Hermione looked at Mione and then raised her eye brow. Then smiling softly she looked up remembering trying to save Ron from a black dog. "He he yeah I remember that all too well to be honest. It is amazing you know? Sirius was a wonderful man and he was looked up by a lot of people. Mainly Harry, it broke Harry down when Sirius died, although he says that I am the only reason that kept him from going insane." She paused and then sighed weakly, "Harry well my Harry gets so depressed at times that I am not sure if I am ever enough to bring him out of it. He blames himself for last year. Not just for Sirius' death but almost causing mine. He said that if he would have lost me he would have let Voldemort take over him." She said shifting in her seat then biting her bottom lip. "You see that year that we did save Sirius was the year I realized I would do anything for him. That is when I knew I loved him and I always would." Hermione gave a weak laugh and then looked down. "He didn't realize it until much later but that is okay, because I have him now and that is all that matters." Hermione said softly.
Listening to what Mione said she looked at her and raised her eyebrow, "Well yeah Harry would become worried and start looking for me. Mainly because he knows how hard it has been knowing that I can never go home again." She said in a low voice, "However I think that we will have to figure something out for you. Now that you are here I can't just leave you and pretend everything is fine and dandy." Hermione then rubbed the back of her neck then looked at her softly, "Wait Drake? As in Draco Malfoy? Him and Harry actually are friends, wait you and him are friends?" Hermione had to laugh at this point, "I would never be his friend, not after what he helped do." She said weakly and walked over to the window looking out it, "I know he is a Death Eater, and one part of gaining entrance was to try and destroy Harry. He was there the night our well my parents were killed." Hermione clenched her fist tightly and looked over her shoulder, "He is a git that can jump off a cliff for all I care!"
"You know since Voldemort put that cruse on me I haven't been the same, my grades they are the same but I think differently now. I want to learn Dark Arts, but I can't tell anyone." She said in a weak voice looking down. "Not even Harry, I do not want to scare him off." Glancing over at her older self she shook her head a bit. "Please do not think it bad of me, I only want to learn so I can create a counter cruse for each one that way no one and I mean no one can ever hurt anyone with those damn things ever again!" Hermione's eyes grew a tad dark but then sighed weakly, "You see not only did that change me I." she paused and then sighed shaking her head clinching her fists. "I am having the same nightmares as Harry now!" She hissed through her teeth and shook her head, "I do not know what is wrong with me!"
Hermione couldn't help but smile as her older self hugged her. "Yes I do." She said smiling softly and before Hermione could continue she heard someone coming up the stairs. Hearing the giggling and what sounded like drunkenness. It was Lavender and Ron. Hermione's eyes widened she couldn't get caught. Neither one of them could, if they did it would be all over and something would happen. Something bad, looking around to try and figure out something she bit her bottom lip. As Lavender stepped inside and her older self Stupefied her she smirked softly. "Well that takes care of one problem." Hermione looked around fast as she heard Ron coming up the stairs. "Here help me!" Hermione dragged Lavender into the bathroom that was in the Shrieking Shack.
As fast as she could she ran and got her back pulling out several potions. "Damn it where is it?" She hissed pulling out a pollyjuice potion. "You are going to have to be Lavender!" She said putting in the hairs and handing it to her olderself. "Get into the bathroom!" She pushed her in there with Lavender and then took a breath, "Make sure she won't wake up for a while okay?" she whispered through the door as Ron walked in and looked at Hermione. "Hermione? What are you doing in here? Shouldn't you be up there with Harry? Oh and did Lav come in here?" Hermione looked at Ron and sighed, "I had some thinking to do Ron. Yes she did she is in the bathroom and will be out soon." Ron frowned at her and sighed, "Hermione you can't keep-" Hermione looked at him, "How would you feel if it was your family Ronald?" He looked at her and nodded, "I am sorry I am being the emotional range of a teaspoon again huh?" Hermione smiled and shook her head. "I will leave you be and go back to the castle or maybe go to the courtyard!" She said a tad louder then walked out.