Okay here is the next one I hope you like it because I most certain am making it up as I go along so maybe it would be the best but any how lets get reading :k
Hormones and a very nasty surprise
bpov
"anyway steering away from the subject of wanting and lust I need you two to go upstairs" I said knowing full well alice wouldn't without an argument
"why?" she asked I looked at her
"because em just phoned saying he thinks he found rose and I want this place spotless before she gets home" I said alice stood
"well we can help" she said wanting not to have "the talk" with jasper I rolled my eyes
"no go talk ill sort it and besides" I said slightly pushing alice in the direction of jasper
"I want some magical moments alone to you know get my hormones under control I really am sorry for blowing up at every one like that it was unnecessary" I said alice understood and grabbed jaspers hands and pulled him up the stairs when they were at the top I slowly and quietly crept up the stairs I put my ear to alices bedroom door
"thanks for down there if you weren't there I might've lost it with worry and all that" alice said from one side of the room
"well people just need to stay calm in these sort of situations" jasper said from the other side of the room I rolled my eye at their distance I have to do something to help their relationship along
"why are you so kind?" alice asked I heard her chuckle
I put my hands on the door clenched my eyes shut and felt for my ice it welled up inside of me and it flew out of my hands I opened my eyes to see the space on the door where my hands were was covered in ice
"is it just me or did it get colder in here?" alice asked I could almost see her rubbing her arm for warmth
"your jumper is down stairs ill go and get it" jasper said his voice getting closer to the door I started to tiptoe away mad that it didn't work
"no jasper don't if you go down there bella will erupt bigger than she did this morning" alice said bless her I did not erupt
"I thought you said bella doesn't have hormones even when she went through puberty" jasper said what I had hormones I was the worst one
"well maybe it catching up with her and anyway I think she only blew up because emmet had known our mother as a child and we've had a tough week finding new things about our selves accepting our father back bringing up new memories bella always had the harder deal she never knew our mother I understand why she got upset lets leave her time to cool off" alice sympathised I smiled
"do you have a blanket? Im getting quite cold as well" jasper said
"yeah but I only have one we'll have to share it plus we get extra heat" alice said I heard her voice get a bit further away as she walked to her bed to get the blanket
"okay do you think bella shoved us up here so we could talk" jasper said walking over to alices mini sofa
"probably but she did a good job" alice said I smiled and walked away I got downstairs and looked at the mess
"hmm what was out of place I replace the object immediately what was misplace be replaced instantly" I said I watched everything fly back into place the great grandfather clock that has ran in the family for like ever suddenly fixed it self the chandelier flew to the pile it was already in when the first night I moved in the table moved back into position and all its lose ends came back together I smiled has every speck of dust was placed back to where it was
"emmet" I yelled he bolted in he looked flustered it clicked why he looked like that
"you went in after her you idiot we agreed we would fight balvasor together em I know this is hard but to get her back we need to do this together" I said calming down at the end taking deep breaths not knowing why my temper was so bad
"I know bells its just I could feel her pain its killing me" he begged
"how can you feel her pain?" I asked he suddenly looked quite guilty
"well when gods fall in love and they've had sex they form a bond causing sometimes knowing what the other is thinking but knowing the others feelings I don't know the range but its been quite far if I can feel them from the station" em explained he suddenly fell clutching his side I ran to his side
"its not me its rose" he bolted and because I was helping him he bolted with me I felt him grab my hand when we landed I looked around
"em maybe we should have scryed we have loads of things that are roses we might have actually have found rose that way" I said he looked up and around
"no she's through that door I can sense her I can feel the intensity of her pain" he said pointing at a door I started to walk to the door
"im coming" he said I pushed him down
"no you are not you are in no condition too" I said he rolled his eyes but sat back down
"Well your not going in alone" he said
"I wont be you're here you'll just be outside.. Here's the plan I have an unmasking spell ill do that then freeze him then get rose outta there then you know throw the potion" I said he shook his head
"your not going in there, there might be others in there" he said I put my index finger up to shush him I tip toed to the door and leaned in and put an ear against it I seem to be doing a lot of eavesdropping today
"the witch is part of the charmed ones they already have a reputation of managing to defeat barbus and he's a middle level demon" said a gruff voice like he was snorting even when he was talking normally like a hog
"yes their reputation is preceding them they have became well known in the underworld" said another but still slightly smoother but still gruff he had a lisp sort of like a snake
