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Let your heart defy your logic.

Jacob looked at his phone, he was hoping he will get another call from Alice, though he wasn't really expecting another one. He put his phone down and sighed. He didn't want to hurt Alice by telling the truth to Bella, and he didn't want to hurt Bella either. But what was he suppose to do ? He didn't want to lie, what was the point of that ? Well, if Alice was there at that moment, she would've said ; "so we won't hurt the people we care about, by telling them this unknown feeling of ours. We can risk alot by telling them this, because we're not sure this is love Jacob, you and I both know that, I risk my marriage, and you risk any chance you have with Bella" but even though Jacob hated to admit it, he really had no chance with her, she was getting married, and very happy, what can he do ? He tried his best so Bella can realize that he's the one for her, and even though she admited to the fact that she loves him, she also admited that she loves Edward more.

Edward will be her husband, the father of her children, and the love of her life forever. Soon she will marry him, and she will only look at Jacob as a friend, and love him as a brother. And now, now Jacob has feelings for both Bella and Alice, two forbbiden loves, why did Jacob always have to fall in love with the wrong person ? He bit his lip, now not sure of what he will tell Bella when he sees her. It was difficult, real difficult. Because even though he wanted nothing more then to tell the truth, he knew that it'll be selfish not to think of others. Yet again, if he lies, he will be causing even more pain.

So now he got up, and started to walk around the room, nervous, pondering, not knowing what was the right thing to do. Think Jacob, THINK. Then he heard a vibration coming from the table. It was his phone, his heart started beating fast, a smile came upon his face, his eyes shined with hope. He ran to the table, it was Alice, he knew it was Alice, it just had to be. She had to go in such a hurry, they didn't finish their conversation through the phone so they had to finish it now, or perhaps she called to meet him in person so they can finish their conversation in person, because they both knew it was better off that way. He grabbed the phone , "Alice !" there was silence, "hello ?" Jacob said again, "Jacob, it's me Bella" his hopes went down, and he gulped.

Though it was glad to hear from Bella, because it always was good to hear from her, he was really hoping it will be Alice. "Bella, hey, hi how are you ?" "You were expecting Alice ?" "Yeah, well-" "Jacob , you'll explain to me in person, does that sound good ? Where are you, I have to talk to you anyway" "um, i'm where Sam and the crew" "um, cool, I could go, right ?" "Yes, of course, do you want me to pick you up ?" "No, I could go by myself, i'll see you there" "o-okay" and he hung up. Now it was time to really think and think right. What was he suppose to say ? He angrily grunted, he hated having to make tough choices.

"So Bella I um, yes I went to talk to Alice about the wedding but I have something to tell you" he started , talking to himself ; "well I , I think i'm in love with Alice. Don't tell Jasper please ! Well, no , I-" that's it, he had no clue what he was going to tell her. He took a seat and started to scratch his head, what the hell was he going to do ? Go with his gut and tell her the truth , or stay silent and lie, in better words, go with Alice's gut. There was a knock at the door, obviously it was Bella, so he went and opened. There she was, stinding straight, with a Blue long sleeve shirt, and tight skinny jeans, with her brown hair loose.

"Hey" "Hey" "may I come in ?" "Of course, go ahead. Can I offer you anything to drink, eat ?" "Jacob, we got to talk" he smiled, "you're talking to me like if we were about to brake up or something ?" she laughed a little bit and he laughed along. "Why were you expecting Alice to call ? And don't tell me it's to talk about the wedding again because you sounded pretty excited to hear her voice" he sighed, here is when he had to talk, "Bella , Alice and I have been getting along pretty well now, we've becomed close friends actually" which was the truth, very close. "Oh, that's good , I really like that, the fact that you're getting along with my sister - in - law" he smiled, "yep" "Jacob, do you still think I belong with you , other than Edward ?" Jacob didn't know what to answer , because he sincerly didn't know the answer himself , "i'm not sure Bella" "what do you mean ?" now Jacob thinks it's best to tell her the truth, and he doesn't know if he should. "Jacob ?" "Bella I have feelings for you, strong ones too, but, if you're happy with Edward, then I guess i'm happy too" he was telling the truth. He saw a wide smile on her face, she hugged him tight , and he wrapped his arms around her.

