A/N Sorry for the few day delay people. I fell of a bus and broke my arm and busted up my face. Stuff happens. Im good right now tho, cause I got pain meds for my injuries. Wooooo! for that one. Here is the chapter, this one has fun stuff in it, cause of the horrible-ness of the last one. Its Spashley-riffic! Enjoy!

I do not own SON. Just The Grammy Sammy later on!

It Will Get Better

Chapter Three

Have you ever had a moment when you wish you could rewind everything? Yeah me to. Right now actually. I wish I could rewind to before my brother came outside. To the moment where everything was fine and I was perfectly content with just sitting on the porch with Ashley. To before she knew about well, everything. Why did this have to happen? I can't just have one person, just one person that can be my friend without knowing how bad things can get here.

I am sitting under the big pine tree fiddling with a pine cone. Ashley is next to me. She is constantly staring at me. I can feel it. I know she wants to ask me about what happened back there, she probably just doesn't know how to do it. I shall help her out with that.

"So how about that Sounder's game huh? Kasey sure did a great job." I know I am being a huge ass right now, avoiding the issue at hand. That's how I deal.

"Spence."

"Don't ok. I know. Just tell me how screwed up you think my family and I are, and then leave. Just like everyone else does." I say bitterly.

She looks at me confused. "Spencer, why would I do that? Do you really think I am that shallow? Really?" She says with hurt evident in her voice. "I am not leaving you right now, or ever as long as you want me around. Sure your family has issues, a lot of them." She chuckles, so do I. "But, you, you are one of a kind." She says while rubbing my arm.

"So, you are going to stay my friend? Even though my mom is a raging druggie, my brothers, well, one of them, treats you like a criminal, and I am messed up, very emotional, constantly PMS-ing, and a drug addicts daughter?" I say with a smile, even though I am still very serious.

"Yes, even with all that going on, you are stuck with me." She laughs.

I smile and stand up, but instantly regret it. I am so dizzy and feel so sick. I almost fall. I did say almost. Ashley, my hero, catches me before I stumble to far. "Whoa there Miss jumbles. Are you ok?" she asks.

"Yeah, I am just dizzy and don't feel so well." I say sheepishly. "Well, lets get you inside and to bed. I am staying the night, so deal with that." She says with a smile.

"Yes ma'am." I say saluting her.

She laughs and leads me inside. We get to my room and I realize she doesn't have anything to wear to bed. "Um, so, do you want something comfy to sleep in? Or are you just going to sleep in that annoyingly un-comfy hoodie and skater jeans?" I ask sarcastically, already getting her a beater and some bright pink boy shorts. I toss them to her as she giggles.

An awkward silence falls over us as I realize I should probably leave the room so she can change. "I'm just going to, well, yeah…" I trail off leaving my room so she can change. I change in the hallway. I knock before I go back in. Hello, she could be naked. Although….. No Spencer, do not go there.

I go in and she is sitting on my bed just smiling waiting for me. I walk to her and she gestures for me to sit down next to her. Why do I feel like this is going to be a night I am going to remember? I don't even care. I am just happy she is still here with me. She is not going to leave me. And that is enough to keep me smiling forever.

"So…." I say

"So, I am not tired yet. Want to watch a movie?" She asks as I giggle and say yes.

"What do you want to watch Ash? Comedy, Romance, Drama, or Horror?"

"Um, I think we have both had enough drama for one night." She laughs I do as well. "How about a Romance. I love those." She says dreamily.

"Notebook?" I say hoping she says yes. I love Rachel in this movie.

"Um, is that a trick question?" She says with an 'are you kidding me face'. "Of course I do. I love Rachel in that movie." I smile at that.

"Ok this movie needs some serious snackage. Do you want anything in particular?" I ask.

"I agree with you on that. What'cha got?"

We walk to the kitchen to have a major foodie moment. We get to the fridge and I feel like this is a team effort, so I suggest that we go our separate ways. She attacks the fridge for drinks, while I go straight for the…shhhhh… Secret cabinet. Insert evil laugh…now. Anyways… I go there and get the candy, chips, mallow cream, and Grammys. We walk back to my room, but not before I get a questioning look from the brunette. I just smile.

When we get to my room I set the snack-y goodness on my bed and Ashley sits down.

"So, you are about to experience what I like to call the 'OMG what the hell is that! But in a good way!" I say with a smile. She just looks at me like I am nuts. She won't think that in a few minutes. "How to make the OMGWTHITBIAGW." I say in one breath.

