Description: Living alone with his mother young boy wonders about her original home. As they are returning, he gets ripped away from her, & left alone. Can her overcome her death? By chance he comes upon two shinobi and his adventure begins there.

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, but I do own all my OCs that appears in this Fan Fiction.

By: llwild1992 (2007-2008)

Apart Of Me

Chapter 4

Sakura and Kyosuke walked on the main road for quite some time. Sakura watching as her son found everything around them interesting; his smile couldn't have been brighter. He found that the trees miles away from the village where different then they were inside the perimeter. It was really the first time that he has ever been out of Kirigakure, though not really.

"Momma, how long will we be gone?" he asked looking up at her.

"A week, maybe a few days longer than that; I can't keep you out of school forever. So not try anything." Was her answer, she knew that he wanted to see if he could get her to let them stay passed final exams.

"What did grandmother look like?" He asked, he really did want to know, for some reason he didn't know anything about his family.

"My mother? Let me see, she was tall, fair skin, red hair, blue eyes and a kind smile." She answered her son, he smiled when she descried her mother, he could see some similarities between them, but her eyes weren't her mothers.

"So you got your eyes from your father?" He asked.

"You bet, my father gave me my eyes, and my temperament, mother could be quite at some times, but father would not hold back when he had to say something. He told you what he though no matter if it would hurt your feelings or not." She said looking up at the warm blue sky gently smiling, "I had a very good relationship with my father, I called him daddy up until I was twenty." she smiled.

"So," he though about the words he wanted to use, "I know I have your eyes, but what about me is my father?" Sakura looked down at her son, he was playing with the spiky bangs that went to the left side of his forehead, he didn't even look at her, but she could tell he wanted to know.

"Well, you have my personality, and a few attributes of my parents, like your laugh, but now that you're older I can see a lot of your father in you." Kyosuke's eyes lit up, "you have his hair color, skin tone, love of one color, love of tomatoes, and you have his smirk." Kyosuke smiled and they continued to walk down the path.

"Are we there yet?"

"You're not starting that!"

--X--

They stopped at an inn that was in a town off the road. Sakura was no fool; she didn't want to travel at night. Night was when rouge Ninja and bandits would come out. She had enough to worry about, with Kyosuke probably running off and getting lost, she didn't want to worry about being attacked.

She ordered room service, she ate a small meal; she really wasn't hungry, but Kyosuke ate almost his weight in dango and tomato sandwiches.

'Tomatoes?' Sakura turned from her position at the sliding glass doors that lead to the balcony, to see Kyosuke sleeping sideways on the king bed, smiling in his sleep. She turned again to draw the curtains over the glass, and smiled very sadly.

'I've forgotten about that.' she moved to the bed, picking up her son and placing him under the covers, she smoothed out his hair and placed his bangs to the side, she then unknowingly smiled, 'I'm selfish, just plain selfish.'

She moved to get on her side of the bed thinking about what she had said to him.

"You will never lay a hand on MY child!"

When Kyosuke had asked why they where living in Kirigakure she had partly lied, she did leave to teach new medics, bust left to hurt a person, who had hurt her. She used Kyosuke to do that.

'I used my own child, for my own selfish desires.' she stroked his hair 'I'm such a bad mother.'

In reality she was a good mother, no one is perfect, but she was a very good mother, supportive, and attentive, but in her mind she wasn't a good mother at all. her decision affected all three of their lives, the person that she used her son against was Kyosuke's father.

Flashback:

Sakura entered her apartment; tired hot and exhausted. She really needed a nice long hot bath. Her day was busy, she had not real time to just sit down, it was that time of year; Chunin Exams, many hopeful Genin came in all banged up and bruised.

She had passed out twice during her hospital shift, that's when her do took a turn for the worst. Shizune was on duty as well, and she notice a disturbance in her chakra network, she had to restrain Sakura from rushing to the next person who needed healing, sat her down and did a small test on her, and Sakura was positive for her diagnose.

Sakura placed her keys on the table near the door, and walked into her living room. At first she didn't notice him, but when she heard her name being whispered she found him, sitting on her couch; she found Sasuke Uchiha.

Facing the window on the far wall, he didn't even look at her even after she saw that he was there. She didn't even move from her place as she looked him over. It wasn't that she didn't expect him being in her house at ten at night. On the contrary, he had been at her place many times before, even at night, she had gotten so use to him there that its hard for her to notice it.

At this point his visits weren't abnormal. His intentions were far beyond a regular friendly visit, one night he came to see her, and since then he came every night that he wasn't on a mission, or had to work the ANBU ops rounds. He practicality lived with her.

"Sasuke," He turned his gaze to her, "what are you doing here?" he turned away and smirked.

"Isn't obvious?" his voice startle her, he sounded real tired, "I'm here most nights, you should know by now what it is I want," He turned and finally looked in her eyes, "You."

