Hey eveyone this is chapter 2 hope you guys like it.

Bpov

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I groaned. "Emment turn off your alram clock" He knew I hated that.

"Bella" I heard Emment say. Then yesterdays events happened. "Bella are you okay"

"Yeah Im fine" I wishpered.

"I see your up" Doctor Cullen-Edwards father- walked in with my dad.

"Bella'' My dad ran to me.

"Bella we need to talk" I knew this was coming so I just nodded my head. "Bella we need to put you on suicide watch and get you counseling to help you"

"No" I shook me head.

"Bella you almost died so unless you want to tell me why you were hurtung yourself youwill get help" Charlie shouted at me. I flinched.

I felt me eyes water. " I can't get consuling here because I going to live with mom"

"Why Bells" Emment looked heart broken.

"I HATE IT HERE. All peopel ever is pick on me okay. Do you know what it's like to be afraid to go to school. Always knowing someone talking about you. When People hit on you and spit on you all the time. Have people hate when they don't even know you. Do you know what it feels lilke to want to take your ow life because you'd rather die then deal with the pain that comes with life. No you don't Emment because you the one that everyone likes you have all the friends and people actually like you. SO YOU CAN'T POSSIBLY KNOW HOW I FEEL EVERYDAY OF MY PATHENIC LIFE." I shouted the last part and now now I was sobbing.

"Bella how long has this been going on" Carlisle asked.

"The bullying or the cuttung" I asked.

"Both" He wishpered.

"I've been bullied since I was ten and I started cutting when I was 12" I said expressionless.

"Bela honey you need help" CHarlie pleaded.

"I'll get it just with mom because if I stay here it won't help" I said.

"If you you tell us who it is we can help you" I shook me head again.

"I just wanna leave. Me and mom have been talking about it for a week now and my ticketis tomorrow morning." I wishpered

"When were you going to tell us"Emment yelled.

"Yesterday" I looked at Carlisle. "Can I leave?" He nodded and pulled my I.V. out. I put my clothes on.

After we finished signing the paper work to leave . We drove home as soon as we got home I went upstaris and started packing all my stuff even the necklace Emment and Dad gave me for my tenth birthday. That was the only part I liked about my 10 birthday. They probably don't even know I still have it. I always kept it under my shirt. I decided to go talk to Emment before I leave.

"Emmy Can I come in" I opened the door slowly.

"Sure Bella" Emment almost never called me Bella.

I walked in there to see him laying on his back hands behind his head. I sat next to him.

"Emmy are you mad at me" I asked quitly afraid to speak any louder.

Emment looked at me then sigh. "No Bells I'm not mad at you" He pulled me to his chest. "but why do you have to leave. If you just tell me who'd doing it I could protect you" He pleaded.

"I can't. I can't alwaya have you fight my battles. I need to change some things about myself." I wishpered. Silent tears coming down my face.

"But I like to protect my lil sis" He wishpered back crying silently next to me. I never seen Emment cry before.

"I know I just need a change"

"Okay Bells" He hugged me tighter. We eventually fell asleep.

I knew one thing for sure. I was gona miss my bear of a brother.

We were on our way to the airport. I heard them call my gate. I stood up.

"Bye bells promise to call and write me every day" Emment said.

"I promise"

"Bye Bella. I really gona miss you" Charlie hugged me.

"I know how will survive without food." Emment said lightening the mood.

"I know." I tried to wipe tears away but it was pointless because they kept coming.

They called my flight again. "You gotta go Bell or your gona miss your flight"

"Ok" I gave them both on last hug before I got on my plane.

Sat Back on the plane thinking this is the Start Of A New me.

There you have it I hopw you guys like it please review