Renesmee POV

I rolled over away from Jake blinking my eyes open. I turned on my back and just laid there. JUTS TELL ME ALREADY! Just tell me, just tell me. "Renesmee I imprinted on you." I imagined him saying in his husky voice…but…what if I was ready for him to tell me. I havent sorted my feelings out for jake yet. I don't know how to react when he tells me…if he tells me. I definitely love jake. But not in that way.

Its always been… 'Nessie and Jake.' I cant imagine me just all of a sudden kissing him and … I guess there's only one way to find out then.

I turned over positioned myself on top of him. I looked at his face. I pressed my hand lightly to his warm face. I put pictures of me in his head and to wake up. I did this until his eyes finally blinked open. He stared at me. I smiled.

"Hi," I said. He looked at me. "Hi," he replied lifting an eyebrow. Probably to my new position I'd taking on his waist. I bent close to his face. "Jake…" he stared waiting for me to finish. " I know…that…you" he raised any eyebrow. "Never mind." I got off of him and was by the door by the time he blinked.

He got out the bed too but I was already out the room. "Nessie?" I didn't turn around. "What were you about to say?" I went to the fridge. "uh, nothing. It was nothing…are you hungry I could make hamburgers for everyone." I opened the fridge. He slammed it shut. I looked at him a little aggravated and kind of pissed. If I didn't have my half vampire speed that would have been my hand he closed in the fridge.

"Renesmee, what did you want to tell me?" "Why are you prying so hard on this it was nothing Jacob I swear." I left the kitchen and went to go get my clothes from his room. it's probably best I go because if I stay he's going to keep trying to get me to tell him. I grabbed my swim suit and my bag and was about to leave when Jake came in. he sat down on the bed. "Renesmee can we talk for a minute?" I opened the door. "Can't jake I have to get home."

"Renesmee…please." his voice was low and it sounded kind of shaky. This could be the moment. The moment I just agreed that I wasn't ready for. That I wouldn't know what to say. I sighed. I went and sat on the bed as far as possible away from him. He didn't look. "I um. Well you know what imprinting is right?" "yeah you've told me once or twice." I said. "Well I…I…uh I imprinted on someone." I scooted across the bed closer to him. I and sat on my knees. Then I grabbed his face and turned it toward mine.

"Your not suppose to keep secrets from me jake." His face moved in closer to mine. I froze. I brought this own. And I was kind of scared of where this would take us. But I keep still until his lips finally touched mine. Something took over me at that instant and I don't fight it. This feels right all of a sudden. He turns his body around to completely face mine. My hands lock themselves around his neck and his hands are on waist. His lips are hot but soft. His heart beat is so fast I think it might jump out his chest. But it also matches the speed of mine. Finally I break the kiss. I pull away so I can see his face. He opens his eyes.

I let go of my lock around his neck and pull away from his grip. I give him a hug and then walk out the room. I got my cell phone out my bag and dialed my number 2 speed dial. It picked up on the first ring. "Renesmee." aunt Alice's voice chimed. "Aunt alice could you come and pick me up?" "I'll be there shortly." she wasn't joking my the time I reached the boundary line. She was walking to greet me. "So What's new kiddo? You know I only say that because I can't see past your mutt friends over there." she jerks here head to la push.

I laugh a little shaky laugh. And get in the car. "So what you'd do today?" "I went swimming?" she nodded her head. I looked out the window while aunt Alice drove away singing to high soprano song. I saw Seth I wolf form. His sandy color was so pretty. He howled as we drove away and I waved.

We reached home in about 3 minutes. I went directly to my room and took a shower. I know this is the only place dad won't read my thoughts so I began to think about the kiss. It felt right. Amazingly right. And then I didn't know what to do. There was so much that needed to be talked about after that kiss. But I'm not ready for me and jake to become a couple. I don't think so. Would it be too weird because I treated him like a brother for the last 8 years of my life?

I dried off slip on some pajamas and go to bed.

Jacobs POV.

I can't go to sleep. I've been trying. But I keep thinking about Renesmee. Of the kiss. What am I going to say to her. Does this mean she loves me …like I love her. I have to go talk to her. I need to know where we stand.

I climbed out the window and tied my shorts to my ankle and phased. It's a good thing Sam gave us the night off so he won't be bothering me. The cullens found the same trail on their land and there out patrolling now. When I see her lights out I already know she's asleep. So I walk through the opened front door and walked straight back to her room.

I stand over her. "Renesmee. Wake up!" she doesn't budge. "NESSIE wake up!" I shake her. She finally opens her eyes and sits up. "Jake what are you doing here?" she asked.

"I need to know where we stand." she looks at me for a moment. "You mean because of the kiss?" I nod once trying to keep my face clear of all emotion.

"Well I don't know. I been thinking about since I left la push. And I just couldn't decide." my heart dropped, she continued. "So I told myself I'd let you decide." I looked up at her. She got out the covers and crossed the room to where I was and wrapped her hands