Deidara's Hands are cold and clammy.
Sasori whispers to him as Tears fall down his face.
They never seem to Stop.
Itachi. He's gone. Dead. Cold and clammy.
Just like Sasori's hand in his.
Sasori tightens his hold,
but Deidara only Cries harder.
He feels a tug on his shirt and lets himself be led Away by Sasori.
Deidara has never been able to handle funerals.
Even with Sasori nearby, he feels like he is drowning in Tears.
He Cries until his sobs die into sniffles.
His face securely nuzzled into Sasori's neck, he starts to take deep breaths.
Eventually he is able to completely Stop Crying.
He pushes back from Sasori's chest and breathes in again.
"I think... I'm okay,"
he whispers.
Sasori nods and allows Deidara to get himself together.
Deidara looks up at the others and the table that is between them.
There is a picture of Itachi on it.
As each of them says his piece for Itachi, Deidara contemplates what Itachi has done for him.
Ah. That's right.
"Itachi helped me realize how much I love you."
Deidara nods to Sasori's words. He did.
If Itachi hadn't walked in on them, they would probably still be a secret.
Still be hiding behind closed doors.
As the group begins their walk back to the headquarters, Deidara and Sasori trail behind them.
They get there just as it starts to rain.
Deidara gasps as he is suddenly thrown on his Danna's bed.
His legs hit his shoulders.
He Bites his lip.
Sasori Bites his ear.
Deidara melts into the Feelings.
"Nnnn... don't Stop, Sasori Danna."
Sasori Feels bad for taking advantage of Deidara at a time like this,
but it was Necessary.
He knows, er, hopes, that Deidara will Feel better afterwards.
He might even say he wanted it.
Until then, it is still taking advantage of him.
Sasori sighs in contentment and collapses next to Deidara.
Deidara starts to Cry again.
Sasori holds him until he finally falls asleep, his head on Sasori's chest.
The next day comes and passes.
The day after that.
After that.
Sasori wonders when Deidara decided it.
He wasn't expecting him to say It, even is he knew Deidara wanted It.
But Deidara came up to him and out of the blue, announced It.
"Let's leave the Akatsuki."
It takes him by surprise.
He knows Deidara never wanted to be in, but...
Sasori stands there awkwardly. The Akatsuki is his home.
The Akatsuki is his family.
Deidara is his true love.
He puts on a smile, then looks at the ground.
"Whatever you want, Dei. It's your choice."
K. Changed my mind! There will be one more chapter after this. One more. Then I'm done. K? Yeah. Ok!
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