Simple Love Complicated Heart

Simon turned and looked away from Alvin and said"Nothing is wrong Alvin I swear!" Alvin looked at Simon and said"That's a lie something is wrong I can smell the cigarettes and booze all over you so what the hell is wrong Simon?"

Simon said "It was my fault that you and Dave were hurt and that Theo is dead that is what's wrong." Alvin said "How is it your fault Simon?"

Simon turned and looked at Alvin and said"Because I asked Dave to pick me up before you guys went to the mall,and if hadn't asked him to then you guys would never have shown up there and you wouldn't have been hurt and Theo wouldn't be dead that's why it's my fault."

Simon began to cry and said"And now Jeanette won't speak to me and she probably thinks I hate her and will probably never speak to me again after all this,and the cigarettes and booze helps me to forget what I've done to you guys."

Alvin saw Simon crying and said"Don't blame yourself Simon it was just fate,God's will,destiny,ect it's what ever you won't to call but it was meant to happen and there is nothing you could have done to change it Simon so don't blame yourself."

Simon whipped his tears away just as Dave walked in the room and said"Ok Alvin are your ready to head home?" Alvin grinned and said"You bet I am" Alvin hopped out of bed and changed out of the hospital gown into his regular cloths and they got into the car and headed home.

The car ride home was quiet as they pulled into the driveway Simon got out and lite up a cigarette Alvin immediately took it out of his mouth and threw it on the ground and stepped on it to put it out and said"You are going to quit smoking if I have to beat the addiction out of you."

Simon grinned and said"Well if that is how you feel I can't change that but I'm nineteen I can legally smoke so there isn't anything you can do to stop me." Alvin looked Simon in the eye and said"What would Teddy think if he saw you doing this to yourself?"

Simon hit Alvin in the face and said"Don't you dare use Theo's name like that or so help me God you will regret it he's gone so don't ever speak of him again!" Alvin said"fine then what would Jenny think if she saw you like this?"

Simon reached into his pocket and pulled out the ring he had given to Jeanette and said"This is what she thinks of me she doesn't want to be with me anymore."

Alvin looked at the ring and then back at Simon and said"Well that should give you the resolve to want to stop because I know you love her like I love Brittany so you should want to change for her."

Simon looked away and said"I know I should and I do but you don't realize how hard it is to just quit." Alvin put his hand on Simon's shoulder and said"That is what family and friends are for we will help you quit so you can become the Simon you use to be."

Simon smiled and said"Ok then I'm going to try to quit." Alvin said"Ok then you have to give up every last package of cigarettes and every bottle of booze you got ok."

Simon simply nodded in agreement as they headed inside once inside Alvin said"Ok now show me were your cigarettes and booze are so we can get rid of it"

Simon said"Ok" and he took Alvin to his room and handed over every last package of cigarettes and every bottle of booze.

A Week Later

Alvin walked into Simon's room and woke his brother up and said"Morning sunshine" Simon groaned and rolled back over. Alvin looked at him and said"Come on get up Simon you got chores and other stuff to do."

Simon groaned and sat up and said"Fine I'll get up." Simon got up and put on his glasses and went downstairs. Simon immediately headed toward the kitchen were he saw and chocolate cake that said"Congrats" on it

Simon looked at the cake and said"Who's cake is that?" Dave walked in and said"It's your cake Simon I made it for you since you have gone a week without smoking or drinking."

Simon smiled as Dave cut him a piece of cake and handed it to him." Simon smiled and said"Thanks you guys I never could have done it without you guys." Simon began to eat his cake just as the phone rang. Alvin answered it and said"Hello Seville house this is Alvin."

The person on the other end said something then Alvin said"The phone is for you Simon it's Jeanette." Simon got up and took the phone and said"Hi Jenny what you need?" After a minute of talking Simon went upstairs and changed and came back downstairs and said I will be back in a bit Jeanette wants me to met her at the park.

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