Okay, this chapter isn't actually in the time line. Technically, Basil doesn't know about Dorian's engagement until he goes to see her perform, but then he would have no time to be jealous. ;. )
Dorian;
I feel I must apologize for my behavior the last several days, and if truth be told, I am too much a coward to do so in person. I realize now that my feelings – and thus my actions – are both petty and unreasonable, and I wish I had some sort of excuse for myself, or even that I could explain my thoughts and emotions to you, but I do not entirely understand them.
I suppose I am suffering under, as Harry would say, "the recognition of what one has lost before one knew he had it."
If I may try to defend myself a bit, allow me to simply say that you are very dear to me, and that losing you first to Harry and then suddenly to this actress, whose name I don't even know, is quite the jarring change. I suppose I never thought you would marry; the word merely doesn't seem to relate to you in any way.
However, if you love her, and it seems certain you do by the way you talk, I am certain that I shall love her as well. I received Harry's telegram just now, and I assure you I shall be there tonight to dine with you both and to see her perform. Henry has told me you are quite convinced on her divine gift for acting; I look forward to being able to perceive her through your eyes as the lovely woman I'm sure she is.
Until tonight, then, Dorian, please accept my earnest regrets. I only hope you can forgive me, although I doubt I should ever forgive myself for burdening you so with my paltry resentments.
Your loving (if overprotective) friend,
BASIL
