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Alice, Rose and I heard the door bell ring so we went down stairs to see who it; I haven't seen her since high school. She is the evil who is a horror to this world. She was the one person who hated me for everything I did. Hated me for having Edward and she didn't.
"Eddie!" Her high pitched voice yells she jumps into Edward's arms.
"Lauren?" Edward asks. He looks at me still with her in his arms, I cross my arms around my chest. Rose puts her arms around me. Well this was different.
"Why are you so surprised to see your girlfriend?" She asks. My heart breaks. I move close to Rose trying to keep myself in hold. Why would I cry when he just told me he never stopped loving me and he has a girlfriend? Oh it's alright, he just want to hurt me back.
"Lauren get off." He says pushing her. She scowls at him; Edward keeps his stares at me. She looks at what he's looking at. She comes running to me with a look to kill on her face.
"What are you doing here? You've already killed every ones hearts here and now your back to do it again. My gosh Bella what is wrong with you." She slaps me. I bring my hand to my face; tear falling out of my eyes.
"Why can't you see you don't belong here?" I move out of Rose's arms and head for the door, but Edward grabs my wrist. I shake my head and his pleading face. I pull my arm away and run out of the house into the woods, where Edward and I use to walk, there's a swings back there. I just need to get away and think. I run through the woods to the swings. I sit down on it, closing my eyes and swing.
The wind runs through my hair, my legs moving back and forth. I take a deep breath trying to calm my stomach.
How could he date her? She is so not good for him; well she's probably better for him then me. But he shouldn't have told me he's still loves me when he has a girlfriend, and it's Lauren…
I bring my head into my hands.
Why does it always have to be me?
Crack.
Crack.
I take my hands out of my face to see Jasper and Emmett coming my way. The both have sad smiles.
"Hey." Jaspers says. I quickly whip the tears from my eyes.
"Hi." I whisper. I look away from them, Emmett sits next to me on the other swing, and Jasper does the same thing. We sit there for who know who long just swinging and not talking.
"Bella?' Emmett asks.
"I'm fine Emmett, it doesn't matter anymore. I'm not good enough for him even Laurens better them me." Jasper coughs.
"Bella, are you sick, Lauren will never be better then you." Jasper says trying not to sound rude.
"Bella come back home with us, Esme and everyone else is worried." Emmett tells me.
"I need to think, and I can't do it with Edward and Lauren in the same house as me, I'll come back I promise I just need to think. Please don't tell anyone I'm here." I look at them, they look back. Their eyes show love in them.
"Okay we won't but be back before it gets dark." Jasper tells me.
"I promise." They both get up and come over to me; Emmett gives me a kiss on my head, than Jasper does it. I smile shyly at them and they walk away.
I cough, I'm still sick, so I shouldn't stay out here too long. Just long enough for me to think and get my thoughts together.
One thing that is driving me crazy is why in the world is Edward, beautiful, smart, caring boy dating her. He could do so much better, I'm not saying me just someone who will love him no matter what. Lauren is all about herself and no one else.
Agh!
What is wrong with me? He can have whoever he wants and I'm not going to stand in his way.
I close my eyes, sleep taking over. I lay my head on the swing chain. I yawn and let my thoughts drift away.
When I wake up the suns going down and my body is cold, the world starts to move. Wait that's just me, I must have the chills.
Crack.
Crack.
The sound it getting closer.
Crack.
Crack.
"Jasper, Emmett I know it's almost dark I'm coming." I sit there for a second more.
Crack.
Crack.
Why aren't they answering?
I finally turned around.
Oh God save me.
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Their stands a mountain lion, growling at me. I sit there in fear.
I'm going to die.
My heart goes wild.
Stay still.
The loin growls again.
He starts moving closer to me.
I look around for something to hit it with if it jumps at me. When I look back the loin is jumping into the air, coming for me. I fall to the floor, the loin on top of me with its nail going into my stomach. My hands move around on the floor quickly, my life is in my hands. The lion is trying to get to my neck; I bring one of my arms up to his face hitting him in the face as much as I can. He growls out in pain, and takes hold of my arm. I find a big rock next to me and pick it up, it was heavy enough to smash his face, and I bring it up quickly, hitting the loin in the face. It squeals in pain but keeps his pals in my body. I cry out in pain.