She put her hands on his face, "I want you to know that even though i'm marrying Edward, I will always love you, nothing can seperate us, we're family, and I love you" "but Edward is who you want to be with" "exactly, and i'm glad you can understand that, and I hope some day you can get along with Edward as well as you're getting along with Alice" Jacob smirked, "oh that will never happen" and he and Alice both know why. Bella smiled and laughed, thinking she knows what he's talking about, and hugged him again. Jacob felt happy , and proud, knowing he didn't lie, but didn't exactly tell the truth. Even though he really wanted to. She let go of him, "I have to go meet Edward, i'll see you later okay ?" "Okay" and she left. Jacob took a seat and grabbed his phone, should I call her ? He wondered, I will.

He started to mark her number ; there was about 5 rings, just when he was about to hang up, she answered. He heard her talk to someone in the background, he heard a mans voice, obviously Jasper, and then heard silence, and he knew that now is when she was alone. "Hello ?" she said, "Alice, it's Jacob , I want us to meet" "Jacob I don't think-" "Please" "where ?" "The park by the lake, i'll meet you there" he then clicked, he was excited, very excited , to see her again.

Jacob sat on the bench waiting for Alice to drive by. He was looking at the lake, a family of ducks were swimming by ; first came the father duck, which was the biggest, then came the mother duck, which was average sized, then came the three little ducklings. Jacob smiled, That family seemed so perfect, so serene and sweet, and Jacob thought ; "one day, I will have a family like that" then he laughed, thinking that a family of ducks made him think of that. He felt a touch on his shoulders, a feminine touch, he looked to his side and saw the prettiest woman alive ; Alice Cullen. "Hey" he greeted her, "hi, why did you want to see me ? You know I practicly had to escape" he laughed a little, "well, I spoke to Bella"

"what did you tell her ?" "I told her the truth" Alice's golden eyes were in shock as they got wider, "excuse me ! ? you told her what !" "I let my heart talk Alice" "Jacob-" "I told her, that you & I have gotten very close, and she was happy.

"I also told her that I still had strong feelings for her, but if she's happy, i'm happy" Alice smiled, "you scared me to death" Jacob grined, "one of these days they will find out about us" 'there is no us Jacob, I told that I didn't want to find this out, I-" "you can't rewrite destiny Alice ! If this is ment to be , it will happen.

" I know that you do want to find this out, you're just too afraid to" "I like bieng afraid then" "Alice , listen to me" he placed his hands on her cheeks , "i'm not sure if this happens to you, but whenever I see you, I get excited. I get butterflys in my stomach, I get nervous, and almost blind sighted by your beauty, and I like the way it feels. Let me feel this, let yourself feel this-" "I can't Jacob i'm married" "it really doesn't matter Alice"

"yes it does ! To me it does, I- I can't Jacob I just can't ! Stay away-" "Jacob pressed his lips tightly against hers, feeling nothing but warmth inside of him. She tried to pull him away but Jacob just couldn't let go, but he finally did.

"Jacob, this isn't right" "it is Alice, let this happen, let's find out if this is really real, let yourself fall in love with me" "Jacob think right ! If you let this happen you'll be falling in love with a vampire, letting your pack hate you , letting them go, you'll have to deal with vampires for the rest of your life, and they won't accept us easily. We are going to be risking so much if we try to figure this out. Because if it's not love Jacob, we would lose everything . You your wolfpack, and me , my marriage and family."

Jacob sighed, "i'll risk anything, just to find this out, just for love. Logic says this isn't right, but my heart" he grabbed Alice's hand and placed it on his chest where his heart it, "my heart says this , is the right thing to do" they were both face to face, hearing the sounds of their breaths , their lips were almost touching, 'till Alice stood up.

"I- I can't Jacob, right now logic speaks to me, we shouldn't do this-!" "well let your heart defy your logic ! hear it, what does it say ?" Alice stayed quiet, " i'm sorry, goodbye , goodbye !" she kissed his lips and ran away. Jacob was left alone, heartbroken , biting his hand out of fury and sadness, he wanted Alice , he wanted to figure this feeling out,

because he sensed it was love.