"What the hell Spence?" She says while clutching her sides in pain from laughter.

"It's a way of saying it without… really…saying it? Whatever! This is how you make it." I get the items ready so I can make the awesomeness. "You take the Grammy's and put mallow cream on it ok. Then you take whatever candy you want, I prefer Gummy Bears, only the green ones, and put those on. Then you take Chips just one though, so it isn't to salty, and put it on." I stop to make sure she has got this all down. She has a very disgusted face on. Whatever, she is going to like it. "Don't look at me like that, you will like it, I promise. Then you put the last Grammy on like a Sammy, and well, eat it." With my expert directions over, I give her my Grammy Sammy. Ha I rhymed.

She takes it hesitantly, but none the less takes it. She eyes it suspiciously and takes a bite. I watch her face in three…two….one….

"OMG! Spence this is awesome. I seriously thought I was going to throw up when I saw you making it. But wow, this is really good." She says still eating the delicious treat.

"Told ya." I say smugly. I do a mental happy dance, only, by the way Ashley is looking at me, it was not so mental. She laughs and tells me to put in the movie. I sigh, defeated, and walk over to the Blue Ray player and stick in the movie. I sulk back to the bed and plop down. She just giggles at me. I love making her giggle.

We are about half way through the movie and I am getting sleepy. But I cannot sleep or get comfy. Ashley is currently resting her head on my shoulder; I think she fell asleep like ten minutes ago. Lucky her dang it. I poke her in the tummy to try and wake her up. It doesn't work, so I resort to rougher tactics. I move out from under her so fast that her head just falls to my bed, and she still doesn't budge. So I decide to play dirty. I jump on my bed.

"Ashley, Ashley, Ashley!" Still nothing. "ASHLEY! Cuddle bear?" And we have a winner.

She looks up at me with her sleepy doe eyes. "What the hell Spence? Did you just call me cuddle bear?"

"Why hello there sleeping dorkle. Yes, yes I did just call you cuddle bear, sucka." I smile. "I wanna go to bed, so you need to move over some so I get all comfy and steel your blankets tonight."

"You woke me up, by being an ass, so you could go to bed?" She asks confused. "Dang Spence, you could have just moved me/" She says acting annoyed, but a I know she isn't, cause she is smiling.

"Nuh uh, you're heavy. Plus this sounded like a lot more fun." I say.

"Are you calling me fat Spencer?" She says seriously.

"Um, lemme think…. No."

"Correct answer. Get you cute blonde self over here and go to bed." She says patting the left side of the bed.

I leap across the room, which in reality, is only like five feet and land on top of Ashley. And trust me, I so did not mean to do that. She starts to laugh, and I giggle along with her. Pretty soon we are both wiping tears of laughter out of our eyes. We are both trying to catch our breath when our eyes connect. I almost turn away, her eyes are that intense. I whisper to her "Thanks for making me feel better Ash."

"Always Spence, always." She says, and her voice is like two octaves lower, and it is totally sexy.

I lean in and brush a stray hair out of her face and she leans in to my touch. I think this is a big moment for me. My heart feels so full and happy. I haven't felt this way since before my father died. I could probably give a kid that just held a soft and cute cuddly puppy a run for its money with my happiness right now.

I lean down and I want to tell her something.

"Ash? I really want to kiss you right now. Like you have no idea how bad." I say with a blush, no doubt plastered all over my face.

She just looks at me, as if she is waiting for me to make the first move. So I shall.

"Ashley?" I stop and take a shaky breath. "Can I kiss you?" I ask like a gentle-woman? Yea woman.

"Hmm, I don't know Spencer. Can you?" She says with a smirk as she runs her hands through my hair.

I just smile and lean down and kiss her. Its soft, sweet, amazing, I feel absolutely drunk off of her. It has got to be the most intense, passion filled kiss I have ever had. If I were to die right now, in this exact moment, I would die while kissing Ashley, which if I may say, is an absolute awesome way to go.

"I think I can kiss you." I say with a smile. She kisses me one more time before we decide to hit the hay. We both know we are going to have a big talk tomorrow about this. But I am not worried one bit. Not one bit, cause, I know, for a fact, that I finally did something right.

Well, there it is. I hope u all had a good giggle from this. My Brother mike did, he is just happy I put him the story. And yes, The Grammy Sammy is so very real, and oh so very tasty. next chap up soon. RR! Tell me what ya thou my Fanfictioners! Love ya.