Pain isn't a Option

Summary: Two years before the four guys became BTR, Kendall and Logan were close buddies. But one night can change everything and for the good. NOT KOGAN AT FIRST! Eventual Kogan.

Pairings: Logan/Kendall

Disclaimer: Don't own any of BTR... IF I DID THAT WOULD BE TOTALLY EPIC!

Kendall's POV-

I went home the next afternoon... after hanging out with him and playing with Emmie.. "I kissed him... I actually kissed him..." I said to myself as I walked home from his dad's house.

"Kendall! You're home!" Mom said as I walked up the drive way. "How was the weekend?"

"Yah..." I said in a slight daze. "Fine..."

"What happened?" She asked me, grabbing my bag.

"I kissed him..." I mumbled.

"You kissed Logan? And how did it go?" She asked kinda worried.

"Yah... It... was..." I turned to her. "It was the best thing in the world!" I smiled to her.

"I'm so happy he likes you back, Kendall!" Mom hugged me. "I'm glad you have such good friends..."

"I'm gonna go put my stuff in my room." I said and ran inside. I threw my stuff on the ground and kicked off my shoes.

Jumping on my bed I grabbed my phone. It rang twice.
"Hello?"

"Hey Logie!" I laughed.

"Oh hey Kendall..." He laughed.

"Wanna go to dinner with me tonight?" I asked as I sat up on my bed and ruffled my hair.

"I can't... I gotta watch Emery... you know that..." Logan sighed and I heard soft giggling in the background.

"Bring Emmie with you! Come on Logan... Please!" I begged.

"Fine." He sighed.

"I'll have my mom pick you up at 5?. Okay?" I offered.

"Okay." He said. "I'll see you then."

"Okay... Bye..." I smiled and hung up. "MOM!" I hollared.

"Hmm?" She peeked her head in the door.

"I'm going out with Logan tonight..." I said.

"Oh great! I'll drive you." She offered.

"I hoped you were gonna ask." I smiled. I decided to take a long shower and just relax a bit before I had to get ready for my date. After about 2 hours of soaking in the tub, Mom knocked on the door and ordered me to get out.

"Fine!" I said getting out and drying off. Glancing at my clock it was 4 o'clock.

I changed into a light green button down shirt and a pair of black pants. I styled my hair a few different ways trying to find a way I liked. And hopfully a way Logan would like it. After I fixed my hair I sat around for half an hour and finally decided to go down stairs so I could go pick up Logan.

"You look nice..." My mom said as we got into the car.

"Thanks." I smiled.

We pulled into Logan's dads' house. He walked out in a black button down shirt and black pants, and Emmie was in his arms in a light pink frilly dress. I got out and grabbed the car seat out of his dad's car.

"Thanks..." Logan sat her down as he buckled it in.

"Hi Logan." Mom said from the driver seat.

"Hello." He smiled to her as Emmie ran over to me.

"Bubie Kendall!" I scooped her up and kissed her cheek.

"Hi baby girl!" I walked over and buckled her in her seat.

Logan sat in the back next to Emmie and I sat up front.

"And what's your name little one?" Mom asked Emmie.

"Emery..." She giggled and looked at Logan.

"She's my half sister... Well kinda..." Logan said sighing.

"Kinda? Why isn't she with your mother? Or is she your father's daughter?" Mom asked.

"She was my mom's child... but my mother never wanted her... and now she never will." Logan spoke with confidence.

"What?" Mom looked from me to Logan.

"We'll explain after dinner..." I said as mom pulled up to Applebee's

"Okay... have fun." She waved to us and pulled away.

We walked in and a waitress walked up to us.

"Table for two. And a highchair please." I said holding Emmie.

The woman took us to a table and gave Emmie a menu and some crayons.

"Drinks?" She asked, swishing her long brown hair over her shoulder.

"Umm... Water." Logan said.

"Same." I said. "Emmie... what do you want? Chocolate milk?"

"Yes!" She smiled and went back to coloring.

"Aw. She is so cute. How old is she?" She asked

"2." Logan smiled.

"Aw.. Your... umm... daughter?" She asked.

I looked from Logan to Emmie.

"Yah." Logan said looking at me.

"Well she looks like you." She said. "I'll go get your drinks." She said walking off.

"Your daughter?" I asked.

"Well she will be... as soon as I turn 15." He said picking up a crayon and drew a flower on the paper.

"I know... and I want to be there for you." I said leaning across the table kissing Logans' cheek. The waitress walked up right as I did and blushed a bright shade of red.

"H...here is your drinks..." She placed them on the table.

"Thanks..." Logan said blushing too.

We ordered our dinner and ate with small conversation.

"That was wonderful!" Logan said loudly, then regretted it as he glanced down at the sleeping Emmie, I was holding. Mom pulled up and I placed the sleeping girl in her seat.

"So explain..." Mom got up and we stood outside the car to talk.

"Well... on friday... after my day with Kendall, I went home and found my mother drunk on the ground... and my mother had hit Emery... and I couldn't stand for that so I took her and ran off to my dad's house. And then yesterday... Carlos' dad... told me that my mother got into a car accident... and didn't make it..." He said looking at his feet.

"Oh My God! I'm so sorry!" She ran over and hugged me.

"I'm fine..." He said.

"What about you? And Emery?" She asked.

"I'm going to fight for her custody..." Logan said looking for me to mom.

"Her... Her custody? But you're only 14..." She said.

"I'll be 15 really soon and I'm gonna make her mine... I want what's best for her... and that's me... being her parent." Logan said.

"Okay... If I can help please... let me." Mom said placing a hand on his shoulder.

"I will." Logan said. "Well I need to get her home."

"Okay." Mom started the car and took him and Emmie home.

"Call me?" I asked out the window as Emmie stood next to him half asleep.

"Will do..." Logan smiled at me leaning in the window. "Night..." He leaned in hoping to connect his lips with mine. I leaned to meet it and I felt him run his fingers through my hair.

"Night..." I said breaking the kiss. I waved as mom drove away.

"That was kinda... sweet..." Mom said patting my shoulder.

"Yah..." I sighed. We got home and I ran up to my room and changed. 10 minutes later my phone rang.

"Hello?" I asked eargerly.

"Hey..." James' voice said.

"Oh... Hey James..." I said sighing.

"Happy to hear you to.." James laughed.

"Sorry... I was expecting a call..." I said laying back on my bed.

"Oh... so about that offer from my friend... He's still avalible." James said.

"I... I'm kinda with someone else..." I said blushing. My phone beeped and I knew it was Logan.

"Oh really? That's great! Who?" James asked.

"I gotta go... chat with you later." I said and clicked over. "Hey you..."

"Hey..." Logan said softly.

"Emmie asleep?"

"Yah. I'm on the couch." He laughed.

"Oh really? Where's your dad?" I asked.

"In his room... Why?" He asked.

"I need to ask you something..." I said in all seriousness.

"What is it?"

"When you go and ask the court for Emery's custody... and become her legal guardian... I want to go..."

"Okay..." He said.

"I'm not done... I want to go... and become her legal guardian too..." I said. The phone line went silent.

Well it's not as long as the other chapters... I wish it was but the next chapter... is gonna be long and harder to write... so for now... review and tell me what you all think! Bye!