Disclaimer , I do own Twilight .

For how long we drove , I am not sure it seamed like an eternity .

No words were spoken, no comments were made .

We only stopped for gas , we didn't eat , we didn't sleep .

I was growing concerned for Alice her once topaz eyes were now pitch black ,

her usually relaxed state was beginning to seam forced.

She would space out for an endless amount of time and suddenly snap back

"Bella could you please pull over I need some air ".

Alice's words pulled me from my day dream and left me stunned for a moment .

"Are you feeling alright Alice , you don't look so good ."

" Bella please pull over for both our sakes ."

Alice's harsh voice caught me off guard I eased my Aston martin

to the side of the road before the car was stopped Alice was out .

She moved with such speed I couldn't understand how it was humanly possible .

She yelled for me to stay put and not move that she would be back

soon and ran into the forest .

My initial thought was that Alice needed to use the washroom , but

after waiting patiently for three hours I figured that wasn't the case .

I began to grow concerned and was considering going after her when ,

just as I was locking the car , Alice appeared from the tree line .

Her clothes were a slight messy and there was dirt on her face .

" Alice what the hell happened to you ?"

" I got lost , sorry ." her reply didn't make sense , you don't get lost

that easily , I was just about to protest when I was cut off

" So Isabella , are you ready to tell me what the fuck is wrong with you ?"

" Excuse me , I'm not the one who just got lost in the woods for three hours ."

I said with venom

" That's not the issue here Bella . "

" Well then please Alice , educate me , what is the fucking issue ?"

" Why weren't you in school the past three days Bella , why haven't you

called my brother . There is a whole list of topics we could address , but how

about we start with why you were buying drugs . "

Busted , how did she catch me , I don't understand .

I stared at Alice with disbelief and refused to even acknowledge the question .

" Well Bella are you just going to stand there or are you going to explain yourself ?"

What did she just say , explain myself .

I hardly know this girl and she is demanding I explain myself to her .

" Explain myself , excuse me but who the hell do you think you are ,

I don't have to explain anything to you .

You don't know me so I am sure as hell not explaining anything to you .

And as far as my spending habits you should just mind your own business . "

" The nerve of you to talk to me like that Isabella , I am your friend and

I am worried about you , We all are , especially Edward , he has fallen for you."

" Excuse me but my name is Bella and once again you don't know

me so you don't need to worry about me . "

I said as harsh as I could , the nerve of her to say that she cared ,

and what a joke the bi polar boy falling for me .

It was just a kiss it didn't mean anything , did it ?

" Bella you have a problem you need to get help "

Alice stated this with a tone of authority , it sent chills thought my whole body .

Something began to stir in me anger , sadness , all my senses were all of a

sudden over whelmed .

My head was spinning I felt like a wanted to puke ,

my whole world was spinning madly out of control ,

I was snapped out of delusion by a cold hand touching my face .

"Bella , are you alright ?"

I stared down at Alice Cullen and realized what I needed to do .

I pushed Alice's hand away and stepped back from her .

" I am a big girl Alice I can take care of myself , I don't need your fake pity ."

I spatted at her

" Bella , I just want to help you , we all care .. "

I cut Alice off .

"We ? "

" Excuse me Alice but you know nothing about me ,

you don't have any idea what I have been through ,

what I have had to deal with . I feel dead inside Alice ,

no one could ever understand what that's like .

My life has no purpose , just leave me alone .

I don't want your help I don't need it . "

I turned my back on Alice and walked away .

I got into my car ,slammed the key into the ignition and drove away .

I left Alice standing on the side of the road , god only knows where .

I never looked back , I never felt bad for leaving her there .

I felt nothing .

Authors note , hey folks its going to take me a little while to get back into the swing of things but I am working on another chapter as of right now , it will be up within a couple of hours , continue to read and enjoy . Yours always , Penney