Title: An Unexpected Surprise
Summary: AU Post-New Moon, Bella never jumped so Alice never had her vision and Edward still thought Bella was alive, so there was no reason for him to die. So they both goes on with their lives until Bella has enough and go visits some of the Cullens friends.
Rating: Teen
Warning: I'm not an American, I'm a 15-year old girl from Sweden but I have a A in English so I think you will understand, but I know I will make a lot of mistakes but don't stop reading beacause of that. This is a work in progress so if you liked this chapter, keep on waiting to the next chapter!
READ!: In this chapter, my program that I write in broke, or well something happend so everything is like locked, so I couldn't write there, so I had to use another program that totally sucks. Sometimes when I write a word and hit space, the word turns into another word, and that's really annoying! But I have fixed it a couple of times, so I think I got them all, but I may hav missed a word or two, but I hope you get it anyway. But just so you know (;
Chapter two: Discussions
When I got to the Black's house Jake was already waiting for me at the drive way, I bet you could hear my truck at least a mile away from here.
I hadn't even got a chance to turn of the engine before Jake took his huge brown-red arms and pulled me out of the truck. As soon he put me down I was about to say hi, but I was interrupted, by that he had lift me up in his arms and spun me around and then hugged me in one of his huge-Jacob-hugs.
"Gosh, I've missed you Bells!" He murmured into my hair, and then he hugged me even harder then usally.
"Can't…breathe" I complained, and then he just laughed and put me down.
"Nice to see you too, before you almost killed me with your impossible unbreakble hugs" I said with a light smile.
"What-?" He asked with my favourite Jacob smile "-you don't like to get hugs from the big Harry wolf?"
"You know I do, but I just whished that you wouldn't hug me so hard. I might turn you in" I warned him, but still with humor."
"For what?" He tested me
"For alomst assult"
"Right, like that would work"
I was about to confront him, but he hushed me when I had just opend my mouth with sticking his warm finger right infront of my lips.
"So what do you want to do today?" He asked, thriller over the opportunities.
"Can't we just hang out on the store, just like old days?" I asked with one of my special smiles, that one I knew that he couldn't resist. It was the same I had used when I had tried to 'flirt' som info about the Cullens, months ago. And it still worked.
"Whatever you want" He answered, happy as usal.
As the day passed we discussed many things. Both sad and happy stuff, until we got to the point about his and my relationship compared to his and my relationship.
"Why do you think you like that, bloodsucker?" He asked curious but irritated. I did not like his face expression right now; cold and hard, starring right out on the horizon.
"He has a name" I replied sourly, to deep in my thoughts for not being able to take my eyes from the rocks that got wet each time the waves came.
It was almost the same way my life worked; I was happy - the rocks were dry, my heart was torn out - the rocks were sad and wet. But of course the rocks were more wet, then my heart was torn out. And more faster beacuse of the waves, but my heart had only been torn out once.
Suddenly Jake interrupted my thoughts.
"Sorry" He mumbled
"But why do you like, Cullen and not, me…?"
"Jake..-" I started, unsure of what I would say. I really couldn't take this now. I was to weak, metaly.
We had stopped and he was waiting for a answer, he stood infront of me while the wind blew through his hair. That made me even more insecure. Why? I don't know, that's just me. Always insecure..
"-you know he was the love of my life, and you, well..You will always be my best friend". I was sure to make a special tone on the word "friend". I didn't want any confusion. That's was another thing I couldn't handle now.
"And I don't want to lose you, and our ruin our friendship, 'cause then I would lose it myself and I wouldn't be Bella anymore, and I would have no were to go, to talk to" I ended
"So.. You don't want to lose me? Beacuse you love me to much. As a friend?"
"Yep"
"Oh, okay" He looked down, surprised and maybey even sad over the anwser -I couldn't tell .
Maybey he thought it was something going on between us? No he couldn't, I hadn't been her for months. Not since he left, and I'd definitely not been sending out some vibes, or did I? Maybey it was beacuse of the smiles? No, he couldn't be so easy tricked.
"I'm sorry it has to be this way, Jake, but I just don't see you as a..bbb, bboyf" I stammerd.
