It's All The Same

Sequel to the "I don't want to be in Love"

A Four Brothers Fan Fiction

Disclaimer: I Do Not Own Anything from Four Brothers.

Author Note: Thanks to Mrs.Virginiawoolf, EvilBunny101, and prettypinkcrane for the Reviews and also thanks to everyone still reading this. I owe all of you! Also sorry to any Sofi fans, I wasn't the biggest fan of her when watching the movie… she got on my nerves a lot. Anyways, Enjoy!!

Chapter 5:

I snuggled closer to Jack to get away from the cold. I felt him pull the covers over my shoulders and held me in his arms. I opened my eyes slowly and let them adjust to the light coming from the window. There was no sun, just the look of a gray sky with snow falling down. Jack zoned out thinking about something as he gently stroked my upper arm with his thumb. "What are you thinking about Cracker Jack?" I asked softly. He tilted his head down slightly, coming back to reality, as he heard me. "Just some things…" He said just as soft. I pulled my arm out of the blanket's shelter from the cold and caressed Jack's face with my fingers.

My fingers stopped at the end of his jaw line by his ear as I looked up at him. My face inched at a snail's pace to his as I waited for his response. I swallowed as my face inched closer and Jack didn't move. I wanted to kiss him. I want to be with him. I wanted being in his arms to have more meaning. Was I being selfish by thinking of what I wanted? Even if Jack wants a relationship in return, is it selfish to keep tempting him when he wanted to stay friends for a while longer. I wanted to say friends with Jack too… but for how much longer could I resist not being with him? Especially when I now know how he feels in return.

Jack's hand glided to the back of my neck and tangled his fingers into my hair. "Hey! Police in the house!" Jack and I turned our heads to the sound of Angel's voice calling from downstairs. Jack moved his hand from my face and sat up. I sighed and watched as Jack quickly stood up. "One sec." Jack said and left my room to go down the hall. I put my arms under my pillow as I laid on my stomach and let my face fall into my pillow.

"You getting up or what?" I heard Jack chuckle and I looked over to see him fully dressed. "No…" I said muffled by my pillow as I put my face back into it. I knew Jack was smiling. I felt the bed go down a bit as Jack laid back down on it and stroked my hair. "I'll be downstairs if you need me." He said and kissed my temple when I turned my head to see him. I nodded and watched as he left my room, shutting the door behind him. I sighed again and let my mind wander about what just happened.

I pulled the covers off of myself and watched as the Goosebumps appeared. I shivered and grabbed the towel I used before, along with some clean clothes, and went into the bathroom. The warm water felt good on my skin. After cleaning up, I rinsed out my hair and turned off the water. I squeezed the excess water out of my hair and stepped out of the shower as I wrapped my towel around me. After changing into my jeans and t-shirt, I made my way back to my room. I put my clothes and towel in the hamper and headed downstairs.

I walked passed Bobby and Angel on the couch and went into the kitchen. Sofi was making something but she was too engrossed in what she was doing to bother saying hello to. I grabbed a soda from the fridge and sat on the arm rest of the recliner that Jack was sitting on. They were looking through a wallet and Bobby pulled out an I.D.

"Come on. Let's go take a look." Bobby said and they both stood up from the couch. Jack stood and helped me up. I saw Sofi block the way in front of Angel and Bobby. "…Wasn't there something about a discussion for dinner tonight, because I happen to remember spending two hours in the kitchen." Sofi started to complain. Even though I haven't been able to talk to Sofi yet, I didn't know if I'd be able to get along with her. I looked at Jack holding in a laugh and I smiled as I almost burst out laughing as angel was trying to reason with Sofi. "She's so La Vida Loca…" Bobby said and I almost lost it.

I turned my head to hold in my laughter as Sofi and Angel started to yell at Bobby. I turned back to look at Angel and Sofi when I thought I could hold it in. "Can we go now?" Bobby asked not even caring. "You said this time was going to be different…" Sofi said in a sad voice, almost sounded like she was at the point of crying. I had to admit, she was good at getting what she wanted. Bobby looked at us as Jack looked down and put his hand over his mouth a bit to muffle his laughter.

I put my face into Jack's arm when Bobby started speaking Spanish to her. "…You're breaking mi Corazon...Chica" He said as he placed his hand over his heart. Sofi walked off back into the kitchen. "She's getting real comfortable here huh? What are you doing? I thought you were a macho man, a tough guy. You know it's a real shame that little Jackie and his girlfriend" My face turned a shade of red as he said that. "are the only ones down to ride and Ray isn't even part of this family." Bobby said. "Let's go Jackie." Bobby said heading to the door. "Say goodbye to your big sister Jackie lets go." Bobby said as Jack just smiled in a boastful and making fun of manner at Angel.

Jack grabbed onto my hand and led me to the front door. Bobby put on his jacket and opened the door. Jack let go of my hand to let me go first after Bobby. "She's addicted to what Angel's dick did…" Jack decided to give the last word and laughed as he shut the door. "That is just so wrong Jack." I said laughing as he went to my side. "Yeah maybe. She's not my girlfriend Bobby." He said suddenly talking to Bobby. "She might as well be. Both of you are attached at the hip." Bobby said making me blush. I turned my face away and saw him smirk, knowing he was right.

I helped Jack search through the living room having absolutely no idea what I was looking for. I just continued searching for anything helpful. "Anything Ray?" Jack asked pointing his flashlight in a different direction as he looked through papers. "No" I said and I pointed my own flashlight around the room. I turned and saw Jack point his flashlight at a camera. I walked to his side as he picked up a camera. "Could be useful…" He shrugged and put the little rope around his wrist.

I saw a pile of CDs and picked them up. I started flipping through them and didn't really like the taste in the music. "Anything good?" Jack asked startling me as he came behind me, his head over my shoulder. "Not really." I said and laughed a bit as I passed him the CDs. "You got anything?" Bobby said coming to us and pointing his flashlight at us as Jack scanned the CDs. "Camera…" Jack said and shrugged a bit as he held it up. "Come on, let's go." Bobby said and Jack threw the CDs on the couch. I grabbed onto his hand as the room became dark from lack of flashlights.

I went back into the backseat, only this time Jack sat with me. "I swear you are both like High school kids…" Bobby said under his breath as he turned on the car. I rested my head on Jack's shoulder and he wrapped his arm around me. I was half asleep when I started hearing Bobby and Jack talk, must have thought I was asleep… "Why are you not with her yet?" Bobby asked. "Bobby, don't start." Jack said almost in an annoyed tone. "You know you love her. I don't see why you bother waiting so long to be with her." Bobby said proving exactly what I was saying.

"Bobby I don't want to ruin the good friendship we have." Jack said telling him the same thing we have been telling each other. "Well if you want her, you better grab her while you can. Cause one day you might not be able to have her anymore." Bobby said and everything went silent. I guessed the conversation was over and that the rest of the ride home was going to be silent…