Hey again, I'm really sorry it's been a long wait. Please enjoy and please, if you like it let me know. it encourages me to write faster. ^.^ thank you loads for waiting.
here's chapter five (i don't own Kh 1, 2 or 3 ... :'( sadly)
Chapter 5: Naminé's POV
I had the strangest dream. I was walking to school in my usual white button-up shirt and pale sun yellow cardigan. My brown skirt I made sure was just before my knees. That's the longest it will go.
My white tights weren't see through and I made sure my shirt was done all the way up, fastened neatly with a crimson bow.
I woke up feeling a bit overheated, but as soon as I stepped outside, the morning chill kissed my face and left me feeling refreshed.
Just as I reached the town square, I heard my name being called... by an all too familiar voice. The soft, surprised voice that made my nervous system shut down, resulting in the colour draining from my face. I turned slightly to find the faces I feared the most. Roxas and Ventus. Twins. That's why they look so similar. He stepped toward me. Ven. Somehow everything seemed to be back intact and every instinct in my body was telling me to run. So that's exactly what I did. The rest was just a blur. My fever increased seeing Roxas/Ven's face.
I awoke in a strange white room. It smelled like antibacterial hand wipes and the bed was a bit uncomfortable.
'You're awake now, Miss Hikari?' A female voice called from a corner of the strange room.
'Uh... Yes' I answered with a yawn, before sitting up a bit.
'Miss Hikari, how's your fever doing?' I could now see a slim, rather tall brunette woman. She was wearing what looked like a nurse's uniform. It took a while for her question to sink in, but eventually it did.
'Oh, it's gone down a bit... Well, it feels that way.' I spoke nervously. The nurse smiled.
'You gave us all a shock. Well, the boy who brought you here did. He called for an ambulance but we were using all ours for a car crash that occurred on the outskirts of town, so he ran all the way here,' she explained.
'And that's not all. He requested that you have a female nurse or doctor. He's a keeper; I wish I had a boyfriend like him!' She smiled sweetly before turning the trolley at the side of my bed. My cheeks burned. 'Boyfriend?' The word was foreign to my tongue. An alien word that hadn't even invaded my mind.
'Oh... Sorry, do you call each other something different?' She frowned. I coughed.
'I don't have a boyfriend. I don't...' The nurse's bleeper device went off.
'Please excuse me, Miss Hikari. I have to attend to another patient, but I'll be back soon. I'll send you friend in!' And before I could refuse, she shut the door behind her.
So I threw the covers over my head, as if I as a child scared at night. I could hear the door slowly open and then close, followed by a low chuckle.
'Naminé, are you feeling any better?' he asked with concern. Some part of me was relieved that t was Roxas and not Ven, but still.
'Naminé? I'm sorry for touching you without your consent!' He sighed. I wasn't expecting that and I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel a little bit grateful.
'Thank you... for helping me.' I said softly, hoping that he would leave it at that.
'Naminé? I promise I'll leave you alone if you tell me why you can't look me in the eye without being scared.' Roxas said gently.
'But...' I didn't want to tell him.
'Or, you can look me in the eyes for five minutes without crying,' he suggested. I thought it over, and decided to go with the second option.
'Okay. I'll look you in the eye... But...' Before I could speak, the covers were removed from my head and Roxas sat on my bed just inches away from me. I stared at my hands, fully aware of my burning gaze. 'We've got all the time in the world, so you just take your time.' He was being sweet to me. My eyes dared a glance, my tear ducts began to flood. I looked away again and wiped my eyes.
'I can't...' I mumbled. My failure was so epic. I felt so weak.
'Maybe this will help!' He whispered. I froze.
'Close your eyes and imagine someone else's face,' he added. I did as instructed. I closed my eyes and as I did, a soft hand grazed my cheek and slowly controlled my face. For some reason I wasn't alarmed, and my instincts were asleep. I assumed I was now failing him. Suddenly, a cold forehead rested upon mine, but he made sure our noses weren't touching.
'Now, open.' I did and was stunned to find a warm ocean blue rather than an intimidating aqua. I hadn't realised they were different from Ven's. Maybe that's why. For some reason, seeing his ocean blue eyes made me more relaxed and, by the time five minutes were up, I only just realised he slowly moved away, so that I only noticed his eyes.
Roxas, although I hadn't noticed, was very sharp, observant... And a total psychologist. He chuckled lightly to himself.
'You're braver than I gave you credit for. I was expecting you to cry when I touched you but you didn't even flinch.' He smiled. His smile was somehow nicer than Ven's.
'I think... that's because you were more gentle. Careful. Or something.' I sighed.
'I know this isn't part of the deal, but... Why are you afraid of my brother? If anything, he's the nicer of the two of us.' Roxas knew he was going over his deal, but I felt comfortable telling him a little bit.
'Back in Twilight Town, Ven and I used to be best friends. Then a rumour went around that everyone was sleeping with their best friends to gain experience, or something. One night, I was walking to the local shop and a guy called Riku made some excuse to drag me to his place. I was so oblivious and when I got there everyone had alcohol and were drunk. Riku pinned me to his bed, I could smell the booze on his breath and Ven was towering over me. The only thing I remember was Riku saying, 'Why are you scared? Remember, you wanted this!' But I passed out. I woke up the next day with a medium men's t-shirt on and... I felt really dirty and sore. Ven was sat on the edge of the bed and said 'I'm so sorry' I was driven home, shouted at...' I had to stop. The memories began to form tears in my eyes.
Then it occurred to me.
'You're worse than your brother! You manipulated me into telling you. I'm so stupid! You're just as cruel! Leave me ALONE!' I shouted at him, my blood boiling. It caught him off guard.
'Naminé! I'm trying to help you!' He frowned. He shuffled towards me a tiny bit and reached his hand out. I flinched, blocking him from my sight.
'Naminé! Calm down, you're in no state to stress yourself out!' I only just heard his voice over my hysterical sobs. He reached for my hand, grasping hold of my left wrist. I was caught by surprise, instinctively throwing my right hand out.
A mixture of shock, guilt and fear froze my veins as my hand made contact with Roxas' cheek. I gasped. I wanted to remove my hand from his cheek, but shock had completely frozen me.
'I'm so... Sor-' He cut my apology off mid-sentence.
'Don't be...' He reached for the hand that was still on his cheek and held it there. I began to feel the throbbing and heat rising to the point of impact. Guilt began to rain on me.
'Feel better?' He asked. In a way, yes. But the guilt caused me to shake my head, no. He smiled.
'Get some rest now, Naminé. I want you to try and get better within two days. Bye bye!' With that, he waved and said his goodbyes..
..Which left me both confused and alone...
As promised, I guess.
yeah, I'm sorry i made Namine change the story of how she got violated. I will edit chapter 2 in the near future so that it fits in. :) please let me know if you really liked it.