling out of my head, that was horrible.

Sometimes I got a bad feeling, but nothing happened.

My good feelings though...they're never wrong.

Just as I was about to close my eyes, my cell phone buzzed and I pulled it out quickly to see that I got a text from Rosalie. I opened the message,

holaa :)

Jazz and I are uber bored...goshh he is SO boring at timez!

even tho he iz my brother...he iz no help when boredom strikes lol

xRose

I laughed,

haha b nice 2 him lol

sometimez im uber bored nd meh bro is no help either soz...idk

xAlice

We talked about clothes and stuff, she made me feel happy and understood for some strange reason. Later, my dad got home and I had to go so I told I'd talk to her later and she sadly stopped texting me.

Edward and I went downstairs, Bella had already left to go cook dinner for her parents. He looked sad that she was gone, but he would see her tomorrow so he didn't really mind that fact all too much. They were like love sick birds...crazy.

Dad had brought home some good from the diner and we all ate at the table in silence, it was kinda awkward and I decided that I should be the one to break it.

"So, how was work?" I asked dad, munching on a celery stick.

He shrugged, "Usual." he mumbled.

Edward blew out a breath he had been holding, "What'd you buy today?" he asked me.

A smile drew itself onto my face, "A really cute outfit for the party James invited me to! It is so cute and adorable, I can't wait to wear." I gushed.

My dad and Edward bursted into laughter, something I hadn't heard in a really long time. I joined in and we all laughed, completely forgetting the silence and began talking about school and other things.

It was the first time in a long time that I felt happy, the bad feeling in my stomach seemed to fade away as I laughed and spoke with my family. At first, I felt strange and a bit uncomfortable but then I just shoved all that aside and just settled into the happiness.

For the first time in awhile...I felt like I was somewhere I belonged.

Enough of this chapter for now! Sorry if you got mad or anything, I just love leaving my chapters with sentences like that and such. Please, read and review if you may.

Thank you.

-Angel