"Help!" I scream so loud it hurts.
I keep hitting him in the face anywhere I could to get him off of me. He start to get weaker, I get stronger. I'm fighting for my life, so is he. But his face is not really together anymore. I hit him a few more time he falls to the floor. I move over so I can keep hitting him. His eyes slowly closes, I stop hitting him.
"I'm….sorry." I try to get up; I bring my hands to my now bloody body. I finally get the strength to get up off the floor, it is now getting dark and I can hardly see were I'm going. The sun is just shinning a little now, in about two minutes it well be a black cold night. With a broken body, blood coming out faster than needed. My heart needs to slow down. I take my shirt off and wrap it tightly around my waist to stop the blood from flowing. I try to get out of these woods, to get back to the family who finally loves me. Even if Edward isn't one of them, but everyone else love me. I finally got them back and now I could I'm lost out here bleeding to death. I can feel myself getting dizzy from all this blood, the smell running through my nose. I need to stay awake, I need to do it for my family, and I'm not ready to die. I'm finally happy, even here with all this blood run down my skin. I'm happy because I have peace with my parent's death, with my cancer. All at this time I just want to live. I want to do something in the world.
I want to change people's lives. How many times to I have to almost die to see this?
I want to live.
I start moving around in the wood, not knowing if I'm getting deeper into the woods or if I'm almost out. I want to go back to Edward I want to fight for his love; I want to be in his arms. Even if he has a girlfriend I'm going to fight. I'm going to fight fair thought. I want to be the better person, but if she makes him happy I won't stand in the way. I'll leave and never look back, I'm going to always love him, but if that what I have to do again to let him have a life then so be it.
I stumble, I don't know how long I've been walking but it seem as if I'm not getting any closer to the end of the woods. Like I'm getting farther in.
After stumbling a little more I finally fell to the floor, the cold taking over my body. I close my, trying to stay in the day. I can't fall asleep. I have to get back to the house, I have to get back so I can fight for Edward. I have to get back to hit Lauren. I have to get back to my family.
I try one more time to get up; when I'm up I fall back to the floor. I cry out in pain. It is now dark and I can't see anything around me, I hope someone comes to look for me, or I'm going to bleed to death. I start to cry I don't want to die; I have a life ahead of me. Two live in a little cottage, that's white. Have my children running around in the front yard, to have Edward running around with them. Playing baseball with our son, his cute little face smiling when Edward tells him he is a good player. His little bronze hair going wild in the wind. His little sister in my lap playing with her dolly, telling me how she wants to play baseball but I tell her she's too young to. She starts crying and Edward looks at us, he comes running over to us. He smiles at his daughter, he tells her he will play catch with her when she's older, but when he's done with her brother he'll play house. She gets a big smile and jumps into his arms…
But that will never happen since I'm out here alone.
I'll never walk down the aisle; I'll never have my children. I've never get to see them get married; I'll never be a grandma….and I'll never grow old with Edward.
And that is the hardest things to think about.
I'll never get to see my loving brothers, with the dorky jokes. They goofy smiles, never have them protect me from all the craziness in the world.
To have my sisters tell me about all their gossip, talk to me about crazy stuff. Make me shop all the time, having those late night sleepovers.
To have my second parents, Esme and her loving hugs her sweet words of love. Carlisle to always be there to make me feel better, his wise words that help me through everything.
I'm nothing without my family…….
"Bella!" I hear something in the background. It's probably nothing.
"Bella!" I've haven't heard these voices before. It's like they are so far away that they not real. My brain must be playing jokes with me; I must be close to my last breath.
"Bella!" My gosh why is my mind playing a sick joke like this on me when I'm going to die?
"Bella!" Okay now it's getting closer.
"Bella?" now it sounds like it's in front of me. I look up to see a form in front of me; I didn't know who this is. He moves down to see what's wrong; his face turns into a frown. He quickly picks me up bridal style. I scream in pain.
"Sorry." He says then takes off running; I bit my lip so I don't scream. I don't want him stop running the sooner I see Edward the better, even if a guy I've never met is holding me in his arms and I don't have a shirt on…..
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