P: = 3 = You know...

J: O_o what?

P: I feel like I've gone insane...

J: -.- You have.


Chapter 9

- Tsubasa's PoV -

Okay, I guess I can full admit I'm gay now… I kissed a boy…1...2...3...4 times in one day. Wait, does that mean we're dating? I mean we did kiss…kissed him…he kissed me… So we're dating, I think.

Argh! This is so confusing! Shesh, should I just assume we are dating, or should I ask?

"Tsubasa! Listen to me!" Misaki yelled, inches away from my face.

"Gah!" I yelled, falling back out of my chair. "Hey, I know I'm sexy and all but, keep your lips away from mine!"

"Ah yes, that's Natsume's job." Misaki rolled her eyes.

"Yeah-wait I mean no…okay well sort of…"

"'Sort of'?" Misaki asked.

"Ack! I-I mean…aw forget it." I frowned.

"Maybe I don't wanna know." Misaki held back a laugh. "What else have you two done…?"

"Eh…well last night we went in his bedroom-"

"WHAT!" Misaki yelled, her face bright red. I cupped my hand over my mouth, my face red also.

"NOT LIKE THAT!" I yelled.

"Then what do you mean!" she yelled back, her face still red.

"Ju-Just never mind! Nothing happened." I said calming down. Misaki sighed.

"Good." she said pausing. "I was worried that you weren't a virgin any-"

"WHAT!" I yelled, cutting her off. "Geez you perverted girl. What other side fantasies are in your head!" My face was red again, all because of nasty Misaki.

She breathed a sigh of relief.

"Okay good." she smiled. "You can relax now, I won't say anything else. Hey look!" she tapped me and pointed to my left. "There's Natsume!" she nudged me. "Your boooyfriiend." she giggled and I shoved her off me.

"Technically…it's not official." I mumbled.

"Aww… You must heartbroken…" she pouted.

"I'm not, so get over it." I frowned.

"Well, go see your boooyfriiend." she sung.

"Hah, whatever." I sighed getting up. I ran over and tackled him to the ground.

"Gah! What are you doing!" Natsume yelled, trying to push me off.

"Well, I'm hugging you, silly!" I rubbed my cheek against his.

"T-Tsubasa!" he cried as I squeezed him tighter.

"So, are we dating now?" I asked.

"I-I don't know." Natsume stuttered. I stopped hugging him and looked at him in the eyes. "You don't know!" I asked. "It's a simple yes or no!"

"I-I guess." I frowned. I let go off him and walked off.

"Tsubasa!" he called after me. I turned around and stuck a finger in his face.

"An 'I guess' doesn't cut it. It's either a yes or a no."

"Fine…then it's a yes."

"Yay!" I threw my arms around him again. "But, I have to go to class so… I'll see you tonight." I whispered in his ear.

"Eh!" he cried as I bit his ear then took off running.

- Natsume's PoV -

What did he man by 'I'll see you tonight'! I thought, putting my feet on my desk.

"Are you okay, Natsume?" Ruka asked, snapping my out of my erotic thoughts.

"Huh, yeah I'm fine. Why'd you ask?"

"I don't know you look like you're in deep thought." Ruka said sounding sincerely concerned for me and my…thoughts.

"No, I'm fine." I muttered.

"I'm just making sure, I don't what anything to happen to you that's bad, you know that right." Ruka smiled. I nodded.

"Yea, ah, thanks for you concern." Just as I said that Mikan ran up to us.

"Hey! Hey! Natsume! How'd it go last night with Tsubasa! I heard he-" I yanked on one of her annoying pigtails.

"...'.To. Do you understand." I growled in her ear. She nodded, crying. "That's what I thought." I muttered, releasing her pigtails.

She rubbed her hair tears in her eyes.

"You're so mean! Stupid idiot!" she walked away and cried on Hotaru's shoulder. I sighed. I couldn't believe everything that had gone on! I was strangely happy…I guess…but I was still confused. Is being gay really me?

The rest of the day past slowly. Eventually classes were over. I went with Mikan and Ruka to see Tsubasa. We walked along the path that led to the middle school. I watched Mikan and Ruka talk to each other, both their eyes sparkling.

