Chapter 3:: Changes

When I started living with me mother, I changed the things I hated about myself. Idied my hair black to make my brown eyes pop I guess you could say. I got rid of my acne, I ever took dance classes to improve my balance. Mom mad me take Self-defense and Karate classes. I'm very proud to say I'm a black belt.

Sometimes I really miss Emment I mean I talk to him almost every night but i miss his big bear hugs and his goofy smile. I stuck to my promise and got counseling. It realy helped. I was more confident with myself inside and out. I stopped cutting my self but I still have every single scar. I always keep them cover thats the only thing I hate about my body. I also started dating so guys and even slept with a few but I finally figured out that I wasn't attarcted to males. I told my mom and she said as long as I was happy she didn't care but Charlie and Emment don't know yet.

"Hey Bella we're home" Phil called. See Phils my mom's new hisband. He nice a little to young but nice. I gotta say living with newly weds wasn't fun.

"So mom I need to talk to you" Isaid.

"What about honey"

"I'm leaving..."

'What Why?" She had tears in her eyes now. GREAT! I t houught.

"Mom you and Phil just got married and staying with newly weds is not the most fun the world.

"Aww Bella Im sorry " My mom said.

" Don't be mom"

"Where are you gona go you only 16"

"Board ing school in Italy" I always wanted to go there plus I learned Italian here in Phoenix.

"Ok honey go pack" Mom smiled.

I hugged her and kissed her cheek before running to back. Italy here I come.