"well what makes you think they can destroy me I have gotten away quite a few times" balvasors familiar voice reprimanded
"yes but master each time you have come back with injuries and each getting worse you barely escaped last time as it was" said snake
"silence" balvasor rumbled I could visibly see to half lives shrivelling and bowing and getting scared when ever balvasor got angry
"sorry master we were just thinking what is best for you" hog sucked up
"joel" I whispered he appeared next to me
"why are you-?" he started out loud but I threw a hand over his mouth I put a finger up saying be quiet he put his ear up against the door
"was that a voice" snake hissed reminding me of an actual snake
"don't be so jumpy long tongue" balvasor reprimanded I laughed boy are these two stupid I heard rose cry out in pain I touched the handle to throw it open but joel stopped me and shoved me to emmet to see he was in just as much pain he was now clutching his ribs I scowled
"hair tale stop beating her she obviously isn't going to say anything" balvasor said so he does have a good side
"but master its fun" hog sneered I started walking up the corridor up to the door joel tried to stop me but he didn't stand a chance I banged the door open
"surprise" I yelled balvasor instantly formed an energy ball I froze him the other two one was small and hairy and the other was tall scaly skin with gray eyes and he was bald I froze them two as well I ran over to rose
"can you heal her?" I asked he nodded
"but not here we have to get out of here" joel said he called emmet he was running up the corridor anyway he was going for rose when balvasor started moving through the freeze I sighed he never stayed frozen for long
"uncover the truth that lies behind a mask reveal its past tell what is to know" I finished balvasor flashed showing someone then back but then back into … edward
He unfroze he brought out an energy ball he looked at his hand he looked at joel
"you did this" I stepped in front of him
"actually it was me edward… hunny" I said he looked at me startled I managed to do it
"oh you remember me oh that's right I used to mean something to you" I said brought my hand back and slapped him his head flew to the left his hand came up to his cheek when he brought it away he had a really red cheek
"better now?" he asked I smiled evilly
"not by a long shot" I said I just couldn't believe he lied to me he attacked me several times and he kidnapped rose so I punched him right where I had slapped him he flew back emmet held his hands out towards minion one and some sort of gray stuff came out and the minion blew up joel held his hand out to minion two and a green energy ball threw it at the minion and he burst into flames
"now , now that wasn't very nice" said edward getting up "I don't remember you with a temper" I smiled
"then you obviously don't know me very well" I stated he sneered
"you know deep down that you love me" I shook my head in a definite no
"no deep down I hate you in every fibre of my being I hate you your right I loved you once but that rapidly started changing once you father came back" I said he looked shocked once I brought up his father I took a step back
"we'll be back" I said stepped back and orbed with joel taking his hand and as we were orbing I said "be scared" once we were back home joel started on healing rose alice bundled down the stairs
"guess what?" alice yelled really excitedly I rubbed my forehead
"what?" I asked warily
"dads back in town and he has a new job" she squealed I couldn't find it in me to be happy
"guess what?" I said her face dulled a bit
"what?" she looked all serious now
"edwards evil he attacked us kidnapped rose and almost destroyed the charmed ones" I said she gasped halfway through my explaining she started to frown she hugged me tightly
"omg how are you holding up?" she asked I looked at her
"to be honest I don't really know" I said
Epov
"Esme" I called heart broken at the scene I had played why had I played up bellas emotions
"mum" I bellowed she orbed in sighing
"you and I both know im not allowed to be here-" she cut off when she realised I was in my light whiter form
"you should stay like this your far more handsome" she said I smiled "any way what do you want?" she asked expectantly
"I don't want to be evil anymore mum please help me" I begged she smiled
"you know my fellow elders have been waiting for this day since we foresaw you becoming good my son" she said she walked over and orbed us both out I was going up to see the other elders to see what my demon half would be turned into the big golden doors opened and I walked in I had bowed my head so I didn't mean any disrespect but I had seen what was like a court room with elders as the judge and the jury I could feel the ache in my stomach of my good and bad side fighting they were going to tear me apart
"ah balvasor-" one elder started
"I mean no disrespect but my white lighter name and the one my mother gave me was edward and I would prefer to go by that if you have no objections" I said and looked back at the ground
"alright edward why do you want to become good?" a female elder asked
"all my life ive had two different persons in my head sharing my body two different voices always getting louder one my good half and the other my evil half and my evil half has always been the loudest but its too difficult being evil all the lying the merciless killing I don't like it I cant do it its not who I am" I said
I felt a tearing deep inside my body I cried out and fell to the floor I rolled onto my back to see my mother kneeling over me worry written all over her face
