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I made it home just in time to break down, who knew one song could bring back so many unwanted

memories. I figured there was no use trying to fight it now so I just gave in . I went over to my stereo

and put that song on , the one that made everything come rushing back , the one that made everything

worse. The music started and my tears were coming freely , the pain was ripping me apart from the

inside . I thought back to that day , the one that ruined my life .

There beautiful , they're going to go far in this world , they dance like angels. Just some of the

compliments the girls received .Bella and Nicole looked each other in the eyes as they finished their

dance , they twirled around gracefully and always perfectly in sync and bowed to the crowd of over a

thousand . Applause filled the auditorium and there smiles matched exactly as did their eyes , many

thought the girls to be sisters , they had different parents , but in every sense they were sisters . They

walked, no they glided off stage , turned left and went into their dressing room . They hugged

immediately .Nicole was the first to break the hug.

"How about we celebrate" she said holding up a small baggie containing four white pills .

" Again Nicole , we already did two hits before we went on stage don't you think that's enough ?"

Bella asked .

" Come on Bella we deserve it , we killed it out there . If fact we shoo ins for Julliard , or maybe ever The

American Ballet Academy."

Bella thought for a second and then walked over to her friends out stretched hand and took two pills

and popped them in her mouth , then proceed to put the other two in Nicole's mouth .

" Best friends forever." Bella said .

"Best friends forever." Nicole said.

I awoke from my night mare , and stared at the clock 4:38 am , no sense in trying to sleep now . I walked

over to my bathroom and stared in the mirror , what little make up I had on was smeared down my face

and my eyes were red and puffy . Crying yourself to sleep dose that to you , I have plenty of experience

with that . I decided a morning run would calm me down ,I threw on my black shirt that , ironic enough ,

had happy in bright colours printed on it and a pink smile just under the writing and a pair of grey

sweats . I walked down stairs and went out the door ,the sky was just starting to light up and you could

make out the grey clouds above , I didn't expect to see sunny skies because after all it is forks , the

rainiest place in the USA. I started out walking , than worked up to a slow jog and tried to concentrate

on something relaxing .I could hear my feet hitting the ground in an hypnotic tempo , this tempo oddly

enough soothed away all my worries , for the first time in a long time I felt calm , I felt in control .

Maybe my parents had a point exiling me here , it was a good place to gather myself and look at my life.

Plus there probably wasn't a good drug dealer with in a hundred mile radius of this place . I shook my

head at that thought the old Bella would say that , the new one shouldn't . But then again who is

Isabella Swan ,who am I . I knew at one point in my life , I had it all mapped out , everything was perfect,

well everything appeared to be perfect , that's the better term . It only took one thing , one event to

ruin my life , to destroy everything I worked so hard for. No , I can't think that way , where's my

hypnotic tempo, I should have grabbed my iPod maybe that would have helped more . I tried to find my

rhythm again but I just couldn't settle into a good pace . I stopped to catch my breath , and I noticed

something , there was another set of footsteps hitting the gravel at the side of the road , this person had

my tempo , my relaxing one . I didn't bother to look back to see who it was , personally I didn't care , I

listened intently and followed there pace and found my quite again . I don't know how long we ran like

this , it felt like minutes yet hours at the same time , I noticed my pace slowing , so that meant my

mysterious follower's pace was slowing as well , we slowed to a walking pace than to nothing . I turned

around and came face to face with my follower , it was none other than Edward Cullen . He looked me

in the eyes and I noticed that his were the most beautiful shade of topaz I have ever seen , his face

looked caring and concerned . He started to walk closer to me until we were about an arm's length

distance apart . This was the first time I realized I was crying , for how long I can't be sure of but

now the tears were falling almost as freely as they were last night . I felt like a fool , I hardly knew this

boy , and for a fact I am pretty sure that he hates me, and I am crying in front of him . I started to step

back and to my surprise he matched my movements , never breaking eye contact . I felt that urge

over come my body , and immediately the tears stopped and I knew what I had to do to stop this , I

stepped past Edward and ran , as fast and as hard as I could .Every muscle in my body was protesting the

sudden speed , I continued on , it was then that I realized just how far we ran , I pushed my body harder

and was struggling to breath , each gasp felt like I was swallowing knives . Finally I could see my drive

way , I turned and ran the hardest I have ever to the house and went up the stairs .Everything was

spinning by the time I made it up to my room .I collapsed and struggled for every breath until I calmed

myself . My heart was still racing when I went to the bathroom and took a shower . I got out and

noticed the time 7:13 am , still plenty of it to get ready for school I went to my closet and grabbed

two sets of clothes one set for school the other for the placement at the hospital . I also grabbed a bra

and boy shorts , today however I felt the needed to swap my regular wear for something a little more

risqué . I walked out of my closet and grabbed my blue half top that had buttons on the front and put it

on , I slipped into my faded skinny jeans with a pair of black peep toe heals . I finished

off with a little eye liner, and cover up to hide the circles under my eyes . I decided to leave my hair the

way it was, a mess of curls cascading down my back . I didn't wear a tank under the half top so I had a

fair bit of skin showing , my jeans fit perfectly on my hips so I didn't dare to wear a belt . I walked down

to the kitchen and said hi to Maria my cook . I skipped breakfast and headed to the garage. Mark the

mechanic was nowhere in sight so I decided to take my favourite car to school today , my Ferrari .I

could care less if it was to flashy for forks . I grabbed the keys off the peg board and headed for my

car. I took my time going to school cause I was early , I arrived and there was only a few cars in the

parking lot . I got out and started to head to my first class when I heard the unmistakeable voice of

Alice, calling my name . I turned and noticed that she wasn't alone she was with a tall , beautiful blonde

girl , and the same boy I notice looking at my car yesterday . As soon as they were close enough Alice

jumped at me ,almost knocking me off my feet , and hugged me .

" Bella , I would like you to meet Rose , and Jasper Hale , Rose is my sister and Jasper is my boyfriend."

I was shocked for a moment , and then I realized that they were all adopted .

I smiled and waved hi to them both "It's nice to finally put a face to the name , Alice here talks nonstop

about you Bella ." Rose said

" I hope nothing bad ." I said

" Of course not , only good ." we all shared a laugh at this.

Alice and I broke apart and headed off to our first class together , we were very early so I decided to

start a conversation with Alice , but she beat me to it .

" So I heard you ran into Edward this morning." She said

AN . Thanks to everyone for the reviews , I am so glad that you are enjoying the story , I am going to

update every day that I can . Also I was thinking of doing 'A world which is not my own ' in Edwards

POV and calling it "Breaking at The Seams ". If you like that idea let me know and I will start asap .

Love Always Penney :)