Chapter 11

- Natsume's PoV -

I stared up at the ceiling. I had almost stopped crying but, I still had a few random muffled sobs. I heard a knock on the door. "Who is it?" I called.

"It's Ruka."

"Okay, come on in." Ruka slowly opened the door and shut it behind him.

"You okay?" he asked me, sounding concerned. I could only nod. I knew if I spoke anymore, I'd break down again. This pain…it hurt. I never want to feel it again. I looked up and saw Ruka staring at me.

"AMBUSH!" Was all that I heard next, then my window shattered. My head jerked around to see Tsubasa standing there, pleased with himself. "Ahh… I'll fix that later…" Tsubasa muttered, looking down at the glass.

"Tsubasa." I said sternly. "What are you doing here?"

"I…ah…came to explain myself…and to break window. I always wanted to rush into someone's house by breaking their window!"

"Wh-What are you-!" I couldn't find the words. I was confused. Tsubasa, the guy I like, looked like he was cheating on me, but instead he comes bursting in the through my window, like some drugged up idiot! …Well, never mid. He IS a drugged up idiot.

"I'm here 'cause I came to apologize." he said sternly. "Natsume… It was all a misunderstanding. Yuri tricked me… And I broke my promise. I'm sorry." He bowed to me and I was never as shocked as I was then. Could I believe him?

"Oh!" he started. "By the way Natsu-chan! Here's some things to make it up to you. Plus I've been meaning to tell you them for a while now! Hmm… Let's see…" I watched, speechless, as Tsubasa paced around my bed he stared. He stopped.

"Aha! Got one! Would you touch me so I can tell my friends that I've been touched by an angel?" There was a pause when Tsubasa looked at my face... which was probably disturbed. "No? Alright then! You must be one hell of a thief because you stole my heart from across the room. Ha, how about that one?"

I couldn't contain it. I burst out laughing. This! This idiot!

"Wh-What?" he asked puzzled. "Did-Did I make you mad! Oh forgive me, Great Natsu-Sama!" he bowed once more.

After I stopped laughing Ruka nodded, seeing that I felt better, and then left.

"So…ah, Natsume?" Tsubasa asked.

"Yes?"

"Can I…kiss you?" Tsubasa asked. I flushed, how could you just ask someone like that!

"R-Right now!" I stuttered.

"Yeah, of course, I haven't got all day." Tsubasa grinned.

"I…ah…" Tsubasa grabbed my chin forcing me to look at him.

"I would prefer my answer in Japanese." he winked. "But, I'll take that as a yes."

He pressed his lips against mine and supported me from falling by putting a arm around me. He continued to kiss me, his arms wrapped softly around me, his scent surrounding me. It lasted until neither of us could breath. As he pulled back, he kept his face just inches from mine.

"You taste like grapes," Tsubasa smirked.

"Don't tell me that!" I scowled.

"Hey! I'm just saying!" Tsubasa smiled. "Oh, you know you like it when I say that."

"N-No I don't!" I guess he couldn't think of a better answer because he silenced me by pressing his lips to mine. I pushed him back. "How far do you plan on taking this?"

"How far do you want to go, Natsu?"

"N-not all the way…" Tsubasa smirked slightly.

"So, can I-"

"Don't tell me!"

"Yes, yes. Fine, I'll show you instead." he resumed kissing me and only stopped to pull my shirt over my head. I felt his hands touch all of the sensitive skin on my chest, never ceasing.

I could feel a small moan forming in the back of my throat, and Tsubasa began to lick my lower lip, practically begging for me to allow him entrance. I opened my mouth and let out the small moan I had been keeping in. I could of sworn I seen him smirk but, I ignored it.

I felt him pinch one of my nipples and earned a heated squeal from me.

"You like that?" he whispered in my ear. I only panted heavily in return.

Suddenly the door flew open and Permy ran in.

"Natsume! Are you o…" she stared at us. The look on her face told me that she was deciding whether to puke or scream.

"Oh, hi Permy, I can explain all of this." Tsubasa grinned. I shot him a glare and he stuck out his tongue. "Natsume and I were…wrestling... you could say."

"Oh…" Permy sighed. "Good, I hoped the rumors of you two being gay weren't true."

"Believe me, they…" he looked down at me and I pinched him. "Aren't!" he yelped.

"Well, if that's all and, sorry for barging in on you like this… you guys can go back to what you were doing." Permy skipped out the door closing it behind her.

"That girl sure knows how to kill the mood." Tsubasa sighed sadly getting off the bed.

"I guess…" I muttered.

"Hey, were you hard?" Tsubasa asked smirking.

"N-No!"

"Aha! You were!" he pointed a finger in my face. I pushed it away, my face red.

"Well, were you?" I asked.

"Natsume…" he sighed. "Even if I were, I looked at Permy's face which is the most unsexy thing, other than my grandma, in the world."

"How ugly is your grandma?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Pretty ugly."

"Wow…" was all I could say.

"Why did she come in here for anyway? Stalker much?" I shrugged. Tsubasa was right. She ruined the mood horribly. I heard him sigh and lean back on the side of my bed, his eyes closed.

"So…? Now what? For all we know, Permy's outside this door listening to our conversation right now." I saw him open one eye to stare at the door. The sound of footsteps outside my door slowly got quieter. He smirked. "Told ya. Maybe she's a yaoi fan like you Natsu." he looked up at me in, smiling evil.

"Sh-Shut up." I muttered throwing a pillow at his face.

"Ah-ow." he said as it hit. "So you wanna play that game, eh?" smiling, he took the pillow and threw it back at me. I dodged and it hit something behind me. I heard something crack and break, even a cat meow.

"Ooooh… I'll fix that later too." Tsubasa muttered.

"Don't bother." I said, throwing a pillow back at him.

"Ack!" he yelled dodging it. We hard something else break but we ignored it. We continued to bomb each other with pillows, breaking something every now and again. After a while were we're tired.

"Gah… I'm pooped." Tsubasa said, flinging himself back onto my bed. I laid beside him my eyes closed.

"Can I sleep here tonight? I don't feel like moving." Tsubasa yawned. I nodded. "Thanks Natsu-chan." he put his arm around me and snuggled me close. Slowly, I fell asleep, not knowing what would happen in the morning.

P: XDD You know, I don't even have to argue about Jess being a yaoi fan girl anymore.

J: = . = Yeah. I already know.

P: :DD I ruined you.

J: -.- You did.