"edward hunny whats wrong?" she asked all the other elders had stood up in worry I clenched my eyes shut and clamped my teeth together to stop myself screaming a male elder came over and healed my good side down from the fighting
"whats wrong?" mum asked stroking my cheek I sighed into her touch
"my two sides fight they are going to tear me apart" I said clenching my teeth as another sharp piercing pain shot through my body I arched my body up esme looked at the head white lighter desperately she nodded
"We have some spare good power left over you know what to do Gabriel" she said I sighed inside a white lighter walked over helped me up and walked me into another room to have my evil side murdered once and for all
Jpov
I heard the familiar jingling of the elders call I smiled slightly and orbed to the heavens
"jasper you're needed at the quarters" one white lighter informed me my smile disappeared they haven't found out about me and alice yet have they I opened the huge golden doors demetri was there
"im sorry your greatness but he does not deserve it I think we should vote" demetri begged
"but I don't think esme should be allowed considering hes her son and all" he summed up so this is about edward
"demetri my decision has been made im sorry you feel like this but he has declared in front of 67 white lighter elders that he does not want to be evil if you wanted to make your point known you should have been on time you know better than any one of us everything happens for a reason" catya the head elder pressed
"jasper how are your new charges coming?" she asked still glaring at demetri
"er they are fine they are getting on well with keeping the secret bella I think is getting suspicious but she hasn't said anything yet but ill need to be more careful" she nodded as havoc went on in my head three people were panicking I looked up into the air to try and work out who was calling
"im sorry but I have to go" I said she smiled and nodded and turned to take care of demetri I orbed down
"you fell down the stairs" alice asked disbelieving bella shrugged
"what? I was crying and I slipped" bella said innocently
"and broke your leg" rose asked loudly I orbed to alices bathroom I went over to the sink and made some banging noises as I was fixing it earlier alice opened the door
"jasper?" alice asked I got out from underneath the sink I saw rose grab bella and saw her stabilise bella she hopped in
"whats wrong with your leg?" I asked
"oh I twisted it its not serious" bella shrugged my eyebrows creased into a frown
"but I thought I heard you said you broke it?" I askingly said her face froze
"well I was exaggerating you know that's what I do" she said I nodded
"wha- what are you doing here?" alice asked I stood
"well I was just doing some late fixing do you want me to go?" I asked
"no but we need to sort some things out so it would probably be best" she said I nodded as I heard one of my charges panic I went down stairs and out the front door and as I was out I orbed while still walking to make it a little faster
Bpov
"you know ill be fine I just want to go to my studio" I said rose was holding on to me I shrugged her off
"rose its fine" I said I started orbing she went to grab me but I was already down in the studio I sat down grabbed my guitar and started plucking some strings I was thinking about all the good memories I had with edward
Flash back
I felt a tap on my shoulder I turned and went for a round kick to the person behind me
"hi-yah" I yelled the man caught it before it hit him "Edward?" I asked at the modelling studio
"hi how's it going?" he asked still holding onto my leg
"oh" I said embarrassed I laughed
"wow is this embarrassing" I said "uh I-I-I-im…" I started
"its okay. Im okay. Nice calf" he stated looking at my leg then back up to me
"oh thanks. Can I have it back?" I asked he laughed
"sure, sure" he said he dropped my leg "I was told by lea to tell you we would be working together from now on" he said I nodded and smiled
End flashback
I hadn't noticed my guitar playing had taken a sad turn I added some sad lyrics to fit
I'm not the type to get my heart brokenI'm not the type to get upset and cry'cause I never leave my heart openNever hurts me to say goodbyeRelationships don't get deep to meNever got the whole in love thingAnd someone can say they love me trulyBut at the time it didn't mean a thing[Chorus:]My mind is gone, I'm spinning roundAnd deep inside, my tears I'll drownI'm losing grip, what's happeningI stray from love, this is how I feelThis time was differentFelt like, I was just a victimAnd it cut me like a knifeWhen you walked out of my lifeNow I'm, in this conditionAnd I've, got all the symptomsOf a girl with a broken heartBut no matter what you'll never see me cryDid it happen when we first kissed?'cause it's hurting me to let it goMaybe 'cause we spent so much timeAnd I know that it's no moreI should've never let you hold me babyMaybe why I'm sad to see us apartI didn't give to you on purposeCan't figure out how you stole my heart[Chorus]How did I get here with you, I'll never know?I never meant to let it get so, personalAnd after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving youI'm broken heart and I can't let you knowAnd I won't let it showYou won't see me cry[x2]This time was differentFelt like, I was just a victimAnd it cut me like a knifeWhen you walked out of my lifeNow I'm, in this conditionAnd I've, got all the symptomsOf a girl with a broken heartBut no matter what you'll never see me cryAll my life...
