Damon's POV

They threw me down here,

I couldn't move,

John Gilbert was there,

His eyes were wild

As he looked down at Anna,

She begged,

She pleaded,

He knelt down at her side,

A stake in his hand,

I was surprised to find,

That all I wanted to do,

Was help that sweet little girl

Oh and then there was Jeremy,

He'd already lost one,

Because of me,

I had to help her,

But I couldn't move,

The stake was shoved down in her heart

And with one final plea,

Her face hardened and she was gone

John sprinkled the ground with more gas,

Walked away,

And we were left damned,

There was the mayor,

I didn't know why

He's not a vampire,

What...?

Why..?

And then beams were falling down around us,

Fire growing in size

A while down later I heard,

There was someone at the door,

Then it was open,

Stefan was rushing in

He grabbed me and turned to run

But the fire was taking over

Then all of the sudden we were stumbling outside

Elena and Bonnie were standing there,

But I ran to Elena's

To talk to Jeremy

I told him that Anna was dead

And that I could take the pain away again,

His expression was dark

And he told me

That I never really took the pain away,

He just couldn't remember why he was in pain,

Anyway,

He asked if it was easier,

I asked him what he meant

He asked if being what I am is easier

If you could shut your emotions out

And I nodded

He asked if that was what I did

And I couldn't lie

I told him I did

For a while,

And that it was better

A while later I walked through the door

Elena was walking up,

I talked to her,

She was worried about Jeremy

I didn't realize what I was doing...

I didn't realize

That I had kissed her-my brother's girlfriend-

Until Jenna opened the door

She looked angry and Elena walked in..

away...

... my love