Poems of an Incestual Freak

by seaofeyes

A new ficlet series about Jalex. Written entirely in poetic form, this ficlet series will shake you to your core. Emotional, powerful and shattering poems about a girl name Alex's struggle of her incestual feelings toward her brother Alex.

2. October 23, 2010

Chapter One: October 23, 2010

He looked at me,

With blue-green eyes

As I screamed silently.

He'll never know

How I care

Or how my pranks are all for show

He'll never see

How he gives me hope

Or how he's everything I want to be

He'll never plan

To caress me

Or hold my hand

He'll never care

To hug me tight

Or tuck my hair behind my ear

The feelings grow

Both wrong and right

I hide my soul

The night is gone

My stomach turns

I'm all alone

This is all I'll ever know.

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A/N: Depressing? Most definitely. Considering I wrote this not for Jalex but for myself.

It's probably why I like this ficlet series so much. It lets me express what I say through Alex, but she's obviously talking about Justin. Yeah well. I hope you enjoyed this. More to come.