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"Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself. To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving."
Jacob looked at Alice , his eyes and mind were focused on her only. Every single word , and sound , were blocked out , Alice was his center of attention at the moment. She had eyes saying that she regretted bieng there, she wanted him to leave, he could tell, but he wasn't doing that, he wanted to be there, he wanted to see her again, he wasn't letting her "forget" about him. 'So, um," Alice began, "I started writing down some ideas, you can look at them , and tell me what you think" Jacob didn't read, he didn't even look at the paper, he was still looking at Alice. What does he care how Bella got married ? She was still just marrying Edward, she's happy, that's all that mattered. And Jacob wanted to be happy too, and for that, he had to find a way to be with Alice.
"I want it in the Cullen house, your house, and I don't want the underwater theme or an all white wedding, I think people should wear what they want to the wedding, and I want a small wedding not a big one. I'm sorry, if i'm asking for alot, what about you Edward what do you want ?" "I want to get married with you Bella, I don't care how the wedding is" Jacob smiled, that was the type of thing he would say too, about now he would've jumped on Edward , or screamed , or argued that she was making the biggest mistake, but honestly , he didn't really care, he wanted Alice, he was beggining to think that , he has forgotten about Bella already. He saw Bella smile, "what do you think Jacob ?" Jacob didn't hear her, he was still focused on Alice, remembering what happened in the library , and what's been happening these few days. "Jacob" he felt a pat on his shoulder and looked at Bella, "are you alright ?" she asked, "i'm fine" he said, still not answering her question,
"Jacob, Bella asked you a question," Edward said, Jacob was looking confused , not knowing what to say, he was panicking, "what was the question again ?" he saw Bella with a puzzeled look. "I asked you, how do you think my wedding should be planned ?" "Oh , well , the way you want it to be planned Bella, i'm really not good at this, I mean, i'm just here because you invited me" he could tell Bella wasn't buying it, he could tell she knew something was on his mind. "So" Alice popped up, and he instently looked at her, "okay, you'll be the only one in white Bella, we'll invite our closests friends and family members, it'll be in our house" - she said pointing at her and Edward - "and i'll decorate it with alot of flowers and butterflys, i'll prepare your favorite dishes, and I could hire a dj or band, which do you perfer ?"Alice was sort of jumpy, he found it cute how excited she got over nothing, her way of bieng made him smile.
"No, none of the above, just burn some CD's or something" "no Bella ! Don't be boring, this is yours and Edward's speacial day ! We should make it special, you know what , i'll hire a nice band, which one ?" "Alice, you sure you would like to spend this money ?" Edward asked, "yes, anything for my favorite brother and best friend" Jacob's grin got wider, he liked how sweet and generious Alice is, "what about Leanne Rimes, or the Fray, or Alison Krauss or a Fine Frenzy ! ?" "You decide" both Bella and Edward said, Jacob didn't want to jump in, he was unsure Alice wanted him to, until he saw Alice look at him, "what about you Jacob, which one ?" he smiled, she really wanted to know what he thought. "I say get a DJ, it'll be better because he'll put any sort of music you like, all of those you just mentioned !"
Alice smiled, "good idea" she said. And all of a sudden, it really felt like if they were connected, it wasn't a romantic moment, or a memorable moment, but, he felt connected to her there, really connected. "Perfect" Bella began, "what else ?" "That's it Bells, now we have to shop for your dress, do the invitations , buy the stuff, decorate the house, hire a dj, send the invitations, well, alot has to be done" "can we start tommorow, i'm not really up for this today, i'm not really even good at helping out doing anything- " "Bella pleaaaaase , i'm going to do everything , all you have to do is help me pick out your dress"
"but I feel horrible leaving you with no help" "i'll help !" Jacob volunteered, Alice and Edward both gave him a sharp look, "great" Bella said, unaware of what's happening around her, "we'll shop for my dress tommorow , OK Alice ?" "Yeah, okay" "i'll drive you home Bella" said Edward, and in a blink of an eye, he was alone with Alice.
"You volunteered to be near to me , Jacob , correct ?" Jacob smiled at her, "wow, you catch up pretty fast" Alice sighed, "i'm not going to fight you, if you want to help, help. But don't expect anything to happen" "I don't, unless you want something to happen, your wish is my command" Alice raised an eyebrow and smirked, "okidokie, nothing will happen then" she got her shoulder bag and began to walk, "you know" Jacob began, "you're not going to be able to control these feelings that easily" he started following her, "we'll see about that" Jacob laughed, and got in front of her, blocking her way.
Alice glared at him, "i'm not making this easy for you Alice, I like you, what do I have to do to prove it ?" Alice's glare turned into an unknown expression, an "I don't know what to do" expression, she looked down, and smiled. "Jacob, don't you comprehend that , that's not the problem, that the problem is that i'm married, and i'm a vampire while you're a werewolf , we're not ment to be" "you don't know that" "I do ! Stop insisting" "why are you so fucking stubborn ?" "Me ! ? you're the one who won't leave me alone, when I told you that I don't want anything to do with you ! Comprehend , understand , that this" - she pointed at both - "is not going to work out Jacob Black ! It's just not ! Do I have to explain to you all over again wh-" she got distrubed when Jacob pressed his lips against hers, hard and with passion , he wrapped himself around her, he felt eyes on them, but he didn't care , his eyes were closed and enjoying the moment, she was cold , like all vampires, and she was fighting to brake free , but he knew that she didn't really want to , she'll have to sink in , she'll have to understand that she feels the same way. He finally let her go, she was glaring, but her glare then changed . "I'm not letting my guard down this time Jacob" and she then left , leaving him alone.
