Pain isn't a Option
Summary: Two years before the four guys became BTR, Kendall and Logan were close buddies. But one night can change everything and for the good. NOT KOGAN AT FIRST! Eventual Kogan.
Pairings: Logan/Kendall
Disclaimer: Don't own any of BTR... IF I DID THAT WOULD BE TOTALLY EPIC!
Loving this story right now! lol just got home from a weekend of camping... and missed the fanfic site so bad! well here's the update you wanted!
Logan's POV-
"I love you too, Logie..." Emery hugged me back and hopped down from her chair.
"Well I'm off." Dad walked in the kitchen with a couple bags.
"Have fun." I hugged him lightly.
"Be good. Don't trash the place. I'll be back in two days." He said rushing out the door.
I went into the living room as dad's car pulled away. Kendall was just hanging up his cell phone. "I had to call my mom... So what are you gonna do?" Kendall asked me. "About Emmie..."
"I'm... I'm not sure..." I sighed as Emery rang through the hall.
"Do you think your mom will try and get Emmie back?" He asked.
"I don't know... I'll fight for her as best as I can." I sighed placing my head in my hands. Kendall's arm slinked around my shoulders and he pulled my head onto his chest.
"Well I'll help to." He sighed. "Why doesn't your dad want Emmie?... She is his daughter isn't she?"
"No... Mom and Dad got separated 5 years ago...She is my half sister... My mom had a one-night stand... and Emery was the result..." I explained. "My mom never loved her... she calls her a mistake... Emery was almost aborted... but I stopped my mom... So technically... Emery... is mine..." I said.
"Wow..." Kendall said really shocked. "I never knew... and I have known you for like 7 years."
"Logie? Bubie Kendall?" Emery walked over to us.
"What is it baby girl?" I placed her on my lap.
"Can we play a game?" She asked.
"Of course!" Kendall got up and we started to play various games.
"Come on Logan!" Kendall ran over to my chair and pulled my arm.
"Okay..." I laughed, "Okay!" I ran after Kendall and Emery. We were in a heated game of hide and seek when the phone Kendall's cell rang.
"Hello?" I answered. "Kendall's phome."
"Logan?" James' voice asked.
"Oh hey James! What's up?" I asked as Kendall ran bye me with Emery giggling.
"What's going on over there?" James asked.
"I'm over at my dad's house with Kendall... babysitting... my sister."
"Fun... Well I just wanted to chat with Kendall..."
"Okay... I'll get him..." I said. "Kendall!" He ran past me chasing Emery.
"Hmm?"
"James wants to talk to you..." I said handing him the phone.
"Hello?" He asked.
Emery ran behind me and pulled on my pant leg. I picked up her giggling self.
"What? Really? No... James... I... I can't... But I don't... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... but it's someone else.. Tell 'em I'm very sorry... Okay... bye." Kendall clicked his phone off and placed it on the table.
"What was that?" I asked.
"Emery.. can you go find a dolly from your bag?" Kendall asked her.
"Okay..." She ran off.
"What was that?" I asked again.
"James..." Kendall pushed his hair back, "He wanted to hook me up with a friend of his."
"Oh..." I said kinda sad.
"But I said no... "
"What is his name?" I asked.
"Johnny." Kendall said. "But I already have my heart set on asking someone else out." He said.
"Oh..." I said sighing...' Not me...'
"Yah... But I have to get the courage first." He chuckled and stood. "Well... lets go find Emmie." He ran off in the direction she had gone.
I ran after and we played with her till it was around 9 o'clock.
"Bed time!" I said.
"Aw..." She whined and covered her mouth as she yawned.
"Oh you're to tired to even play anymore." I laughed and went to our shared room and put her to bed.
I went into dad's room were our bags were and saw Kendall was changing his clothes. "I took one of your shirts... I hope you don't mind... I don't have any here..." He turned to face me and laughed as he held one of my shirts . His abs flexed as he laughed which made my knees go weak.
"Actually..." I walked over to him and grabbed the shirt. "This... is your shirt... That I wore when I spent the night at your house last month..." I laughed.
"Oh... well I'm gonna wear my shirt..." He said and put it over his head. "You gonna change too?"
"Y...yah..." I said mentally slapping myself... 'Don't stare at those BEAUTIFUL ABS!' I pulled my shirt off and grabbed a white tank top. Kendall pulled off his jeans and started for the door.
"What no pants?" I asked pulling on a pair of pj bottoms.
"No... Should I?" He asked. "Because I'm kinda limited on clothes..."
"N...no... you're fine... " I blushed and followed him out to the living room.
"Wanna watch a movie?" He asked looking through dads' dvd collection.
"Sure." I said and watched as Kendall grabbed a movie, placed it in the dvd player. I grabbed a blanket and layed it across myself and the couch. Kendall jumped on the other end of the couch and slipped under the blanket.
"What's the movie?" I asked.
"Some german horror movie." He said grabbing the remote and hit play.
By the end of the movie I had moved from one side of the couch to the other side where Kendall was. And I was leaning on his chest with his arm around my shoulders and his legs on my lap.
"I'm tired... should we go to bed?" Kendall asked stifling an yawn.
I glanced at the clock 11:30. "Let's stay up till 12... then bed." I said standing.
"Well what should we do till 12?" Kendall stood and walked the 3 feet to me.
"Well..." I took a step forward and was right up against him.
Kendall cupped my face and started to lean down when,
"Logie!" Emery's voice came from the other room.
