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Hey everyone! I'm not very happy with this chapter, it seems as if I've just chucked random things into a blender and thought it was okay to drink, but obviously not. Please tell me what you think because it would be gladly appreciated.

I'm doing the 40 hour famine this weekend and i'm giving up speaking, eating (sort of) and technology (gasp!). so therefore, I can't go on fanfiction!

BTW, i didn't really do a spell check on things sooo... it might me a teensy weensy bit confusing...

I'm very sorry!

from the ever confusing, miss GET OUT OF MY HEAD EDWARD!

I was having a vision. And it was weird. It was like that Hannah Montana episode where she goes back to the coffee shop where her parents meet and see's how they fall in love, minus the nasally twang and bad haircuts. I was back at Jacob's house and I was standing behind a person who was clutching Jacob's hand.

"I'm so sorry, Jake." said the brunette, in a monotone voice. This bitch had no sympathy at all.

"I always knew this was a long shot. It's not your fault, Bella" Jacob said sadly and I resisted the urge to punch Bella. What the hell had she done to Jacob? Tears were rolling off Bella's face and onto her daggy brown jacket. Jacob tried to get out of bed but gasped in pain when he tried to steady himself.

"I'll try Bella," Jacob said sighing and Bella frowned. God, was she blind? This was turning out to be an episode from a bad soap opera. "It means, I'll be your friend." Jacob said, enunciating each syllable slowly. "How you always wanted it." he said with gritted teeth. Bella cried out again blubbering nonsense about "oh, but i love you Jacob" and "how can we ever be friends when we feel the same way about each other." I walked up to her and lightly, slapped her across the face. She didn't rock from the motion but she brought her hand up to her face.

"Ouch," Bella said rubbing her face. Jacob looked at her confused. "It feels as if someone slapped me in the face." Bella said genty probing at the spot I hit her in. Served the bitch right. Jacob ignored her and closed his eyes.

"Bella, I'm not going to cut you in half anymore." Jacob said with resignation. He looked her in the eyes before laying his head down onto his pillow and closing his eyes. "The clouds I can handle. But I can't fight with an eclipse." My breath was taken away from me. I looked at him with new found compassion and empathy. He was in love and she was slipping away from him. Jacob pretended to sleep while Bella kissed him lightly on the forehead.
"I love you, Jacob Black." And with those words she was gone...

Jacob cried out in pain and clutched his heart as did I. The pain was excruciating, like someone was plunging knives into my heart and ripping it out, bit by bit. I dropped to the floor and started sobbing, it hurt so much. Jacob looked like he was in the same amount of pain and I felt a sudden urge to protect him. I crept onto his bed and stroked his hair, crying with him. We eventually fell asleep together, despite me being the vampire and him being, well, whatever he was. I'd never understood what it would be like to be in love. But I now understood that when in love, you fall hard and fast.

I awoke to the sounds of Alice complaining and Bella's resignation. Thinking of Bella made me think of Jacob, and thinking of Jacob made me think of the pain from last night and boy did it make me pissed. Edward grunted from the corner and I looked up at him annoyed.

"Yes?" I said politely crossing my arms and leaning against the massive white headboard. I was pissed off to be quite frank and I had an excruciatingly painful headache drilling holes in my head. Edward handed me two panadols and I downed them with water, wincing as it made a sloshing sound in my stomach. I wonder if panadol works on vampires?

"That is a theory yet to be tested," Edward smirked before settling down on the edge of my bed. "How are you Bree?" Edward said and touched my forehead, like a concerned older brother.

"I'm fine," I replied curtly, as the panadol did it's magic, the aching became a dull throbbing.

"That's good," Edward said and looked intently into my eyes. My dad used to say that eyes were the windows to our souls. Every thought would be read, if a person was looking directly into your eye. I wonder if this was what it was like for Edward.

"Not really," Edward said before swiftly leaving his position on my bed to open the door. I bit back a snarl when I found who was on the other side and found myself gripping the bed sheets in restraint. Bella ran into Edward's arms and Edward embraced her, soothingly rubbing her back. Hatred flashed through me and my nostrils flared. I then remembered what I served her last night and smiled to myself at the memory. Edward growled and looked at me with annoyance. I shrugged my shoulders with a sly smile and got slowly to my feet.

"Hello Bella," I said curtly and lent against the door frame with my arms crossed, eyeing her.

"Oh...You're awake," Bella said nervously and played with Edward's fingers. I narrowed my eyes at her and nodded.

"How was your visit with Jacob?" I asked sweetly, knowing the reaction I would get. She winced, just like I expected and I was glad to see that she wasn't the only one suffering. Her voice was thick with emotion when she spoke next.

"It was...good." Bella said, her face visibly whitening. Edward kissed her forehead briefly in reassurance and she closed her eyes contently. I clenched my fists tightly, in hopes of controlling my temper. "Jacob is healing well and we had a little chat before he passed out on me." she smiled weakly.

"Bella, do you know what it's like to be in love?" I said in a monotone voice, betraying no emotion whatsoever. She looked at me confused and Edward sighed. "Do you know what it's like to have a knife twisted into your heart and being sliced up bit by bit?" I said, my voice rising a fraction. She shook her head and I clenched my fists tighter. "Do you know what you did to Jacob Black?" I snarled and shifted my position on the door frame, so I was now facing her square on. I could see the moisture slowly building up in her eyes and would soon run down her precious little face.

"You ate him up and spat him back out again. You used him Bella! YOU USED HIM! I may not have been here long enough to know the whole story, but I know enough to realize that he loved you, but you didn't love him back!" I shouted, getting it all out of my system, though apparently that wasn't enough. "You went for what you thought was better for yourself. You went for the better option!"

"I did what was best for Jacob," she shouted back at me, angry tears falling down her face. Edward tried to calm her down but she angrily stepped out of his grasp. "I was only going to hurt him even more." She shakily pointed a finger at me and I stepped towards her. Bring it on, human. Edward heard me and growled, but didn't move from his position behind Bella.

"You have no right to judge me by the decisions I make. If I do recall, it was your friend who nearly killed Jacob, not me!" Bella said childishly and I had to bite back a laugh.

"Oh, so you think that, the newborn who attempted to kill Jacob was my friend!" I said hysterically and walked over to where my old jacket lay. Funny how the subject changed so quickly. "You have no idea...what it was like in that hell hole. Living in fear all the time, friends killing friends over stupid things and fighting something we didn't even know existed." I said, to my surprise in a deadly calm voice. I pulled out my old lighter and threw it to her. Edward caught the lighter gingerly, before Bella even attempted to catch it.

"I've dealt with worse Bree." Bella said eyeing the green lighter. I'd had enough of this childish argument and walked passed her, heading for the door. I had to get out of here, anywhere. "Imagine living each day without the one you love. It is horrible." she said not long before flinging herself at Edward and wrapping her arms protectively around him. I rolled my eyes and walked out into the hall way.

"Bite me Isabella,"

How ironic.