Jacob waited for Alice in front of the Cullen's home. Noone was suppose to be there so they can both be alone and start decorating for the marriage , Jacob bought the paint , and some other things to begin decorating. He stayed up all night researching the best DJ's for the marriage , just to impress Alice. He wondered how she would be able to handle bieng alone with him, how she would handle working with him, he also wondered how long she would keep this up. He knew that with some perservierence she'll come to her senses , to realize that what they have is something more then just sexual desire , and that they need to figure out this feeling, because all they're doing is letting it grow some more by trying to ignore it. He knows she can't sleep at night thinking about him, just like him, he knew that somehow , this could be love.
He saw the yellow car park, that ment Alice was home, she was wearing some tight jeans that suited her perfect curved body, a yellow flowy shirt ; it was a bit transparent so it showed some of her bra, and was wearing some trendy sunglasses. He smirked at her appearence , she was always so perfectly dressed, he remembered the night that they slept together, the night where he took off her long black strapless dress, that showed her back completley ; she smelled of Chanel perfume that night, Jacob wondered how she smelled right now. To his surprise another figure came out of the car, she was not alone, next to her was Jasper , her husband and supposable "soulmate" she was definetly not letting her gaurd down, he could tell.
"Hi Jacob" Alice told him , as if nothing has been going on between them, "Hi Alice" , he looked at Jasper, he had a smile on his face, but he wasn't looking at Jacob, he was looking at Alice, Jacob was disgusted. Alice smiled at Jacob with a look of achievement. "Let's start decorating and making those phone calls shall we ?" Alice got out the keys of the house and walked in , Jasper didn't even make eye contact at Jacob, which was good, because just a tiny inch of eye contact and he'll lose that one eye. "Alice' Jacob began, he moved Jasper out of his way to get closer to her, which made her take a step back.
"I got a list of DJ's we can call, they'res about 1O of them in here, they're suppose to be the best" he saw a little smile on Alice's face, she got the paper and started reading through the names of the DJ's , "OK, maybe you should start calling them, see how much they charge, if they can play that day and so forth" "well, I already know how much each of them charge, the third one is the cheapest , only $3 an hour" "and, he's good ?" "All of these should be the greatest ones out there, how long will the marriage last ?" "Well, maybe until midnight" "when will it start ?" "At 1" "okay then, you'll only have to pay around $30" "yes , I understand but I don't care about the money, if he's good and could play that day, he's hired" "so i'll call him today, and ask him if he's available"
"OK then, thanks" Alice smiled and grabbed Jasper by the hand , she took him to the room that was completely empy ; no sofas, counters etc. And they got out the pink paint to start painting, he saw that Alice looked at what Jacob had in his hand, which was a bag filled with butterfly and flower decorations, she went up to him, "i'll take that" she said and grabbed the bag, "thank you" Jacob grabbed her arm, and she turned to look at him, "why did you bring him ?" "You mean my husband ? Jasper ?" "Yeah, him" "I told you I wasn't letting my guard down" "Alice this is pathetic" "i'm sorry Jacob but what's pathetic is the fact that you keep insisting that this is love" "no , what's pathetic is that you don't give us a chance !" "Well maybe if I wasn't married I would" "well why don't you tell him about us ?" "Because I just can't ! There is no us now we can't talk about this , understand ?" She then walked away , leaving him alone again. He saw her give her husband a fake smile, and then give Jacob a quick glance, she liked him, he knew it, he also knew that one day she'll have to accept it.
All he heard from that room were nothing but fake giggles and work bieng done, obviously wanting to give Jacob jealousy , which was sort of working. Jacob was putting up the butterfly's on the living room walls, and admiring them, they were coming out pretty well. He took a glance at Alice and saw that she was putting a bit of attention to him, so he decided to go to the room they were in. "What do you want ?" Jasper asked him, Jacob looked to see if he found any anger in his expression, but nothing, he just saw a neutral look in him.
"I want to know what I could do ? I'm done with the living room and the DJ can play at the dance" Jasper wasn't paying attention to him, he saw that he had a shocked face on and he was looking at Alice, he turned to look at her too, she wasn't paying attention to them, she was looking at nothing but thin air, she was having a vision.
"What the hell are we going to do ?" Bella was panicking, the voultire was coming, and they were coming to find out if Bella was a vampire yet.
"Bella calm down, this isn't really a problem, we'll just tell them that you will become a vampire after the wedding" Edward said, trying to calm her down,
"wait, i'm sorry i'm not trying to make you worry alot or anything" Alice began, "but in my vision, I saw people well, fighting , I saw alot of blood too" Bella looked at Edward with a worried face, Edward held Bella tight, assuring her that everything will be fine. "What can that mean ?" Jasper asked, "i'm not sure, but we have to be ready, they're probabley planning something" "we'll help you" spoke Jacob, "me and my pack of course, we'll help you out in the best way possible" Bella smiled , "thanks Jacob" she said, "yeah thanks" spoke Alice. Jacob looked at her, their eyes met, and once again,
it felt like if they were really connected.
I think this chapter was alright, nothing really really good though, the next one will be better.
I popped up the Volturie plan because I feel like if I just keep repeating the same thing over and over again, i feel like if this way it'll bring a steer into things and bring some action.
Pleaase, keep on reviewing (: