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Recap.

"I'm sorry love." Was all I could get out at the moment. I felt tears fall down my face.

I breathed in.

"I should have forgiven you a long time ago. You could have died right now, and I wouldn't have been able to hold you in my arms or say how sorry I am for yelling at you.

"For hating you all those years, because you left me. I didn't know until I thought you were here dying that I can't live without you.

"You my life, and will always be. What will I have to do to get you back in my life?" I couched back my tears. Bella's eyes open slowly.

"Edward?" Her soft voice goes through me like a knife.

I'm never leaving her again!

(Edwardpov)

"Yes, love it's me." She smiles softly.

"Am I dreaming?" I chuckle. "Because you haven't called me that in forever." She frowns.

"Yep, I'm dreaming. Now when I wake up I'm going to be dead."

"Love, you not dreaming, I'm really calling you love."

"Wow, what the heck happened then. And why are you talking to me again?" She had the cutest confused look on her face.

"Well Dad called me and told me that you were here, I didn't know why you would be here so I got everyone here and we came just when you heart stopped." She flinched.

"I died?"

"Well...yes. But you came back. The whole time your heart was stopped I couldn't stop think about you and how I never got to say I was sorry for the way I've been treating you. I didn't want to lose you forever. You did hurt me a long time ago, but I know why now...Bella I never stopped loving you." I could see tears falling down her face.

"I could hurt you again, you should hate me. I'm the worst person an earth, how can you forgive me for what I've done." I move closer to her.

"Because Bella your my everything." She shakes her head.

"I can't be, how can I be anyone everything, I'm not a good person...I'm not good enough for you Edward." How could she think that. I take her face in my hands.

"How could you say that, Bella I've said this many times before but you don't see yourself clearly. Bella I'm not good enough for you." She look in my eyes.

"Edward I'm sorry for all I've done to you." She say in a whisper.

"I know, you had you reasons." With my thumbs I whip away the tears that are falling down her cheek.

"Bella can I ask you what you're doing here in Forks, or even at my Dad hospital." She blush my favorite blush, it still makes my heart skip a beat.

"I don't want to tell you." I frown.

"Please." I pleaded.

"Well I came to see my parents, and I was crying on their grave, it started to rain. I really didn't care it was freezing cold and it was raining, I just wanted my parents to hold me like they use to and the only way I could even feel a little bit like they were was to stay the on top of the graves." My body was in pain now, my poor Bella was crying in the rain because of us, and she almost died because of us. I just couldn't move.

"You got sick because of us." I look behind me to see who said that, it was Rosalie. Bella shakes her head.

"No, I was just too stupid to get up." Bella looks down. Everyone comes into the room.

"Bella you wouldn't even be out here if I didn't say those things about you." Rosalie look so in pain.

"That's not true. It my fault for it all so don't blame yourself." Bella made herself smile. I look over at Rose and can see the tears falling down her face.

"Oh Bella, stop it we all know it's my fault."

"No!" We all look at Bella. "It's my fault I left, I ruined you life, I broke your hearts, this is all on my head. I came here, I was stupid and stayed lay in the freezing rain, I'm the one who had to get the cancer that ruined all of your life's. It's me not you!" She yelled, she was shaking and tears are pouring down her face. "It was me." She say softly. I put my hands on her shoulders, I can't help but feel pain for her.

"Bella." I say softly. She doesn't look at me, she just close her eyes. "Bella look at me." She shake her head no.

"Bella you didn't ruin our life's you made them better. I was a cold hearted person before you came along, and you softened me up. Bella you don't know the hold you had on all of us, that's why it hurt so bad when you left, you were are family. You were my...everything." I felt tears fall down my face. I couldn't help it, I hate seeing her do this to herself, I may look like a wimp. But I'm a wimp who love this breath taking person in front of me. Bella opens her eyes.

"Oh Edward." She put her arms around my neck and pulls me down so my face in on her shoulder. "I'm not worth crying over honey." She says.

"That's just the thing, you are." I guess the guys couldn't take it anymore because they ran over to over to us and crushed us into a hug.

"We missed are happy family." We all hugged each other.

After a few minutes of just hugging each other. Dad said.

"Well time for everyone to leave, are little Bella need to sleep." Carlisle puts some meds into her IV. Her eyes start to close, but then they opened, everyone left but me.

"Bella close your eyes." She shakes her head, so stubborn.

"Bella I'll be here when you wake up." Her face turns into pain.

"I'm afraid this is all a dream and you still hate me, and everyone else does to." Pain shoots all over my body.

"I promise you, this is not a dream, and I'll be here when you wake up." I kiss her forehead. She smiles, letting her eyes close.

"I love you Edward." She whispers before drifting off to sleep.

"I love you to."

Well sorry its short, but I need to update another story and I need to do things today, but here you go. Review =)

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