"I know that, but your tired so go home, I'm to tired myself to deal wit-" Soft lips stopped her from saying anything more.

He pulled back, and trapped her body within his arms and pulled her tighter against his, "You talk too much." he said as he leaned back down and captured her lips. Sakura wrapped her arms around his neck and berried her fingers in his hair, she pushed his head down more and gave into the kiss.

Sasuke's lips soon left hers and started to travel down her neck, Sakura could help but enjoy the attention he gave her, her body heated up so much she almost got fully lost in passion.

"Sakura, I need you." Sasuke whispered as he nipped her collarbone, Sakura gasped a little but then closed her eyes and massaged his scalp a little. Sasuke then started to suck on the skin over her pulse earning more pressure on his head.

Her hear was racing faster as Sasuke's arms started to roam under her black shirts and onto her back, tracing circles onto her skin. It was then reality hit her, she stopped what she was doing and released his head and brought her hands to his shoulders and tried to push him off of her.

"S-Sasuke!" Sakura said quietly but he ignored her and continued so kiss her neck, "Sasuke, I cant!" she said louder, she started to push him off of her but he fought back, and held her tighter. Sakura started to get frustrated and started to use her strength not caring if she broke his shoulders.

"I said NO!" she used all her might pushed him off, he fell over the couch and knocked over a few books that lay on the bookshelf. Sakura then wrapped her arms around her waist and watched as Sasuke stood and glared at her.

He started to walk to her, Sharingan now activated, but then stopped as she started to cry, he watched as the tears began to fall. He stood five feet in front of her and deactivated his Sharingan, but he was still mad. This was the first time she ever refused him.

"Why the hell not?" she looked into his eyes and they told him that she was scared, but she was about to be serious with him so he shut his mouth and waited for her to speak.

"Because, I'm pregnant and it's yours."

Sasuke's world began to spin, Sakura; his teammate was pregnant with his child. This is terrible he didn't love Sakura, a least not emotionally, he did care for her, but what there been doing wasn't out of love, it was just he needed someone for once in his life, and Sakura was always there.

She gave him what he needed and in return he gave her closeness to him that she craved for when they where younger. He wasn't ready for this, not now at least, his relationship with her wasn't steady, nor was it a healthy one.

"I'm not giving it up." Sasuke looked into her eyes and saw she was telling the truth, "I wont take away someone else's life for a mistake that I made." so she did regret what they've been going.

"Then," he made up his mind, "There is only one thing for me to do then." he walked passed her and out the door.

Sakura sank to her knees and started to sob even harder, her shoulder length hair covered her face as she started to think he wasn't ever going to come back. He wasn't ever going to do something for this child.

'I'm so stupid, all I've ever wanted was to be close to Sasuke.' she placed her hand on her abdomen and pushed down, she could feel it getting a little solid, Shizune told her she was just a little over three weeks, so she should start feeling pregnant, 'Now I'm caring his child, I'm twenty I should of know this was going to happen!' she started to sob more.

--X--

One week latter, Sasuke came to her house yet again unannounced and unwelcome at that point, Sakura couldn't even look at him.

"Read then sign this." He placed a white scroll on the couch next to her; he sat on the opposite couch facing her arms crossed.

Sakura opened the scroll and noticed that the Uchiha emblem was stamped on the top, next to the Hokage's emblem. She quickley read it, but stopped at one world that she suddenly despised. The word made her shutter and clench her ends of the scroll; Partnership was the word that she now hated.

"You," she tried to hold back her anger, "You want me to marry you?" She shouted, Sasuke nodded in response, "because I'm pregnant with your child?" again he nodded.

"It's my child, my responsibility, my obligation to my clan." He said, Sakura then snapped. She threw the scroll at him. He of course caught it without any problem. She stood up and kicked over the coffee table.

"Forget it, as long as I'm alive; you will never lay a hand on MY child." Sakura pointed to the door, "And that is a life long promise Sasuke!" Sasuke stood and walked out the door.

After Sakura gave birth to their son, Tsunade had to order Sakura to give Sasuke visitation rights to Kyosuke because even when she was in the hospital, she would lash out, violently screaming, and that only go worse when they got home, some times she would just snap, shouting slamming doors. She was fine when ever she and Kyosuke where around her friends and family, but when ever Sasuke had tried to speak to her she would hear of it. She promised that she would never forgive Sasuke.

After Kyosuke turned one, and Sasuke and Sakura had the biggest fight of their lives, Kirigakure was attacked and short on medics, Tsunade only had one ninja strong enough to heal them and teach a new generation of medics, and that ninja would move unless she could take her child with her.

So Sakura promised that she would send regular letters to Sasuke just about Kyosuke, and then literally vanished form Konohagakure.

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