"Crap..." I sighed and ran to her, with Kendall right behind me. "What's wrong Emery?" I sat on the bed next to her.
"I scared." She rubbed her eyes.
"Shh... It'll be okay..." I took her in my arms and rocked her till she fell back asleep.
Well there went our half hour..." Kendall sighed and I looked at the clock. 12:12...
"Make a wish..." I said walking up to him.
"Okay..." He closed his eyes. I stood on my tip toes and placed my lips on his soft wet ones. I broke the kiss as quickly as it had started and ran off to the bedroom to sleep.
I woke to a empty bed and a note taped to my door.
Logie-
Went to my house to get some clothes and toys for Emmie. I brought her with me so she would wake you... Be back soon.
P.S. I will get you back for that little thing you did to me last night before running off to bed. ;)
I blushed at the last part. 'Get me back?' I wondered into the living room as I heard the door open.
"Logie!" Emery ran into my open arms and I picked her up hugging her.
"Have a good walk with Bubie Kendall?" I asked.
"Yep." She laughed as I put her down and helped Kendall with his things.
"Emmie... go put these things in your room." Kendall said handing her a small bag.
"Okay." She ran off to the room.
"Toy bag..." Kendall said.
""Oh..." I nodded.
"So... you get my note?" He asked me as he backed me up against the wall.
"Y...yes..." I said blushing.
"So what you did to me last night..." He ran a hand through my short hair.
"Yah..." I asked looking into his blue eyes*. He leaned towards me and I closed my eyes. Then I felt his warm breath on my neck.
"Tonight..." He said and stood up straight and ran off to find Emery, while I stood there dumbfounded.
I walked to my room and saw Kendall and Emery playing with some of Katie's old dolls.
"Come on Logan... play with us..." Kendall motioned for me to join and I sat on the bed with them.
We played till Kendall's stomach growled. I chuckled and we went to go eat lunch. I made some peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for the three of us and we sat watching cartoons
Emery yawned and rubbed her eyes. "Wanna take a nap Emery?" I asked.
"Mmm-hmm." She nodded. I placed her in the bed and covered her up.
"She asleep?" Kendall asked as I walked into the living room.
"Yah." I said sitting on the couch. Kendall slid next to me and placed a arm around my shoulders.
"I'm tired to..." Kendall said yawning.
"Well sleep." I said.
"Okay..." Kendall said yawning again and layed his head on my lap.
"Sleep well..." I said stroking his hair.
An hour later Kendall moaned and sat up rubbing his eyes.
"Logan?"
"Yah..." I brushed his hair out of his eyes.
"Did you sleep?"
"No. But you did... for an hour..." I smiled at him.
"I'm sorry... What time is it?" He stood and offered me a hand to help me up.
"7..." I smiled.
"Wow." He laughed. I went to go check on Emery and saw she was awake. So she followed me into the living room.
The front door opened and dad walked in.
"Dad! You're home early!" I said.
"Yah. It got done early... So how was the weekend?" Dad asked placing his stuff in the hall.
"We fed your cat... and played games. And kept your house clean." I said.
"Great!" Dad said as there was a knock at the door. "Hello?" He opened it and two police officers stood at the door.
"Oh hey Officer Garcia!" Kendall and I, with Emery in tow, ran over to the door.
"Logan..." He spoke. "I'm glad I found you. I was hoping you were here..." He said in a sad tone.
"What's wrong?" I asked handing Emery to Kendall.
"Logan... your mother... was in a accident..." Mr. Garcia said.
"Oh... is she okay? Did she need to be hospitalized?" I asked. "Because I really don't have the money for a hospital bill..."
"No... she uh... she didn't make it..." He said.
"She... she didn't... make it?" I stood shocked.
"Logan..." Kendall placed a hand on my shoulder.
"She's... gone..." I said, a tear slipping down my cheek.
"Oh Logan..." Dad hugged me. The cops said they were sorry and left. 'She's gone...' I blinked.
"I'm fine... I... I'm glad..." I said wiping my cheek and grabbed Emery from Kendall.
"What's wrong Logie?" She asked quietly.
"Emery... mom... mommy got hurt..." I started.
"Mommy got hurt?" She relayed back.
"Yah... and well... remember mister fishy fish?" I asked.
"Yah..." She nodded.
"And how he stopped breathing and had to go buh-bye?"
"Yah..."
"Well... mommy stopped breathing and had to go buh-bye..." I said. Her eyes got real big and welded up with tears.
"Mommy went buh-bye..." She sobbed as I held her against my chest.
"I know..." I stroked her hair. Kendall came over and placed a hand on my shoulder.
She finally cried herself to sleep and I placed her in the bed we shared.
"Logan... what are you gonna do now?" Dad asked.
"I'm... I'm gonna fight for her custody..." I said looking at Kendall's and my dad's shocked faces.
"Her custody...?" Dad asked.
"Yah... I'm gonna fight to be her legal guardian." I said.
"But you're only 14..." Dad said. "Think this through more."
"I'll be 15 in a week. I'm gonna make her mine..." I said walking into our room.
"Logan..." Kendall walked into the room after me. "Did you think this through?"
"Yes... and it's what's best for her... and for me." I said. Kendall took my face into his hands.
"If it's what you want and all... I'm gonna help in anyway I can..." He said softly and leaned down and kissed me softly.
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*I don't know exactly what color his eyes are.. could someone tell me? PLEASE?