Disclaimer: Characters by Stephenie Meyer. Story by me.
Hey guys. Sorry for the wait. This is a really short one just to get Leah's side of the story. She really isn't a bad guy in this... sorta. her intentions aren't bad at least. anyways... here you go.
Leah POV
I don't feel good about what I'm doing. Don't get me wrong, I love Jacob, but Bella was always so nice to me. She doesn't deserve to the things we have been doing to her. I know how much that hurts. It's just that I don't want Sam to know about Jacob and me yet. I'm selfish. I can admit it.
Sam and I were together for a while; it was really just a waste of time. We weren't in love. It's just easier sometimes to stay together and not feel anything than it is to break up. We were just a convenience thing. I may have pretended to be more into him so that he wouldn't fire me. Dating your boss isn't the best idea I've ever had after all.
I guess I kinda knew he was cheating. I guess that's why when Jacob first walked in to the shop, and I felt a pull to him, I didn't feel bad about wanting to cheat on Sam. Then I got to know him. And I really started to like him, not just the intense lust the first time I saw him. But of course, Sam always made a point of making a show out of our relationship in front of him. As if there was anything really left.
Jacob and I danced around the obvious for a while. It's not as if He wanted to cheat. I get that. It's not like we jumped right into this secret relationship.
After a few months of trying to ignore what he was feeling Jacob came to me. It was only supposed to be one night. One night to get me out of his system. One night for me to get what I wanted. It just didn't work out like that.
Sam is definitely the type to find, or even create, a reason to fire either Jacob or me if he ever found out though. And that is why he has to stay with Bella for a while longer. He needs this job. Jacob is such a good Mechanic. He wants to open up his own shop with Embry Call. A town like forks only has one shop, and most people have started asking for Jake, Embry, or Paul to work on their cars. He would get most of the business around. He just needs a little more money to do it. I've been helping him save. As soon as we get enough money together, we're gonna fix everything. I just hope that Bella and I, or more importantly, Bella and Jacob, remain friends after this.
Okay... now that that's out there, I can ask this... Does anyone wanna co-write this story? posting it before I finished was a bad idea. I really am not inspired for it anymore. Which is why it never gets updated. Email me if you want to, otherwise it's just going on an indefinite hiatus.
I do have another story coming soon... one that i will finish before posting. It's an Alice/Jasper story. I figured it makes more sense to write one of those since they were my favorites in the book. feel free to author alert me if you want to see it. or not... that can work too.
So long and sorry to all of you who don't stick around.
xoxo JazmyN oxox