Deidara's never been so Happy.

He never wants to leave this Moment in time,

with Sasori next to him,

staring into his hazy chocolate coloured Eyes,

the cool bed sheet pooling around his waist.

He wants to stay here.

Sasori grabs Deidara's hand in his own,

and pulls Deidara close to him.

Deidara Squeaks in protest,

but Sasori only leans in to kiss him on the cheek.

Then Sasori gets up,

without a word,

and starts to dress.

He looks over his shoulder to see his lover.

"Sorry, Dei. Gotta go."

Deidara frowns at him.

He wants to tell Sasori to stay,

but even he knows his Danna won't listen.

Deidara watches from the bed with sad Eyes.

Just when Deidara is about to turn away,

Sasori Speaks up.

"The others will get suspicious if we Act too friendly towards each other. Let's not."

Deidara feels an Ache in his heart.

He doesn't Understand why Sasori wouldn't want everyone to Know.

Deidara would want to share his Happiness with the world.

Is Sasori Ashamed of him?

Deidara shakes his head to himself.

No, Sasori loves me, he says.

He said it himself a just a little while ago.

He promised me it was True.

Sasori zips up his jeans,

and as he passes through the doorway he stops and casts a meaningful look at Deidara.

He puts a finger to his lips. Shh.

Deidara sits up, his Eyes burning with tears, and cries out.

"You regret it, don't you?"

Sasori hates the way Deidara Frowns.

He thought he liked the way Deidara made him Feel,

but from what he gathers,

not all Feelings are good.

He numbly notes that this Feeling must be 'Guilt.'

Sasori is so Scared of letting anyone Know about them,

that he is willing to Stifle himself,

and Deidara,

around the other Akatsuki.

He wishes he had the Guts to tell them.

And because of this, Deidara is once again Confused about him.

Sasori wonders how Deidara can never Understand his Motives.

It must be a blonde Thing, he thinks darkly.

He shakes his head towards Deidara, full of Guilt.

When he gets to his room, Sasori knows, he'll Feel even more Guilty about this

"No, Dei,"

he says,

"That was the best choice I've ever made."

Deidara Frowns at him as he walks away.

Thanks for sticking with me all this way, everboddy! :D There's a few more chapters to be posted, but I always try to end it so that it won't seem unfinished if I decide to stop working on it. Thanks again! And I don't mean to be a review whore but...

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