Rose alice and joel were jogging down the stairs to the basement I hadn't realised id been crying I quickly wiped the tears away joel raced to my leg which had become really swollen really bad but I couldn't feel the pain he healed it straight away
"the others called me and told me what happened you should have called me bella your leg was broken" joel said I was almost in a robotic state I was staring straight ahead
"sorry" I said "im going to bed" I said getting up I put my guitar on my chair and orbed up to my bedroom I got dressed into my short night dress and climbed under my bed sheets and instantly fell asleep
Apov
"im going to bed" bella said getting up and putting her guitar on her chair and orbed away joel looked at to where she had orbed up
"should we be worried?" rose asked she looked at me
"no I don't think so I think she needs to get other it a bit you know give her some air" I said joel looked at me then looked up
"I have to some charges are in trouble" me and rose nodded an he orbed out
"poor bella" rose sympathised I nodded
"come on we should go to bed as well"
Two weeks later
"what do you mean he disappeared?" I yelled bella winced
"I mean I went back to where we left him and he wasn't there ive tried scrying ive tried every thing that was in the book so hes officially disappeared" she said I sighed
"from what ive heard about balvasor as there is a new entry in the book He's a demonic soldier of fortune. He's one of the most evil vile creatures there is." I informed
"yeah but still edward" she argued back I sighed
"your feeling better now through" I asked she nodded slightly " I saw the entry you put in on the opposite page" I said
"well you know future generations need to know of his white lighter form" she said she had put one big picture of him in the middle of the page some smaller photos of her and him kissing and some of them smiling together she had named it elusive edward
"well me and rose are going shopping tonight to leave the house for you and jasper" she hinted I rolled my eyes
"just be careful sis he's not who he says he is" she said
"are you sure your over edward?" I asked she looked at me
"im over as much as ill ever be hate is taking over you know the deception the lies the murder attempts its all got boring" I nodded she stood
"rose!" she yelled
"what!" she yelled back I rolled my eyes at their antics
"we gotta go so alice can clean this place up to show off to jasper" bella yelled
"what im not going to clean this place that would be stupid" I defended she looked at me pointedly
"then what is the hover doing out all the dusting equipment and the toilet cleaners do you really think he will care?" she asked I looked down
"no but I will" I said she nodded
"what makes you think jasper isn't who he says he is?" I asked she looked at me
"I don't know its just an instinct you know like when ever him and joel are around each other they are sort of I don't know edgy or sometimes he looks at us with so much respect or when he caught us talking about my broken leg and then didn't ask why I didn't have crutches I don't know alice there's something more to him hes not telling us" she said smiled and walked out of the room I stood there thinking about she had said
That evening (only alices point of view it will go back to the morning in roses pov)
"er alice I had an accident can I borrow your washer?" jasper asked I laughed when a saw the split coffee on his shirt I laughed
"yeah sure you can" he nodded
"thanks" I brought up some courage
"er jasper can I ask you a question?" I asked he nodded
"shoot" I laughed
"do you ever think about me?" I asked he nodded
"yes" he said
"in what sort of way like a friend or …" I started
"you have beautiful eyes" he stated
"that's a good way" I said laughed
"sorry that was totally inappropriate" we both laughed
"no not at all … ah what the hell jasper wha do you think of women who make the first move?" I asked we were standing quite close now
"I don't know im still waiting for it to happen" he chuckled nervously
"goodness" I said and leaned in and kissed him I pulled back and was happy to see him smiling
"and how do you feel about guys who make the second move?" he asked
"love em!" I said and he leaned down and kissed me
Rpov ( back to the morning of roses and bellas shopping trip)
"ah my favourite shop its like heaven" I laughed some one choked behind us we stopped and turned
"are you okay?" I asked and patted them on their back they continued to cough I got my drink bottle out of my bag and handed it to him
"here" I said he smiled and drank from the bottle he gave it back once his choke had subsided
"thanks not many people would do that they aren't kind hearted" he said I laughed
"what can I say its in our nature" bella laughed he looked at us and held out his hand
"Gabriel" bella shook his hand
"bella" she said blue orbs started swirling around her hand which she had just shaken with Gabriel
