Jermey's POV
Damon walked away,
And I looked around,
The room was empty,
She would never appear from my window,
Kiss me soft and sweet,
I could have had forever
But now it's too late for us
She's gone
And can't come back
Damon said she was right,
You could shut the pain away,
And it did make things easier
And I knew what I was thinking
Wasn't a good idea
But I couldn't find anything else
Elena lied to me,
She had Damon take the pain away,
But it didn't work,
I still hurt,
Like I said,
And she never told me
So now I can't find
A reason to stay alive
My girlfriend,
My Anna
Is gone
And
My sister hides things
Won't tell me the truth
Aunt Jenna doesn't need me,
John really doesn't care
He was the one who killed Anna
There is no one left for me
What's the point?
I want to make the pain go away
I don't want to feel
Gazing out the window,
At a starless night,
To see a new moon
Hanging in the sky
I took a step over to my dresser,
The vile in my hand,
The red glistened in the light from the lamp
I took off the top,
Threw it to the floor,
Brought it to my lips
Drank up her blood,
Shook my hand
And then I walked to the bathroom where,
In the drawer there was Elena's bottle
Of medicine from when she was hurt,
I opened it,
Dumped it out,
Filled up a glass with water
Then took more than six,
Then I went over to my bed,
I lay down,
Closed my eyes,
And begged to God that the pain will end,
But just then all I could see
Was Anna's beautiful face,
And that
Was more pain than anyone should have to endure..