Bella

I'd been running for so long I actually felt out of breath. When I ran into Ferrari store, I wrote a check for one. I couldn't run anymore. My stone legs felt like rubble. They gave me a fire red Ferrari after a quick background check. I knew it was because I looked so young. Though my license said otherwise. And I knew otherwise.

The car had a wonderful purr and a smooth ride. It was much better then running, and when it topped 175 mph faster as well.

The red car was practically invisible on the road, but it didn't matter. I knew the back roads perfectly. Plus I knew where Edward was heading, and how fast I needed to be to cut him off.

My phone sat in the cup holder. My hair sat in a wind blown tangle on my head. Small parts of my dress were ripped and my feet were bare.

I was a mess.

The phone began vibrating after a long bitter silence causing me to jump and swerved some from the road.

"Alice." my voice sounded hollow.

"Julia, it's not going to work. He wont change his mind."

My hands gripped the wheel tighter. The turn was coming up. The phone sounded off. The battery had died.

Both off my feet slammed to the break and the car skidded, slowing quickly and stopped only a few inches from Edwards body. He looked at me like a deer in the headlights until he got his bearing straight and I could only look back him, just as frightened.

A few moments passed and my hand gripped the door handle, popping open the door and my small body climbed out. Without me paying attention, the door slammed back in place from my force.

"Julia." Edward nodded to me, his voice sounded like someone had died. He had. He was dieing without Bella.

"Do you even know how hard it was to find you? I had to try and hear you, but I couldn't. I tried Carlisle, Esme. I was forced to look into Alice's visions to see you." my body advanced forward, Edward did not retreat, he wasn't afraid of me.

"Are you still mad at her?" his sad voice seeped down and left a bitter taste in my head.

"No. I think I'm more upset at you." my hands seemed to shake at my sides. "What are you doing?" I asked, now whining and looking into his eyes, trying to get a connection to see what he was thinking.

"I'm leaving her." he voice said lowly.

"No kidding!" I seemed to shout. "Why are you? There's no reason."

"Julia, there are plenty of reason's. I'm too dangerous for her, all I seem to do-"

"Is cause trouble! How about you stop moping Edward. You aren't helping anyone. She's not going to be happy without you and you wont be happy without her. The whole family will suffer for your stupid decision." I cut him off and went into my counter argument.

"Like you did?" he retorted.

"What I did was totally different. You had a replacement for me. You also don't seem to have loved me. In fact I know you didn't. You never really cared like you do for her. I realized that when you didn't change her. You changed me without me even knowing what you were. You wouldn't let me die, you wouldn't give me what I really wanted because I was your "friend," your comfort. But she comes around, and offers you eternal love and you turn her down. Why? Why don't you want to change her?!" I took deep breaths to calm myself.

"Because of you." he stopped looking at the ground and looked me eye to eye.

"Don't even blame this on me Edward." I brought my hand up to point at him but he pushed it down.

"Julia, when you changed. When I changed you, you hated me. You looked me in the eyes and asked me "Why?" I wouldn't know what to do if Bella did that." he looked back down in pitty.

"You would go after her Edward. Unlike what you did for me. You'd run and calm her down and don't even act like you wouldn't. Do you want to know why you'd do that? Because…You love her! You have an unnatural bond, like two chemicals that complete each other, like the moon complements the sun, like the clouds fill the sky and the butterflies go with the flowers. Don't try to say you are leaving because of me. I'll see through your lies. You are afraid…it's okay."

"Not when someone you love is a human and you are the polar opposite. When one touch could end their life." he looked back up at me.

In that instant I could see what Edward was planning to do if something when wrong.

"No. Please don't go there. No matter what." I begged, now looking at the ground. Edward knew I would go to Volterra, not even to save him from suicide.

"I'm not promising anything. Don't go to her Julia. I'll find out. Go to Alice. Fix things with her. Good bye." then he left.

I just stood there. Unaware of what I told him or what I was going to do. I couldn't stand Edward anymore. He would go to Italy because he knew I wouldn't go there. The past too strong for me. Something I didn't want to go back to.

Repeating the words in my mind, I wanted to go against Edward. Do something he'd warned me not to.

Bella.

Slowly, I got into the car and began my trip back to Forks. Alice's small voice came into my mind. Encouraging me to go, then warning that something might happen. That Edward would be mad. Good. I wanted him mad. Anger would be good for him.

The Cullen house looked exactly the same, inside and out. The pictures were the same and the furniture. The phone rang and Alice welcomed me home.

"Alice, do you have a wig?" I questioned going up the stairs. I went up at a human pace, practicing.

"I think I have a medium length black one…why-" the phone got silent. "You're going to go to school and watch her?!" her voice shrilled.

"Yes Alice." I commented slowly tucking my hair into the wig. It looked good on me. "Thanks Alice. Goodbye."

"Byeee." we both hung up and my head turned to the clock.

Just enough time to see Bella's house.

It was a small white house which didn't look to stable. Bella's room was on the second story and Edward's color lead up a tree and through Bella's window. Oil lined the window seal and it slid open quietly.

Bella looked a mess, tears staining the pillows and gluing her hair to her face.

I moved around the room and one floor board squeak. I shook my head. He wouldn't keep everything from her.

My body went back out the window and to the Cullen's house. Maybe this wouldn't be to bad.