I did this one in the last 20 minutes (it's 22 minutes past midnight) I apologise for any mistakes in advance! Personally, this song is one of the most amazing songs in the world, it's so honest and has sooooo much feeling. This song came on and I instantly had loads of different ideas, Lavender-Ron/Hermion, Dean-Harry/Ginny, Ginny-Harry/Cho and even though I would've had trouble, Ron-Hermione/ViktorCrum. Then as I thought a bit more this group of people popped into my head and I was away, I hope I did the idea justice, and tell me for any mistakes.

Read, Reveiw, Enjoy!

Disclaimer: Harry and his friends are only mine in my dreams and this song is only mine if I can persuade my band to do a cover, but even then it wont be mine!

Breakeven - The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
just praying to a god that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

I can't believe what I just did! Why! How could I have been so stupid, she's my best friend, the girl of my dreams, and I went and did that, I could kill James Potter! I had got up and run away as soon as the Freakish Foursome had gotten bored of tormenting me for today. I ran here, the only place I can go anymore.

I'm not even really sure where this is. I found it one day as I was pacing up and down in front of a tapestry of a guy teaching trolls Ballet, and I've been coming here ever since. It turns into whatever you want therefore it's the perfect hideout, as you can tell it to not reveal itself to anybody else, and whilst you're in there it cannot transform shape. I'm sitting on a comfy chair the room has produced today, but I'm not really noticing the comfort. The reason for this is the fact that I had found the picture of me and Lily.

It was taken during the last summer vacation. We're in the same meadow that we had been when Petunia was spying on us when we we're only ten. In the picture Lily looks at me smiles faces then turns to face the camera again during this I'm stood there smiling like an idiot and my arm keeps sneaking over her shoulders. Suddenly a drop of water lands on the photo and it takes me a moment to realise that it was a tear that had escaped my eye.

This wasn't the first time Lily and I had argued recently and unfortunately it was all over the same thing. I could tell, even though she couldn't, that James Potter was having an effect on her. His constant flirting and offerings of dates is wearing off, whenever I see him do it nowadays, Lily acts all angry, but I can see underneath she's revelling in his constant flattery.

"Please God," I find myself whispering, "please don't do this to me. I won't know what's wrong and what's right if I lose Lily now." But I know it's pointless, God's not real and Lily's never going to be mine, James Potter's taken care of that.

My mind replays the incident down by the lake from about an hour ago "MUDBLOOD!" I can almost hear it reverberate around the whole room. My safe place. Taunting me. Just like those jumped up Gryffindors.

If only Lily knew that my heart had broken the moment those words had left my mouth. I won't go and see her. That's the last thing she would want right now. So instead of going to the library or to camp outside of the Gryffindor Common Room to wait for her I went down to dinner. I should have realised she too would be heading there. I wasn't prepared for what I saw as I got to the bottom of the marble staircase. I heard laughter behind me, laughter I could recognise from a mile away and my heart leapt to hear it. I automatically turned and as my eyes saw her.

I had hoped that Lily would at least me upset at what happened. But instead she was stood at the top of the marble staircase with James Potter and his little group of followers and Alice. James Potter and Alice had their arms around her and her arms were around both of them, and she was happy, happier than I had seen her since about half way through 3rd year. She looked at me for a fraction of a second, just long enough for me to see those Emerald green eyes look at me directly for a long time.

My heart shattered, I watched as the procession of Gryffindors walked down the stairs and only one person looked at me, James Potter, he gave me a warning glare, I knew what it meant but he didn't need to tell me, If I ever called Lily a mudblood again I would kill myself before he could get to me. But it didn't look as though I was ever going to talk to Lily again let alone insult her in the worst possible manner.

Our friendship of Five years broken by one word, and not evenly either, I had the pain of what i had done and the damage I had caused on my back. And Lily, she had the freedom to talk to James Potter and his cronies without me whining at her for it. Oh, I messed up, I messed up big time.