They looked so happy together. Why couldn't I look that happy with a girl? Or did I look this happy…only when I'm with a guy…?

"Natsume! Hey! We're here!" Mikan tugged on my shirt arm. I nodded and followed them into the building, my hands in my pocket. Tsubasa was out in the hallway, talking to someone… Wait! Is-Is that a girl!

Tsubasa…was alone…with a girl…he's smiling. What the heck! I watched in horror as they hugged then she walked off. Who was the bitch!

"Tsuubaasaa-sempaai!" Mikan yelled, running up and hugging him. He smiled.

"Hey Ruka. Hey Natsu!" he winked.

"…Natsu…?" I asked, still a bit peeved.

"It's my new nickname for you!" he smiled.

"No. It's not. Say my name right dumbass."

He looked a bit hurt.

"So, who was that girl." Ruka asked.

"Her? She was one of my friends a long time ago. She's like a little sister to me." Tsubasa said.

"Humph." I uttered.

"Why, is someone jealous?" he laughed looking at me in the eyes. I looked away.

"Aww! I'm sorry. Here I'll give you a sympathy hug." he opened his arms and walked toward me smiling.

I felt my face get hot as I backed away. I started to say no, but he tackled me before I could. He held me tight to his body, my face buried in his chest. It felt right. I felt safe, all my worries left. All I could see, fell, and smell was Tsubasa. My Tsubasa.

He let me go and held me out a foot from him. He smiled at me and turned to Mikan.

"Hey, you two. Misaki's down the hall. Why don't you want to go see her." Mikan and Ruka nodded. After they left, Tsubasa and I were alone.

"So," he said. "Did you miss me?"

"I-cha no." I looked away.

"Don't lie. And don't' go all macho tough gut on me. I know you did." he lifted my head with a finger so I was facing him.

"I had a dream about you last night…" I whispered, embarrassed. I'd said it. His face was surprised then it turned into a smile.

"Really? I'm glad." he hugged me.

"Wh-What did you dream about…?" I asked.

"Hmm…me? Well…eh-heh… I actually dreamed about all of got sucked into the dream world of Alice in Wonderland and we're attacked by man-eating transvestites and rabid squirrels… But, I'm going to lie and say I dream about you to." he stared at the ceiling and then looked at me.

"Wow…" I said. "You are so-" he cut me off.

"Charming, sexy, adorable, irresistible, funny and yummy?" he raised his eyebrows.

"…yeah…sure. All that and more." I said looking away again.

"Hmph. I'm not satisfied." he said pouting.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I mean this." he closed his eyes and kissed me.

He always seems to surprise me when he does this. I felt my heart pound as I kissed him back. Our time seemed to stop. I didn't want this to end I wanted to stay like this forever.

But he ruined all of my excitement and fun when he pulled back.

"Sorry, I know you want more, but I'm afraid they'll be back soon." he winked at me. "But," he grinned. "If you want I'll come by your room and…"

"Tsubasa! Come see Mikan and Ruka! Don't spend all your time with you boyfriend!" Misaki yelled Tsubasa face fell.

"Yes coming…" He trudged away. "Evil slave driver…"

I didn't follow, I just stood there, wondering if I should move, but my legs moved on their own, finally following Tsubasa.

- Tsubasa's PoV; 11:00 -

Damnit, I should've brought a flashlight, aren't I stupid. I thought as I stumbled into yet another bush. I then saw a shadow of a familiar person.

"Yuri…?" I whispered.

Suddenly the figure I thought was one of my friends collapsed, and I could hear he breathing slightly.

"Yuri!" I cried, running up to her. Argh! What should I do! What about Natsu-chan! But this girl could die!

- Natsume PoV -

"Hmm. I wonder where Tsubasa is, he should've been here by now…" I muttered to myself, fumbling with my blankets. "Is he even coming…?" I thought out loud.

P: You know... I would have kept the chainsaw author notes here but, I'm not a sadist anymore.

J: = w = I am.

P: -.- I'm a masochist...

J: Heheheh...

P: -sighs-