Anna's POV
It's not fair
Tonight everything changed
All the walls that I had built up were torn down
And I let my guard down,
Let myself fall even deeper
Vampires shouldn't love this much,
It only builds up a hope that is so easily broken down
I knew this,
But I let myself get caught up
And fall in love and we..
We made love
Then when I went home
I had to find
That my mama was packing
She said it so clearly
But love blinded me so that I couldn't see
"We have to leave,"
That's what she said but I could hardly believe
Not tonight,
Not this soon,
Not after Jeremy,
She kept saying it was to keep me safe,
She only wanted to keep me safe
It broke my heart,
That run to Jeremy's house
I couldn't tell him
But I just couldn't leave without saying goodbye
I could always compel him,
Make him forget,
But that would hurt worse,
Knowing that he didn't remember anything we shared
That's when I saw him
He looked so young and innocent
Lying there in bed
His dark blue T-shirt
I felt the tears sting in the back of my eyes
I tried to wake him,
I really did,
He kept talking to me,
Half asleep,
And he looked like a child
And I touched his face
He smiled, sleepily,
Eyes still closed
I kissed his cheek and whispered good night,
Slipping through the window
I went home,
Trying to bring up my mood
Leaving would kill me,
But mama shouldn't know
Then I opened the door,
Called her name,
Turned a corner
And let out a piercing scream
"Mama!"
Her and Harper,
Scattered on the floor,
Stakes through their hearts
Her face was crippled
I sobbed across her chest,
Shook her,
Not able to let go
It wasn't fair
Today had been perfect