Trapped

Trapped in bitter, endless solitude

There is no way out

Wait, there is

But it's too far up

I realize how deep the hole I'm in is

It's so deep the light is but a pinprick

I have lived in this darkness for so long

I have forgotten what the light looks like

I hear faint voices

But they are to hard to make out

I wonder who they are and why they care

I think I may have known them once

But that feels like so long ago

Time has no meaning down here

There is no warmth, I am starting to freeze

Is this how I die?

Alone, cold and in a pit of my own doings?

So it seems my fate is sealed and I have no say

With my last bit of strength I carve into the pit wall

When those who's voices I heard before find me

They will find my last words written there
"I'm sorry I didn't try harder...I will miss you all...I love you all...Goodbye"