"I'll get Grissom, he needs to hear this..." Warrick walked away when Catherine didn't respond.
She was even more curious now. She wanted to know why Sara's father died, and why they drank and smoked and stole and all that stuff. She snapped out of her thoughts when Grissom, Warrick, and Nick came into the office.
"Check this out..." Warrick played the video.
"So, do we have a name on the uncle?" Grissom asked when the video ended.
"No, not yet..." Warrick sighed.
"Okay, Nick, you're going to find as much as you can about that Josh. I'll go after the uncle... and-"
"Hey guys... I have some background on the Sidles!" Greg came in verry exited. "Laura and Matt Sidle got two kids, Sara and Russel. When they were fourteen Laura killed Matt and the kids fell under care of Matt's only brother: Stan Sidle." Evefryone was chocked to hear about Sara's parents. Except for Grissom, he already knew.
"Well, Sara said her uncle left a few weeks after her father died..." It was the first time Catherine spoke. "They grew up with Josh. Three kids together in one hous, with no adult." No wonder they drank and everything, she thought.
"Good... everyone keep up the good work. Cath-"
"I'll stay here..." She said a little too fast.
"Em.. okay... and Greg, why don't you help Catherine..." Grissom walked out.
Greg took the seat next to Catherine.
"Did you know Sara's mother killed her father?" He asked.
"No, she never told me anything about her life..." Somehow she whished she would have been nicer to Sara. She could act a little strange sometimes, but now she knew she couldn't really blame her for that.
"I wonder why she did it..." Greg said, but he saw Catherine's attention was already back at the screen.
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Sara was the first one to wake, as usual. She walked to the window. She really wanted to get out of here. She knew she was here for probably just one day, but she was getting hungry and she was sick and tired of lying on that cold floor all day. She sighed. She barely knew her uncle. Why did he do this? It was probably in the family. Her father hadn't been a sweet man, so it wasn't a real big surprise her uncle wasn't, too.
She heared Russ waking up behind her. She didn't turn around. He sat up and looked around. He saw Sara standing by the window. He went standing next to her.
"It's uncle Stan..." Sara was the first one to speak after a while.
He looked at her. "Are you sure?" He just couldn't belief it, but she nodded.
It was really hurting that their kidnapper was family. They had had so much trouble with their family and now again. It was hurting really bad.
"Why can't we have a normal family?" She whispered.
"We have a normal family..." He said the words, but didn't mean them.
"Only say things you belief in, Russ." She was still staring out the window.
"What are you so sad about, Sara?" He wanted to know.
"Look, you can say that we have a normal family, that we have such a great life... But it's just not true! Stop kidding yourself...just stop it..." She went from almost screaming to less than whispering. With her words she made him relive one of the afternoons, when they were fourteen...
Sara was walking on the street. Her sports bag in her hand. She did boksing, kickboksing. She had done that ever since she was twelve. It helpt her getting her frustrations out, she said.
It was freezing, it snowed and the wind blew cold on her face.
She was almost home. It was only three weeks after her father died and her uncle was supposed to look after them.
But this afternoon his car was cone. She dropped her bag and ran inside.
"Russ! Russ where's Stan?" She asked when she found him on the couch.
He sighed. "He left... I tried to stop him, but he just wouldn't listen. He said he didn't ask for this either and... he left." He was obviously upset. She just stared at him. She felt her anger raising. She needed to get out. She'd go back to the gym, so she could punch the bag as hard as she could, untill her hands hurt more than her heart. She turned and wanted to walk out.
Russ stood up and catched up with her in the garden. He grabbed her arm and turned her around.
"Sara, you can't go back now. You've trained so hard this week! You'll kill yourself!" He didn't let go of her when she struggled the break free from his grip.
"Well that wouldn't be the worst thing to happen!" Before she knew it he slapped her on her cheek.
"Don't you ever say stuff like that again!" How could she just say she wouldn't mind if she died? It wasn't all that bad, was it?
She just stared at him rubbing her cheek, which was already getting red. She couldn't belief he hit her. Maybe he was just like their father? She became more angry with the second and she knew she would be saying the worst stuff to him in any minute.
"Oh, what do you want me to say then, huh! You want me to say that it's all good, that I'm so happy? You want me to say that I have such a great life, and such a loving family that cares about me so much? You want me to lie?!" She was screaming now. "Well, I'm sorry but that's just not the way it is! See, you can lie to yourself and say everything is alright, but that doesn't mean it is alright! You just need to stop lying to yourself, Russ! Stop kidding yourself, it's just low!" While she was talking she made huge movements with her arms, the way she always did when she was angry.
"But I just thought that-" Russ tried to defend himself but he knew she was much stronger that he was.
"You need to stop thinking! And start feeling...You can't run away for what you're feeling, Russ...Belief me, I've already tried..."
They just stood there staring at each other, untill Josh came outside.
"Hey guys! I heard the uncle left! Do you know what that means... We have the house to outselves!" He was so exited he didn't even notice Sara and Russ, who were still staring at each other. Sara was the first to look away.
"Yeah... So what are we waiting for... Let's go inside!"
She and Josh ran inside while they left Russ,who was still not moving, deep in thoughts...
"Hey you guys! Am I the last one to wake?" Again Josh didn't notice a bit of the tention in the room.
"Well, do you see someone else still sleeping?" Sara snapped at him. He gave her a confused look. "Yes, you're the last one..." She sighed and stared out the window again. She wanted to get out of here, get away from the memories haunting her.
Sometimes, she really whished she could run away from her feelings...
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Hey everyone! I hoped you liked this chapter. It's not verry long, but I didn't want to reveal too much of Sara's life in one chapter. Next one will show a bit of her life before her father died. I'm not sure how they will be found eventually. I think it will be really easy. So don't expect much of a cool plot. The story is more about Sara's life than about the kidnapped thing...
I'd like to have some quotes of some of your favourite line or something in the reviews. Thank already and I really looking forward to recieving more reviews from you and I hope to update soon...
Love Lily
...so she could punch the bag as hard as she could, untill her hands hurt more than her heart...