"bella!" I hissed "stop it!" I commanded
"its not me I cant do that yet dad hasn't taught me" she hissed back
"uh what is that?" Gabriel asked
"oh you know its some jewellery my dad gave it to me it runs in the family well on my dads side foreign you know" he nodded in acceptance bella stuffed her hands in her pockets
"actually they are blue orbs" Gabriel said I froze for a second
"er what- what are blue orbs?" I covered he dragged us to a deserted ally
"hey whoa what are you doing?" I objected he sighed
"oh please im an elder" he sighed
"oh this changes things" bella summed up she looked at me then back at him he looked at her
"what? It does, don't look at me that way" she said defensively
"why did you summon those orbs? Some one could have seen" he said bella rolled her eyes
"I didn't well not on purpose anyway it seems to happen when I touch some one magical with you blue orbs because you're an elder I think and when I accidentally touched alice earlier it turned green" bella said turning to a thinking look at the end
"green for witch maybe?" I said she looked at me
"anyway ill have to report this to the other elders this was not foreseen" he orbed up
"maybe it didn't want to be seen or maybe the big good elders don't know everything" bella said laughing to herself bless her I thought to myself we walked out of the ally and waked to the restaurant we were meeting dad in as we have no time to go into the shoe shop now
"and I was hoping to get some new shoes" I muttered bella laughed
"oh same we'll have to moan to dad about this" bella said
"er bella how on earth did you hear that I barely heard that" I said she looked at me then frowned
"it sounded loud and clear to me in fact Ive been hearing a lot more lately like if some knocks on a door half way down the street ill hear it" she said the waitress came to the handout station
"halliwell" I said she smiled
"right this way please" she said as we began following her to our table where we could see our father sitting at a table he stood when he saw us he smiled and came to give us a hug
"bella my darling" he said while giving bella a hug I saw her wince I was trying to cover up my laughter
"dad could you be a bit quieter please?" she asked he looked confused but nodded he moved on to me he smiled gave me a hug
"hey darling" he said I smiled
"hey daddy" we all sat down
"why do you want me to be quieter?" dad asked talking to bella she winced again "oh sorry" he apologised
"I don't know why but my hearing seems to enhanced over the last few days its giving me a headache" bella moaned ribbing her temples dad laughed
"that's just your lilac powers adjusting" dad chuckled
"what!" bella exclaimed dad stopped laughing
"well I don't want it if its causing this much pain" bella whined
"bells enhanced senses is just basic lilac powers has your mother unlocked your other powers?" dad asked bella shot me a look
"dad don't you remember ma died" I said I was looking at him he sighed
"oh right sorry have you got your wings yet?" he asked wings? I looked at bella she seemed as shocked as I was
"wings?" bella exclaimed he sighed
"no she didn't" dad moaned "well you need to make her or you could get hurt badly bells" dad said I rolled my eyes
"dad can we have a simple dinner with out magic please" a passing waitress looked at me weirdly I sighed "joke" I said she kept on walking we ordered our dinner eat it talking about dads new job he was quite successful already then we said our good byes
"bells what ever you do get your mother to unlock your powers or you could get hurt" she nodded
"oh and dad can you get the elders to leave us alone" he looked at us weird
"why?" he asked laughing slightly
"well an elder we met earlier called Gibbs? No er game no er oh …" bella tried
"Gabriel" I finished for her
"yes!" she said pointing to me
"bella the elders don't come down to earth unless they absolutely have to consider your self lucky honoured but ill pass on the message" she nodded and we walked back to her land rover
Bpov
Me and rose were heaving in our heavy bags into the hallway when alice and jasper came running around a corner I was so shocked I through my hands out and froze the room of course not alice she tripped on jaspers foot and came sliding along the floor in her bra knickers and jaspers shirt he was only in his jeans and shoes
"hi fancy seeing this" I said smirking at alice me and rose helped alice up
"im so embarrassed" alice mumbled
"of course she may have other things on her mind like having her way with the handy man" I laughed
"I thought you guys were supposed to be shopping" alice moaned
"obviously" rose giggled
"oh look front clasp bra she means business" I said pointing to her bra
"serious business" rose certified
"do you mind" alice said wrapping her undone shirt around her
