He got her hand & led her to the table. Alice was enjoying his company, & she was positive that he was enjoying her company as well. He holded out her chair for her & she sat down, he then sat down next to her. "So how are you planning on decoration Bella's & Edward's wedding ?" she could tell that for him that was a pretty difficult thing to say, she wouldn't respond if Jasper had to get married with someone else. "Uhm, well, I was thinking of having either an all - white wedding, or have the wedding set up with different colors, non white, & no one can wear white white either , so the bride can stand out" "I like the second one the best, I bet Bella would stand out either way though" he gave her a sad smile.
Alice started to feel a little sympathy for him, she has always looked at this from Edward's & Her point of view , thinking that this is like the best thing that can happen, but she never put herself in Jacob's shoes. "Jacob" she began, she placed her hand on his, "I know this is hard for you, I mean, if I had to stand & watch the love of my life get married with someone else, I wouldn't be able to bare it. That's why I sort of admire you, you haven't given up on Bella, & you can still see her & love her knowing that she's in love with Edward-"
"because I know she loves me too" he interupted, Alice looked at him, & he looked at Alice, "but I know she loves Edward more" he said, as if reading her mind. "Either way you should be happy & proud, because Bella is happy , don't you want the woman you love to be happy ?" "That's all I want" "exactly, & she is." He looked up at her, "why should I be proud ?" "Because you can bare it, something others can barely do.
"You can bare watching her get married, you can bare seeing her kissing someone else, you can bare seeing her loving someone else, you're a strong person, I really admire you because of that."
He let out a sigh, "not all vampires are as bad as they seem" Alice blushed at the comment, knowing he was reffering to her ; "& not all werewolfs are as bad as they seem, well, atleast their odor is" she said with a smirk, "let's not come out with the insults, 'cuz I can come up with a few of my own about your stinky odor" she started to laugh at the comment, "oh werewolf, now I know why Bella loves you so much" she placed a hand on his shoulder, & smiled,
looking at his dark brown eyes. He had a smile on his face, & she had to admit that he looked pretty attractive. Now it was her the one checking him out, with his white shirt, & black tie, he was letting his muscles show, she's seen him with his shirtoff, & she has to admit that it's not a turnoff. She smirked at the thought, she wanted him to take his shirt off right now-
"Alice" her thoughts were interupted, "yes ?" he snickered, 'Alice Cullen, are you checking me out ? You do know my heart is taken" he said, immitating her. She let out a small laugh, & got closer, "why yes Jacob Black, I am, & I do" she started feeling a bit flirty, she saw him bite his lips, obviously feeling turned on, & then she thought, why not kiss him ? He's attractive enough, & his lips look pretty appealing.
& Then, she stopped & turned her head. What was she thinking ? She was married and infatuated by her husband, & her she was having thoughts about kissing a werewolf, it was inappropriate , especially for her. "So" she started, trying to make conversation, "are you enjoying the party?" she asked him,
playing with her wine cup ; "oh I am" said Jacob, "i'm glad that I have great company too" she smiled at him, & he smiled at her,
"a toast" he started, holding up his wine cup, "to a new friendship" Alice got her wine cup & raised it up high, "cheers" .
They both took a sip, "you seem like if you're in a better mood" she told him, & he smiled "I am, thanks." "For what ?" "For getting me in a better mood" "well i've been known for that" they both laughed a bit, & then she saw that Jacob's eyes went to someone else. & She saw that Sam , the wolfpack leader, was standing behind her, looking at Jacob with eyes saying, "we've got to talk" & Alice gave him a look claiming that he should. So Jacob got up, & left with him.
She started to play with her heart - shaped necklace, feeling guilty about her past thoughts of kissing Jacob , she shouldn't though, Jacob was very attractive, any woman, married or not , will want to kiss him. But she still felt guilty, knowing that Jasper wouldn't think about cheating on her , so why should she ? Jacob got back to the table, & sat down with a smile on his face.
"Was he angry that you were hanging out with a Vampire ?" Alice asked , pointing at herself. "Yeah, but don't worry about it shortie, he's just strict & overprotected, he doesn't know how sweet , kind , & fun you really are" she smiled, sinking in the complement.
"I bet if Edward were here you wouldn't want to hang out with him, & be as strict as Sam is bieng right now" she saw a look of anger in Jacob,
"that's different. He stole the woman I love" Alice nodded, "I understand" Jacob smiled, "I like that you're understanding" he got closer, & felt her face, smiling all the way.
Maybe just one kiss, just one kiss ; NO Alice don't do it
but it was too late, Jacob's lips were already pressed against hers, his warm soft lips & Alice's cold lips they were against each other. & Soon, they were feeling each other all over, all eyes on them, then, they were alone.
Alone in Jacob's room, Alice couldn't do this, she couldn't cheat on James, But her cloths were already off, Jacob's lips were already exploring her body, she was already moaning in delight, & then, it happened, they did it. They had sex with passion, & delight, with pleasure & desire, it was incredible. As if she had sailed to a new world, & then, she was gone. Alice looked to her side & saw Jacob happily asleep , snoring. He had a cute snore. But Alice couldn't believe what she had done, nor how she was feeling. She silently cried, & then she put on her dress in a hurry & rushed home, noone will know what she had just done, noone.
"Where were you ?" she was welcomed with worried looks & angry faces. She looked at Edward, & she could tell that he already knew what she did. "At the party like I told you guys, remember ? I invited all of you & you all said no" "It's 1 AM, you took so long ?" Jasper was the one asking all the questions, considering he was the most worried one. She smirked "overprotective fool" he smiled, 'alright, that's all the partying for tonight" Soon enough everyone was gone & Jasper would be waiting in there room for Alice. Edward was looking at her.
"Why Alice ? Why did you do it ?" Alice put on a guilty look, "blame hormones I guess ?" Edward shook his head in dissappointment, "you cheated on Jasper, with, Jacob" "Sh ! You will not say a word to this to Jasper or Bella ! Please Edward, this isn't easy, I didn't mean to, he just looked so , so ; attractive & good looking. He was also so sweet I just–"
"had to had sex with him ! Alice, you have Jasper, & he's a , wolf, our enemy , & he was & I bet still is in love with my future wife" "I know, I shouldn't have done it, lesson learned." She sighed, "i'm going to see Jasper." Edward just looked dissappointed , & walked away. & Alice, with a look of guilt, & pain in her heart, went up stairs to her room to see Jasper.
She went inside & smiled at him, he was laying down on their bed with a look saying ; i'm so happy you're here. Which made her feel even more guilty.
"Heeeeey" she said to him with a smile as she jumped on her bed. "Hey" he responded with his deep sexy voice Alice was so use to. He started touching her hair & feeling on her body , he kissed her lips softy - "Alice ?" "Yes" "why do you smell like , wolf !" he got up & glared at her as if he knew what she already did, she could feel her skin get warm which was basically impossible for a vampire.
"Jacob -"
"Jacob , Jacob what !"
she looked at him, a little more confident now,
"was at the party, I wanted to be friendly & say hi, I also invited him to the marriage, then we just started talking & hanging out. Maybe that's why I smell like a dog"
Alice wasn't really lieng, they did talk & hang out, she also invited him to the marriage, but she was more then just "friendly" with him.
"You seemed like if you were really close together" , she sighed, "well, we did dance a little , but that's all" Jasper raised an eyebrow,
"that's all ?"
"that's all."
that is soooo not all.
He smiled.
"I'm sorry babe" he started laying down next to her again,
"I shouldn't have yelled at you, my forgiveness"
Alice smiled ,
"it's-"
But she was interupted by Jasper's lips,
& oh did she feel terrible.
