Hola guys. i updated and it's a little boring but i thought it needed to be said. it might be a little weird. i wrote this on a headache. Anyway 8 reviews until the next update. Sorry but i need some ideas to fill up the plot. Thx to all the people who reviews. you all make my day.
Thx
-P
Queen?!
Looking around, I could see everyone was in shock, too. The room got too tense and I just had to get out of the house. Standing up, I rushed out of the room and out the patio doors. I ran to the red atv that was stationed at the end of the pool. This atv would take me to the range that was on the property.
The range had 3 levels and 2 wings. On one wing was the indoor swimming pool. The other wing was the range itself. The bottom level was the stakes range / gym. I kept practice dummies on hand for this. The second level was a guns range. Everyone knows how those are. And the third level was sword practice. I had several different things for that.
Once I had gotten to the range I had gone to the bottom level. I lined up a few dummies and started to throw the stakes that were on my belt. This helped with everything that was going through my head right now. How could I lead all the Moroi and Dhampirs? How am I going to be able to do this? What are people going to say about a Dhampir Queen?
Through all of my frantic thinking, I didn't hear the door open. I heard footsteps that were light and small. Those belonged to my mother. That I could tell. Looking at her, I could tell she had changed a lot since I last saw her. The red locks that she was known for had grey in it. She looked wise and powerful. Her graceful walking was something that I had inherited from her.
"Hey. Rose I know we haven't exactly been close but I want you to know that I'm always here for you. No matter what, I will always be here to keep you safe." In that moment, her sincerity won me over. She wasn't Janine Hathaway, badass guardian. She was Janine Hathaway, My mom. Looking at her I could tell she was unsure of this as I was. She had heard of the rumors that were spread at the academy, and she was there during the battle. I needed what she was giving me right now.
"Mom, I don't know what to do. I remember all the rumors about me being a blood whore and a slut. Even then, no one accepted me. What if I become queen, how are people going to accept me then?" I had tears rolling down my cheeks. She had a guilty look on her face that was laced with worry. I wished that she could have been there like this earlier in life, especially with Dimitri. She reached over and hugged me. I was stunned for a moment, but after a few seconds I wrapped my hands around her. This gesture just made me cry harder.
"shhh. Shhh. Everything is going to be okay." Whispering calming things in my ear made me feel like she was there all along. After a while of just crying, I had calmed down enough to talk to her.
"Mom, what should I do?" I was desperate at this point. I had no clue whether or not I was going to do this.
" I personally think that you are what the moroi need right now. You have determination and you also have the people who will always stand by your side." By the way she was looking at me, I could tell that she was dead serious. Could I really do this? I needed some way to get this frustration out. I needed someone to spar with. I couldn't spar with my mom. If I hurt her I could never forgive myself. CHASE. He always sparred with me when Lissa's darkness always got to me.
Walking over to the intercom, I started to get a little angry. I had no idea why but whatever.
"Chase, could you come to the range. I need a little help." I took a second but that was normal.
"Yeah….Oh the queen was wondering if she could come." Tatiana was asking to come? Well Why not. She could see me beat the crap out of Chase if she wanted to.
"Yeah I don't see why not. If she wants to see you get the crap beat out of you, go right ahead."
" Kay we will be there in just a sec."
When mom had heard that I was going to beat the crap out of Chase, her eyes bugged out a little but it wasn't as bad as Adrian's had been. I pulled her over to the mats that I had out. I sat down and we talked about the last 2 years. I told her about Dimitri and his family, being a guardian with Abe, and everything since. At the part when I killed Dimitri, Chase and everyone had walked in. It felt amazing to let all this information out, so when they came in I didn't stop. Everyone, including Tatiana was listening intently about everything. At the end I was in tears and I could tell Tatiana and my mom were itching to ask questions.
"Does anyone have any questions? Please ask them one at a time please." I honestly didn't want to be bombarded with all of their questions at once. I took a deep breath waiting for the questions that could possibly tear at the stitches in my heart. Tatiana was the first person to ask a question.
"So Rose, How many Stragoi have you killed so far?" I honestly didn't know because I had lost track. looked at Chase and he had nodded. He was my tattooist so he probably knew how many I had that spanned from shoulder to shoulder. "She has well over 200. I'm her tattooist so I kinda know. Her tattoo is huge." The queens eyes had widened and she took a sharp breath. Adrian was frozen. Mom was just appalled. She took herself out of the shock that was evident in the room to ask the next question.
"Rose, What was the extent of the relationship between you and Dimitri?" That was the question that I wanted to avoid. I had told Chase this story a few months ago, but this was harder to tell. I had no idea why.
"Dimitri was going to be reassigned to the royal court so we could be together while I guarded Lissa." Saying that sentence ripped open the stitches in my heart. Tears were now flowing freely down my face. Queen Tatiana was the next person to say something.
"Rose. I'm going to ask you a few questions. I want you to answer them truthfully." I nodded."Rose did you sleep with him?" I nodded. I was suddenly pulled into lissa's head. She was in the middle of a hot night between her and Christian. I pulled myself out and started laughing hysterically. Everyone was giving me weird looks except Adrian and Chase. They both knew I was pulled into her head. Adrian explained everything except the reason I was laughing. When I caught my breath enough I explained what I was laughing about. Queen Tatiana had smiled and I could tell she approved of them after all this time. We talked for a little then came the dreaded question.
"Rose have you thought about my offer?" Queen Tatiana was asking but I could tell she was nervous.
I nodded and told her I needed more time to think. Queen Tatiana and mom left saying they would be leaving to go to the royal court but she announced something that surprised me.
"Chase give her the promise mark with the St Vlads mark on it. And also the Special one." I didn't know what the special one was but I needed to get some rest. I said goodbye and that I would see them soon. I told chase that I was crashing and went back to the main house. I washed up and as soon as I hit the bed, I was dead asleep.