"are yoou kidding? No I think its great as long as hes not still on the clock" I said she gave me a look and then looked at the bags
"how much did you spend?" alice asked
"lots for roses new shw" I put in
"shw?" alice asked
"single hot witch" I said
"hmm" rose laughed
"are you sure your not buying out of depression" alice asked I bent and got some frilly red lingerie
"does this look like something a depressed witch would wear?" I asked rose took it
"maybe you should borrow it?" rose said
"okay times up go in there and be quiet" alice said pushing us in the living room she walked back over to jasper took his hand me and rose hid behind a wall where we couldn't be seen
"we will if you will" I laughed
I unfroze him and as they began running up the stairs me and rose walked out and saw alice glaring at us we both just laughed
"well its nice to know alice is having fun" rose joked but then stopped suddenly and looked up into the air
"what? What is it?" I asked rose
"em is nervous" she responded I nodded and sat down she came and sat with me
"so what is the story between you two?" I asked she smiled obviously at the thought of emmet I smiled at the fact she was completely taken by em
"I don't know I love him I really do but there's the whole god thing and the lizzie thing and if he didn't tell me about her what else is he not telling me" I nodded and she rested her head on my shoulder em bolted in
"er rose can we talk?" he asked she lifted her head
"em we have nothing to hide you can say it with bells here" she said she looked at me and hooked her arm through mine
"well im leaving" he said she sat forward I looked up to him and waited for roses reaction
"what! Why? Where are you going?" she demanded he kneeled down in front of rose
"im going to see my parents I haven't seen them in two years and time goes differently up there but they think I haven't seen them in just a year but ill be gone for three months which means down here ill be gone for six months rose I beg you please don't be mad I miss them here take this" he said taking something out of his pocket it appeared to be some sort of book
"but I dropped it in the river" she said taking it he nodded
"Well when you went I dived in and got it for you and then you had to go back to grams so I kept it in remembrance of you I filled it with all our memories and all our photos" he said I smiled at his sweetness I saw rose well up I was still leaning back on the sofa
"you'd do this for me?" she said he nodded they crashed together in a kiss I looked away I felt rose stand up
"I have to go but ill miss you" em said before he left rose ran out of the room crying I watched and stood once she was out em looked down sighing
"its okay em that's her way of saying she'll miss you too" he smiled
"bells do me a favour look after her" he said I smiled at him and nodded we hugged
"thank you" he said
"your welcome go have fun with your parents say hi for me" I said he laughed he bolted out and I went to look for rose I looked in her bedroom I looked in the sun room I looked in the kitchen and then finally my studio where she was just sitting there she looked up from her open book the pages were all wrinkled of once being completely drenched she was still crying I walked over and hugged her she lent on me and cried into my shoulder
"im sorry its just I love him but not sure if its going to be too hard" she said I rubbed her arm
"I know rose its going to be okay its only six months" I said
"we may not survive until then" she sobbed
"hey why don't I sing a song for how your feeling" she nodded I reached over grabbed my guitar and started plucking some strings
I have known you my whole lifeWhen you were ten, you said you'd make me your wifeEight years later you won me overJust as I took the world on my shouldersI got used to living without youEndless phone calls and dreaming about youAlways said that you were my man to be But I guess I was in love with your memoryYou know I love you, I really doBut I can't fight anymore for youAnd I don't know, maybe we'll be together againSometime, in another lifeIn another lifeI know I said that I would keep my wordI wished that I could save you from the hurtBut things will never go back to how we wereI'm sorry I can't be your worldYou know I love you, I really doBut I can't fight anymore for youAnd I don't know, maybe we'll be together againSometime, in another lifeIn another life (another life)The way you're holding on to meMakes me feel like I can't breatheJust let me go, just let me goIt just won't feel right insideGod knows I've triedYou know I love you, you know I doBut I can't fight anymore for youAnd I don't know, maybe we'll be together againSometime, in another lifeIn another life, in another lifeIn another life ...
She was smiling as I came to the end of what I was singing
"thanks bells" she said and got up to go to bed
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