3.25 . . . my mum and my brother got home
"I'm going to have a shower" I said to mum
"Didn't you have one early that today? You said you did when I rang you?" she said calmly
" Yeah I was going to but I didn't ended up having one" I said shyly even though I have had one like she said but it seemed to help me feel better. I went up stars and into the bathroom and adjusted the shower head to the place I like it near the back and well below my head, I'm not sure why I like it there, most people when they have showers stand but I don't I like to sit in the bottom of the shower because it feels like rain one my face . . . I haven't felt rain in some time, almost all of Australia haven't felt the rain on the face for a long time. My dad came home at 4.40 for some reason I had a sad or hopelessness feel when he came home maybe it's because I still feel sick. . . or I'm still really sleepy because I didn't sleep much that night . . . who knows.