Chapter 5Rpov

When I woke up I felt like I had all my energy back but I also felt dirty. I looked around the room everything was the same as it was yesterday except for the few things that were broken during the fight. I didn't feel any different. I felt like me and didn't want to kill innocent people so they didn't turn me…yet. I felt really dirty and hungry. I decided what could it hurt to have a shower not like it's going to make any difference they want to turn me anyway. I got up off the bed that they must have put me on after I blacked out and started walking towards the bathroom when I realized I didn't have a towel or any clothes to change into. Oh well I really need a nice hot shower no matter what. Once I was in the bathroom on the sink I realized there was a towel and other necessary stuff for the bathroom.

When I got out of the shower and brushed my teeth and was about to do my hair when I realized there wasn't a mirror to use I just left it how it was and would do it later. I then also realized I didn't have any clean clothes to put on and I didn't want to put on my town and blood covered clothes on that I wore to the caves. So I walked out into the main room to see if there was any thing to wear there. When I got out there I saw a small table out of the corner of my eye and noticed that there where clothes on the table, so I walked over to there.

I picked up the clothes and walked back to the bathroom to put them on, I hadn't really looked at the clothes but when I did I was amazed this was a seriously hot outfit. There was a matching black bra and underwear seriously cute! A tight black shirt that was low cut with gold studs along the neckline and stoped just before my bellybutton. There was also a pair of black skinny jeans and a black pair of boots that stopped below my knees that had gold studs around the top of them they were also around four inches tall. I also found gold stud earrings and a gold bracelet along with the clothes.

As I walked back out to the main room I really wanted to see how I looked so I went around the room looking for a mirror before I found one in the back corner of the room. I walked over to it and stood in front of it, it was a body length mirror so I could get a good look at myself, I know stupid to be thinking about how I look in a house full of strigoi but I couldn't exactly kill myself since there was nothing to use and they haven't turned me yet so I still have a chance of escape.

When I looked at myself in the mirror I looked hot! Even in my situation I wish Dimitri could be here drooling over me saying how beautiful I was and holding me tight. I smiled to myself thinking about Dimitri when I noticed that I somehow looked different.

My skin wasn't my tanned skin anymore it was pale like really pale! What the hell I loved my tanned skin! Oh my gosh! What if I really am strigoi! I looked at my eyes but they were the same brown they had been since I was born.

I kept looking at my eyes looking for even the slightest of red but there was not sign of red thank goodness! Just to make sure I wasn't somehow imagining all of this I looked at my teeth.

Yep everything normal except the two fangs in my mouth! I touched them to make sure they were real and yep they where. I let out a scream I'd been holding in since I looked at my now pale skin. Ok no I cant be a strigoi no way. I don't have a thirst to kill and my eyes aren't red so then. Oh my freaking goodness! I'm a freaking Moroi! How I have no idea but I just know I am. Maybe its because I'm shadow-kissed! What if when they tried to turn me, it didn't exactly work out because of being shadow-kissed therefore turning me Moroi instead of strigoi. Ok now I think I'm going to faint!

Just to make sure this is all real I'm going to check to make sure the bonds still working I thought as I walked over to the bed to lay down so I didn't fall over from everything that's happening.

I got into Lissa head easier then ever ok the bonds still working this is real. I decided to check on how Lis was; she was sitting on the bed curling herself into a ball in Christian's side. And Dimitri, Alberta, Adrian and my MOTHER! What the hell is she doing in Lissa room! She never came to my school unless it was on business and was she ok this is not happening my mother the person who never shows emotion is on the verge of tears!

All of them looked torn tired and depressed and through the bond I could feel how sad Lis was. I heard Alberta speaking and decided to listen in to what she was saying.

"We went back to the caves today to take back the bodies that were killed during battle…as you all know" she stopped to steady herself " as you all know…Rose did not come back with us after the battle…" she stopped again unable to continue. Just as she was about to continue my mother jumped into speak "Did you find her body!" she half yelled half said to Alberta. I felt the fear surge through me really strongly but only it wasn't my fear it was Lissa fear, fear for me.

"I'm sorry but we didn't find Rose's body among the others…this could either mean she was taken as a snack for later or turned strigoi" Alberta continued, that was when Lissa broke down into a hysterical fit of tears leaning hard in Christian like he was her life support. Everything was quiet other then in the background other people crying or trying not to. When Lissa looked up I could see Dimitri, he was trying to compose himself and put his guardian mask up but the sadness got through and he looked close to tears I could also see a hint of anger but only I could get through enough to see the small bit of anger.

I could also see Adrian off to the side at the window crying silently and concentrating really hardly, I realized he was most probably trying to get into my dreams. I could also see Alberta trying to not cry. "No, NO THEY CANT HAVE HER MY BABY NO! NO THOSE STUPID EVIL BLOODSUCKERS!!" my mother screeched before bursting out into tears and sitting back down in her seat crying with Alberta trying to comfort her.

Oh my gosh that is not my mother I thought bewildered. "Rose?" Lissa said jumping up almost knocking Christian to ground doing so. Ok why did she just say my name? "Rose I said your name because…Rose?" Lissa said looking around.