Alone again . . . that's how it is, my friends know some one who . . . goes to the same school as the guy that looked at me . . . I know I mean it was only a look but it felt so much more . . . like life had come back and the past . . . well it didn't matter. . . can one look or even one boy do this to me. . . I'm not that kind of girl you would even look at really . . . long brown hair with bits of blond brushed though it, big brown eyes who would want that . . . who would?
It's um . . . cold my feet there blue but the house is so warm . . . he's still in my head swirling about that cute smiling face . . . when it comes into my head I don't try and push it out even though I should. . . I can't think about boys . . . It was only 2 days ago that he was taken from me . . . and she knew I loved him and . . . she took him right from under me one of my most trusted friends now . . . enemies.
Boyfriends . . . enough said right among me and my friend only a few of us have had them me and Jane would love to have a boyfriend Jane will have one many many years before me I know she will and I want her to she deserves a boyfriend where as I don't . . . what will come of this I do not know but Jane and I will stick together if we don't I will be lost and Tess doesn't go to our school my other best friend. Ill always have Jane and Tess . . . Always
Jane always says to me "But you do! You don't know how special you are, you are one of the most beautiful people I know, inside and out" and she makes it feel all worth wild . . . As does Tess they are both full off . . . Hope, Love and Hugs