"Boyfriend" He ended. It was a question, or a statement. He had just finishen my sentence.
He was looking up in the sky in his own thoughts, just as I used to do. But this time it was my time to interrupt.
"Why did you wonder, Jake?" We started walking again, and he took my hand and swung it lighfully back and forward. Just like in old movies.
"Naa, just curious about, were we stand.." He peeked up on me, when he thought I didn't look. But I did, so that made the whole situation a little embarrassing.
"You said that you would always be there for me, and that means that I also has to be there for you. Whenever you need to talk or something" He informed me.
I thought about it for a second, unsure of how he would handle this.
"Could we talk, like now?"
"I just said that, of course" He smiled, but eventully the smile on his lips disapperad when he saw how serius I was.
"What do you want to talk about?" He asked curious and worried.
"Um.. Eed, Eeddward" I stammerd. "Edward"
"Oh, okay. What's up with him?" He asked "I thought you didn't have contact?"
"No, we don't-" I began "-it's just that, this is rally hard for me to talk about so don't interrupt me, okay?" I pleaded.
He just nod his head and I continued
"Well, it's just that I miss him so much and I don't know what I would do. I'm going crazy Jacob! It has almost been a year since I met him for the first time, and it is like my other half is missing -don't take this wrong, will you?"
"I won't" He replied
"- and when I'm with, it is like you fill me whole agian, almost. He is my other half and you are like a half of him -" I took a second to breathe.
"- it may seem a little harsh, but there's notning I can do about it" I ended.
When I finally looken up on him I could see how much damaged I had brought on his face, already.
"Just forget I said anything, Jake. We don't really have to talk about it."
He just started talking, like what I've just had said had never been spoken.
"Then why don't you visit?"
"He didn't really say were he would go. I don't think he has a permanent residence" I said.
"Oh, that might get a little tricky then"
"Mhm" I agreed
"Haven't you Alice email?"
"I did-" I replied "-she has of course switched"
"Right. Irritating vampires, that have to make the girl I love the most unhappy, and I can't fix it. Damn, life sucks!"
"Sorry" I murmured
"Don't apologize Bella, you haven't done anything wrong. But they have"
"You can't even think of how much I could give for a fight against him" He exhaled
"Don't say that, Jake. You both means too much, if someone of you would get hurt I honestly wouldn't know what I would do."
"Just words, you could say one thing, but when it comes to actions…" He didn't finish.
I looked up on his face and I could see how upset he was and I didn't want to upset him any further, so I didn't say anything more after that.
Instead of talking we both were standing so close to the water as possible and looken out on the sea and noticeed for the first time the sunset, and that made me wonder what time it was.
"08.45 PM?" I gasped. "I really need to get going Jake, Charlie is going to wonder were I am"
"Okay, but will you come down soon agian?" "You never vist" and that sad face came across his face agian.
"Hey, now when I think of it, why haven't you visit? And don't hold on to anything. Spit it out"
I sighed, when would this stop?
"As I just said, I've been going a little crazy, and I've, like, well I've lived my own world for a little while"
"Oh, yeah I guess you said that. But promise that you'll visit soon?" He asked
"I promise" Then I smiled, that smile he likes.
It seems that both of us has smiles that none of us can resist. That might come in handy, except when both of us is using it the same time. That would be hard.
On my way home I thought of the day as it had passed. We had gone to the beach store and bought ourselves a soda, then we had continued down the beach, but we both had been drinking up the soda before we came to the beach.
We had been talking about how Charlie and Billy gossip like old women, how school was, about the pack and Emily and eventully the Cullens and him…
When Jake had gone upset of `the irritating vampires´, I hadn't noticed that he had said `the girl I love the most´, and he had meant me. Me? It felt odd and a little uncomfortable, but still good. And it actully warmed my heart a little, beacuse I hadn't fell loved in so long.
Well, that was chapter two! What do you think? I still think it's too short, but I will work on that to the next chapter.
Otherwise, I thought it turned out pretty good. But I can't wait to my favourite part that I got in my head. It was that part that got me write this, but I won't tell you - yet. Hehe (:
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Love Alexandra