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Alice turned to her side. Looking at her husband, innocently snoring and sleeping, she touched her forehead as if she was sick, and got up to her feet. She began to walk around the room, barefooted, thinking about what Jacob told her yesterday , about how she couldn't rewrite destiny, how she's only with Jasper out of sympathy, how she should listen to her heart. The way he looked at her, so intensifying, as if he couldn't live with out her. Though it was impossible for him to feel that way because of one night. Plus, he had feelings for another aswell, such a feeling he's had for such a long time, it was hard to erase.

Jacob wanted to find out if what they had was love, but Alice was convinced it wasn't, she was also convinced that , she wasn't going to waste her time thinking about this werewolf, when she had schoolwork, a husband, and a wedding to be planned. She marched to her closet, picked out some decent cloths, and got dressed. She grabbed her shoulder bag filled with books from school, and started to drive off to the library. She had a huge report to be due by Monday morning, which she hasn't even started on , and it's about the kings and queens of Europe, something that for her was completely stupid to learn about. And, with the incredeble, amazing, and brilliant mind of hers, she finished the report in less than in hour.

She gave thanks everyday that she was turned into a vampire, she was happy that she was able to do many things that normal human biengs weren't capable of decided to get a decent book to maybe distract her mind while she waited for a decent time to be able to call Bella to start planning her wedding. Her fingers started running through some titles , they ran through "The Mysterious Affairs At Styles" , "The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo" , and then , her fingers touched someone else's. "Oh, i'm so sorry" , to her surprise , it was noone other than Jacob Black. Great, just great, the person I came to forget about just HAS to be here she saw a smile on his face, "Alice" he spoke, Alice looked down and walked past him, trying not to look into his eyes, or start any sort of conversation, she kept looking at some books.

"Alice, talk to me , please don't start avoiding me" Alice kept looking at the books until she came to stop at a book that grabbed her attention, called, "Always" she got the book and looked at the back to read what it was about. Jacob snatched the book from her , "Jacob !" she shouted, but in a low whisper, "look at me Alice" she did as told, "don't ignore me" "I told you I was going to do just that" "Alice-" "don't talk to me Jacob, don't look at me, don't think about me, forget about me, I don't want to know about you, come to the wedding if you want , but don't speak to me" Jacob gave her a sharp look, "I won't do it" Alice was the one giving him the sharp look now, "Jacob-" she grunted, "I will not do that, I will not" Alice sighed, "Jacob, don't do this to me" "don't do what ? If I ignore you the way you're ignoring me, if I ignore these feelings for you , i'll be breaking my own heart, and I know i'll be breaking yours too" Alice didn't know what to say, what to do, all she wanted was to ignore these feelings and move on with her normal life, but she knows her life won't be so normal after this. "The reason that you want to be with me is because you want to find out if this unkown feeling is love, correct ?"

"We've already gone over this Alice"

"right, but listen to me, you have feelings for me, and you have feelings for Bella, now tell me, how would Bella feel if she found out that we had a onenight stand, and that, we can't stop thinking about each other , so we want to find out if this is love. How would she feel Jacob ?" Jacob sighed, "well Alice, she's with Edward she's marrying Edward , what I do with my love life, is my problem. I mean, you don't expect me to love Bella all my fucking life just because she "sort of" has feelings for me , but actually loves Edward , and is marrying him ?"

"No , I don't and you're right. But what about Jasper ? The man who has been with me practicly my whole life, who's loved me for such a long time, who's given the world to me ?" "Hm, if you love someone else, why be with the other one ?" "I do love Jasper, and I don't love you" "really Alice ?" "Yes, really" "you fantasize about me, think of me, you obviously like talking to me, you liked kissing me"

- he got closer- "you like me touching you" - he touched her cold soft lips- "tell me Alice, when he kisses you, do you think about me ?" Alice wanted to lie and say no so he can fuck off, but at the same time, she wanted to say yes so he can stay there with her "so it's a yes" Alice stayed silent.

Jacob smirked , "you do have feelings for me" he grabbed her waist and pushed her against the books, he kissed her lips, and Alice didn't fight to brake free, she just sunk into his arms. The kiss lasted a few seconds, he stopped to look at her, and he smiled. She wasn't making eye contact, she was afraid that if she did, she'll just want to kiss him some more, and the feelings will grow, instead she pushed him, and ran away.

She jumped inside her car and hit her head with the steering weal, once again, she let herself sink into Jacob, she let her gaurd down, again, she wasn't avoiding him, instead, she loved the attention , she loved it when they talked, kissed, she loved his touch, she loved fantasizing about him, in fact, she wanted their bodies pressed against each other once more. She wanted to find out if this sexual desire can turn into something more, but leaving Jasper, telling this to Jasper, it was unthinkable.

She would be risking too much, if this wasn't love, the doors of the Cullen family will never be open to her again, and she was unsure that Jacob's doors would be still opened to her if he found out that she wasn't the one he wanted. Which was one of the reasons she didn't want to figure this out, she was about to burst into tears when she realized that, that wasn't what she wanted to do. So she held them back, crying wouldn't solve anything, instead , she will distract herself, and forget about Jacob Black, atleast for a moment, just like she planned when she woke up this morning. She looked at her watch, time had flew by, she woke up at exactly 9:00 AM, and it was already 10:30, it was a pretty good time to call Bella and schedual a time that they should meet to discuss the wedding. She looked at her contact list and found Bella's name, and it started to ring.

Three rings and she picked up, "Bella, did I wake you ?" Alice tried to sound as cheerful and as sweet as ever, "no, i've actually been up since 7 working on school work , why ?" "Well put those books down missy, because we have something very important to discuss !" there was a silence on the other end, "hellooooo, earth to Bella ?" "Alice, cant you plan the wedding by yourself, i'm just really busy, and I promised to let you in charge" "yeah, but I don't want to plan a wedding you're going to hate, I need your opinion on what to do, come to Starbucks and we'll talk there , does that sound nice ?" "Sure, do you mind if maybe Edward can come, and Jacob ?" Alice's eyes open wide, she felt like if she just had a mini stroke all of a sudden, "why do you want Jacob there ?" "Well, he is my best friend, well, you too of course, I want my husband's opinion, your opinion, and Jacob's,

to see what we can come up with" Alice closed her eyes, wanting to block out everything Bella had just told her , "okay Bella, it's your wedding, you do what you want with it" Alice didn't mean to sound rude, but she was beggining to think that forgetting Jacob will be a very difficult task, even more difficult than it already seemed to be. "Are you okay Alice ? Do you have a problem with Jacob bieng there ? I mean, I talked to him and he told me that you two have gotten close" "and he wasn't lieng ,

"we have, we really like each other now"

really like each other

"so, why that tone of voice ?" "I could be a bit moody, haha, so see you Jacob and Edward there !" she hung up and banged her head against the steeringweel, shit she thought, alright Alice, relax, be mature, ignore him but not too much , act like if everything is perfectly fine. She started the engine and began to drive to starbucks, she was planning to be the first one there. It'll be easier to act natural if she was just there already waiting for them. It'll also give her enough time to plan out some ideas for Bella and the rest of them to choose from, and tell her what they think about them.

As soon as she got there she ordered a frappe , sat down, and got out her notebook to start writing down some ideas. She was thinking of planning a really big wedding, filled with family members and friends, she'll surprise Bella by bringing in her mom from Florida to attend the wedding. She didn't want it to be in a church , for a very good reason ofcourse. She wanted it to maybe be in the Cullens home, or an outside wedding, near the lake.

It can maybe be an underwater theme , they can rent a baunquet hall if they wanted that idea, the invitations could be sent in some clams , and the whole room will be painted blue, with seashells all around. If they didn't want that idea, she'll go with Bella bieng the only one in white, and that'll be in the Cullens home, it'll be filled with Flowers, and the walls will have butterfly's and flower's on them to match it all.

If not , she'll go with the all white wedding, that'll be planned outside, either near a lake, or the beach, yeah, beach would be better to set an even better mood. She smiled at her idea's , Alice was always really creative when it came to planning stuff, and decorations, and dressing up. She'll buy the wedding dress for Bella, and she'll help her get dressed, it'll be marvalouse. She saw that Edward was the first one that came to sit down , "hey Ed" Alice said with a smile, "where's Bella ?"

"Do you really want to see her , or are you excited on seeing your werewolf ?" Alice gave him a sharp look, "he's not my werewolf" "but you want him to be" Alice stayed quiet, "Alice, atleast pretend you don't care about him infront of Bella" "I will, i'm trying to stop anyways, and why are you so worried on Bella figuring out, she loves you Edward" "I know, I know she does, but I know it'll hurt that her two bestfriends, are gaining feelings for each other and had sex without her knowing" "we're not gaining feelings for each other"

"hell yeah you are. I read your thoughts Alice, and his, I have a feeling this can turn into something more than just sexual desire" "don't say that Edward ! Don't even think about it ! I love-" and there he was, the figure standing in front of them , the one she was claiming she didn't love, standing in front of them like some kind of god, "hey guys" Bella spoke as she sat down, Jacob took the seat infront of Alice, he's so beautiful she thought , "ready to plan ?" Bella said, but Alice was blocking out her words,

Jacob smiled at Alice, and the butterfly's came back to hunt her.