Hey Guys! I still don't have any reviews! I DO NOT own Twilight or any of the songs I use. (some of the songs I say Bella wrote. And if I want the songs to belong to the artist who sang it, I will put their name)
Recap: After about 30 minutes in the bathroom, we came out to an anxious family. I just told them I was okay and went to bed. The last thoughts I had that night were about Edward. 'I cant believe he made me do that against my will' and 'He's just like my FATHER'
I woke up that morning and went into my bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I had dried tears on my cheeks and my eyes were puffy and red from the previous night of crying. I quickly put water on my face to reduce puffiness. Then I quickly brushed my teeth and went downstairs. When I got to the bottom of the stairs, everyone was staring at me. I ignored it and went into the kitchen, got a granola bar and went back upstairs. After I ate my granola bar, I got dressed. I wore a pair of dark blue skinny jeans, a plain black t shirt and a beanie hat. Then I put Roxy (my favorite acoustic guitar) on my back and used the same maneuver to get out of the window that I used last night for the show. After I was out of the house, I walked out into the garden which is out of hearing distance of the house. Then I sat down in the grass and started playing.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathin'
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
Cuz I got time while he got freedom
Cuz when a heart breaks, no it don't break even
His best days were some of my worst
He finally met a girl that's gonna put him first
While I'm wide awake he has no trouble sleepin'
Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all chocked up and your ok yeah
I'm fallin' to pieces
I'm fallin' to pieces
The say bad things happen for a reason
But those wise words wont stop the bleedin'
Cuz he's moved on while I'm still grievin'
Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all chocked up and your ok yeah
I'm fallin' to pieces
I'm fallin' to pieces
I'm fallin' to pieces
I'm fallin' to pieces
You hot her heart and her heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase and I took the blame
Not I'm trying to make sense of what little remains oh
Cuz you left me with no love
No love to my name
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathin'
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
Cuz I got time while he got freedom
When a heart breaks no it don't break even
No it don't break even no
And what am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all chocked up and your ok yeah
I'm fallin' to pieces
I'm fallin' to pieces yeah yeah yeah
I'm fallin' to piece- oh I'm fallin' to pieces
I'm fallin' to pieces
Then, I stood up and turned around and once again the WHOLE family was there.
Then they all applauded. I blushed. And I could tell by their faces that they knew what that song was about. My father.
"I really, really don't mean to be rude and demanding, but is there any way possible that I could get a private place to sing and play my music? I don't want to be disrespectful, but some of the songs I play are kind of private" I asked to no one in particular. Once again I flinched waiting for the slap that I was so used to.
"I think that can be arranged." Said Carlisle. "We could turn the spare bedroom into a music room/studio. And we can soundproof it. If you want."
"Thank you. I would appreciate that very much." I said formally not wanting to get hit but he started walking towards me and I knew that it was coming so I stood stiffly and with my eyes closed waiting for the blow. Then he took my face in between his hands and turned my face to meet his eyes.
"Isabella, please stop doing that. No one here is going to hit you. Every time you do, or ask for something, you flinch like you're going to get slapped across the face."
"Im sorry" I replied quietly. With tears already building up in my eyes. But Carlisle pulled me into a hug and lightly pushed me towards the house.
"Lets go get you a proper breakfast."
TA DA! Chapter 4. I still need those reviews. That song was Break Even by The Script. But there is a different version on youtube I like a lot better the girl that sings it, her name is Maddi Jane. Link on profile.