AN: Okay, I think we're nearing the end. One more chapter and maybe the epilogue after this I think. Hope you enjoy!

Cammie POV

I was lost. Not in the general sense of the word though. No, I was lost in my own life. I no longer knew what to think, or what to feel. Sad, isn't it? I've been trained all my life to know everything, and I don't even know myself. All it took was one person to turn my life to the shambles it now was. But then again, it wasn't much of a life before Zach anyway. I laughed humorously to myself. Zach had given me everything I had ever wanted, he had given me the perfect life, and then he had ripped it out from under me without saying a single word. He didn't abandon you! Hmmm… my conscience sounded a lot like Macey…odd. But, it did have a point. My friends had said something to that affect during their meeting. I didn't think my friends were lying, or at least they thought that they were speaking the truth, but that statement still didn't make an ounce of sense. He hadn't talked to me since senior year. I still had no idea why. Had he tried to talk to me, and something stopped him from doing so? No, that wouldn't explain why Grant had called me a bitch, or why he had seemed to hate me when he first arrived here. No, he had definitely not tried to contact me on his own free will. Desperately, I tried to remember that week, the memory I had blocked out so many times before. Once again, just as I had so many times that week, I tried to figure out what I had done wrong. What had caused him to drop me like a hot potato? I sighed. When was the first night he didn't pick up his phone when I called? I tried to remember the day and the days before. He told me he was coming to visit me. I can still remember how excited I was, how naïve I was. Not that I was much better now. He had told me he had been planning a big trip for ages, where we wouldn't have to sneak around, how he was just as excited as me. When he had texted me, I had gotten even more excited, I felt like I was walking in the clouds. That is, until I ran into Josh.

"Tell the truth for once, Cammie! I know you cheated on me with Josh, I saw you!"

"I haven't talked to Josh since senior year!"

"Yeah, when you cheated on me!"

I could still remember what the last text he sent me said. I can hardly wait Cams! I'll b there soon. I thought he had never come, but maybe I was wrong.

He had come to visit me that day. Zach had probably been walking through Roseville when he sent that text. He had probably been going to buy me flowers, or something equally romantic, when he spotted me talking to Josh. Of course Zach, being a spy, had listened in on our conversation. I didn't blame him, I mean, why in the world would I be talking to Josh? I would have listened in too if I were him. He must have left before he heard me telling Josh I couldn't be with him, though. Wow, he couldn't have even stuck around for the whole conversation? He must have heard me say I didn't want to be a spy. Just great.

He had already figured it out. That's why he kissed me! He must have thought that I had already figured it out as well. How he could have thought that I'm still not sure. I had been in the middle of a full blown rant, but, then again, I had kind of kissed him back at first. Maybe my subconscious had already figured it out, or maybe I just really, really, missed his kisses. Either way, I had pushed away from him and made a run for it, and now I had to figure out how to fix this whole mess. For the first time since I had stopped running I actually took in my surroundings. I was standing on the roof of Gallagher Academy and it was raining. Great, now I was soaked. I heard someone picking the lock behind me. That's strange; I don't remember locking the door behind me. I turned slowly as I heard the door opening. I was expecting Zach, and was mentally preparing a long apology speech, but standing in the doorway was, not Zach, but Bex.

"Listen, Cammie, the others think we should wait till after breakfast to tell you this, but I know if I were you, I would want to know right away." I glanced down at my watch, 7:22. Whoa, and they say that time flies when you're having fun. Everyone else is probably at breakfast right now. HE was at breakfast right now. I had to see him.

"Zach"- I interrupted my best friend.

"I already know. I have to go see him!" I rushed towards the door.

"You already know?" I pushed past her.

"Yup!" I called over my shoulder as I dashed down the stairs. Before I turned the corner onto the next stair well, I saw her face break out in a wide smile. That didn't matter though. Nothing mattered, not even that I was soaking wet. Nothing mattered except seeing him.

AN: So what do you think?? One more chapter and then the epilogue!! It makes me sad just thinking that! Please review, and please don't just say "update soon", tell me what you liked and what you didn't. OOOH, tell me your favorite part of this entire story!