Jace POV
Don't own.
Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
All the time. In fact, I just finished my breakdown of the day.
Do you ever feel out of place?
Yeah. I live and a place that I fear I don't belong.
Like somehow you just don't belong
I don't belong with the Lightwoods. Sure, The Institute is for all Shadow Hunters, but only the Lightwoods live her. And me.
And no one understands you
They don't understand the pain I go through everyday. Expecially after finding out the father I have mourned over my whole life is not really in any form related to me. And my actual father is evil. And that I'm related to the girl I love.
Do you ever wanna run away?
I've thought about it many times. I just don't really know where I'd go. And, I want to believe, it'll hurt the others.
Do you lock yourself in your room?
Yeah. With an rune.
With the radio on turned up so loud
I don't even know what the crap that's playing is.
That no one hears you screaming
It drowns out all noise from my room.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
My life feels wrong. I live a lie.
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
Emotionally. Many know the physical pain.
To feel lost
I don't even know what I'm doing any more.
To be left out in the dark
I'm sick of all the lies.
To be kicked when you're down
It was bad enough to find out Clary was my sister. Now she's dating that mundane.
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
I've fell off that edge a long time ago.
And no one's there to save you
I bet no one would even try.
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Even though I make fun of mundies all the time, I'd rather be them.
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
They had a meeting for all shadow hunters. Guess who wasn't invited. They fear I might be assisting the enemy.
Are you desperate to find something more?
Someone who doesn't pity me or treat me like a pile of dog shit.
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
I used to love being a shadow hunter. Now, I just want to be normal.
Are you sick of everyone around?
I can't stand any of them. Except Clary. I see very little of her nowadays.
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
I know the Lightwoods are scared of me now. They say they aren't, but I can see through it.
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
I bet Maryse knew I was Valentine's son. She didn't seem that surprised.
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
Several people actually.
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Anything but happy. Anything but okay.
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to the life of Jace WhatEverMyLastNameReallyIs.
Hope you realize all that I've been through.
Soooo depressing. Bleckkk. I need suggestions Galore! Then you will get an authors note dedicated towards you!
R&R!